The Distant Garden
The hall smelled of stale wine and expensive wool.
Elias stood by the window. He watched the rain hit the glass. It was a Tuesday. Or a Wednesday. It did not matter. The calendar was a paper tiger here. He was a man who built things. Small, precise things. Gears for watches. Cogs for clocks. He liked the click of the teeth meshing. It was honest. Here, everything was loose.
The room was full of people. They wore dark suits. They held glasses of amber liquid. They spoke in low, careful tones. It was a banquet for the new regime. Or the old one. The posters on the wall were peeling. Beneath them, older posters. Beneath those, nothing. Just brick.
"You are quiet, Elias."
The voice came from behind him.
He did not turn. "I am listening."
"To what?"
"To the rain."
The man chuckled. It was a dry sound. Like a leaf skittering on pavement. "The rain is not our concern, Elias. We are concerned with structure."
The man was Director Halloway. He was tall. He wore a red tie. It looked like a wound.
"Structure," Elias said. "Yes."
"Order," Halloway said. "We need order in the workshop. The new protocols. Do you understand?"
"I am a watchmaker, Halloway. I do not know protocols. I know tolerances."
"Tolerances are part of protocol."
Halloway stepped closer. He smelled of peppermint and sweat.
"Look at this," Halloway said. He held out a card. It was thick. Cream colored. "A commission. From the Ministry."
Elias took the card. It felt heavy. He did not want to touch it.
"What is it?"
"A clock," Halloway said. "A large one. For the central hall. It must mark the time of the State."
Elias looked at the card. It was blank.
"It has no time on it," Elias said.
"No," Halloway said. "It will have the right time. We will tell you when to set it. You just build the mechanism."
Elias looked at Halloway. Halloway looked back. His eyes were flat. Like stones in a river.
"You will not make the gears yourself," Halloway said.
Elias frowned. "Why?"
"Because we have the new materials. The efficient ones. The plastic ones."
Elias felt a cold spot in his stomach. Plastic. It was soft. It was wrong. It did not bite. It did not hold.
"No," Elias said.
Halloway smiled. It did not reach his eyes.
"Say it again, Elias."
"No. I will not build a clock that lies."
Halloway’s smile vanished. "It does not lie. It follows instructions."
"Time does not follow instructions," Elias said. "It flows."
"Time is what we say it is." Halloway’s voice was low. "You are a specialist, Elias. A craftsperson. You are useful. Do not make yourself useless."
Elias looked at the rain. The drops ran down the glass. They joined together. They formed rivers. They fell to the bottom.
"I will think about it," Elias said.
"Think quickly," Halloway said. "The Ministry waits for no one."
Halloway left. The red tie disappeared into the crowd.
Elias stood alone. The music started. It was a waltz. It was fast. It was frantic. The couples spun. Their skirts flared. Their faces were blank. They smiled. They did not see each other.
Elias walked to the bar. He ordered water. The bartender was a young man. He had a bruise on his lip.
"Rough day?" the bartender asked.
"The day is always rough," Elias said.
The bartender poured the water. His hand shook.
"Be careful, Elias," he whispered. "They are listening."
Elias drank the water. It was cold. It was clear.
He went back to the window. He watched the rain. He thought about the garden.
He had a garden. It was behind the workshop. It was small. It was wild. There were roses. There were thorns. There was dirt. He planted the seeds himself. He watered them. He did not ask permission. The garden was his. It was silent. It did not care about the Ministry. It did not care about Halloway. It just grew.
It was the only thing that was true.
He turned back to the room. The crowd was dense. They were pressing against the walls. The air was thick. He could not breathe.
He saw a woman. She was standing by the piano. She was old. She wore a gray dress. Her hair was white. She was playing the piano.
The music stopped. She was not playing. She was just sitting there. Her hands were on her lap.
Elias walked to her. The crowd parted. They did not like him. They did not like quiet men.
"Who are you?" he asked.
She looked up. Her eyes were bright. They were like the rain.
"I am the one who remembers," she said.
"Remembers what?"
"The time before."
"Before what?"
"Before they took the gears."
