The Rough Life

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Danny Miller woke up at six in the morning, which was the same time he woke up every day, and he thought the same thought he thought every day, which was that he didn't know why he bothered getting up at all.

The apartment smelled of stale beer and damp drywall. He sat on the edge of the bed and listened to his daughter breathing in the next room—Emily, twenty years old, sleeping off another night of drinking and bad decisions. He didn't knock on her door. He'd tried that, once, three years ago, and she'd screamed at him so badly that he'd gone back to his own room and sat in the dark until morning.

He made coffee in the kitchen, using the cheap instant stuff that tasted like burnt dirt. He drank it standing up, by the window, looking out at the parking lot of the apartment complex and the rusted chain-link fence and the river beyond it, gray and slow and smelling of industrial waste.

The Five Lakes. Nobody called them that anymore. Nobody fished them anymore. The big companies had cleaned them out ten years ago, using boats the size of houses and nets that scraped the bottom and left nothing alive. Danny remembered when you could catch a bass with your bare hands. He remembered when the water was clear enough to see the weeds swaying beneath the surface.

Now the water was brown and thick and smelled like a chemical plant.

He got dressed in the same clothes he'd worn yesterday—jeans, flannel shirt, work boots with the left sole coming undone—and drove to the dock in his pickup truck, which was held together with duct tape and prayer.

The dock was a long wooden platform jutting out into the river, and at the end of it was a warehouse