Elias felt a shock. "The gears?"
"The metal ones," she said. "The real ones. They are gone, Elias. They melted them down. They made the plastic."
Elias looked at his hands. They were shaking.
"No," he said. "No. I have them. They are in my box."
"The box is empty," she said. "It has been empty for years. You put the plastic in. You did not know. You thought it was real."
Elias backed away. "No. I made them. I filed them. I polished them."
"You made the plastic," she said. "You thought it was metal. You were tired. You were afraid. You wanted to be good. So you used what they gave you."
Elias looked at her. He wanted to scream. He wanted to hit her. But he could not move.
"I am not a liar," he said.
"You are a watchmaker," she said. "You make time. And you have been making false time. For years."
She stood up. She walked away. She disappeared into the crowd.
Elias stood by the piano. The room seemed to tilt. The lights were too bright. The music started again. It was louder. It was sharper.
He ran.
He ran out of the hall. He ran down the stairs. He ran into the street. The rain was heavy. It soaked his clothes. It ran into his shoes.
He ran to the workshop. He ran through the door. He locked it.
He went to his desk. He opened the drawer. He opened the box.
He looked inside.
It was full of gears. They were shiny. They were perfect. They were plastic.
He touched them. They were warm. They felt wrong.
He closed the box.
He sat down.
He looked at the window. The rain was still falling.
He thought about the garden.
He stood up.
He walked to the back door.
He opened it.
The garden was dark. The rain hit the leaves. The roses were closed. The thorns were sharp.
He walked into the dirt.
He knelt down.
He dug.
His fingers bled. The dirt was cold.
He dug deeper.
He found a root.
He pulled it.
It snapped.
He looked at the broken root. It was white. It was brittle.
He threw it away.
He dug more.
He found a stone.
It was small. It was round. It was real.
He held it in his hand. It was heavy. It was cold.
He closed his fist.
He felt the pain. It was sharp. It was real.
He opened his hand.
The stone was there.
He looked at the workshop. It was a cage. The gears were lies. The Ministry was a monster. Halloway was a ghost.
He looked at the garden. It was wild. It was messy. It was alive.
He stood up.
He walked back inside.
He locked the back door.
He went to the desk.
He opened the box.
He took out the plastic gears.
He held them over the sink.
He threw them in.
They clattered. They slid. They were colorful. They were dead.
He turned on the water.
He washed them down.
He watched them go.
He turned off the water.
The sink was empty.
The room was quiet.
The rain tapped on the window.
He sat down.
He felt tired. He felt light.
He had lost his tools. He had lost his work. He had lost his place.
But he had the stone.
He put the stone in his pocket.
He walked to the window.
He looked at the garden.
It was still there.
It would be there tomorrow.
It would be there next year.
It did not need his permission.
It did not need his time.
It just was.
He smiled. It was a small smile. It was sad.
He turned off the lights.
The dark came.
It was complete.
It was honest.
He sat in the dark.
He listened to the rain.
It fell.
It fell.
It fell.
The clock on the wall stopped.
It did not matter.
The time was his.
The time was now.
He closed his eyes.
He dreamed of dirt.
He dreamed of roots.
He dreamed of the click of teeth.
But it was not plastic.
It was bone.
It was stone.
It was true.
The rain kept falling.
The garden kept growing.
He was alone.
He was free.
He was broken.
He was whole.
The water dripped from the sink.
Drop by drop.
Tap.
Tap.
Tap.
It sounded like a heartbeat.
It sounded like a warning.
It sounded like a promise.
He did not know which.
He did not care.
He slept.
The night was long.
The morning came.
The rain stopped.
The sun came out.
It was bright.
It was warm.
It was indifferent.
Elias opened the door.
He walked to the garden.
The roses were open.
The thorns were wet.
The dirt was dry.
He knelt down.
He touched the earth.
It was real.
He stood up.
He looked at the workshop.
He looked at the street.
He looked at the sky.
It was blue.
It was vast.
It was empty.
He walked into it.
He did not look back.
The garden remained.
The gears were gone.
The time was free.
The story ended.
The rain had stopped.
The garden was there.
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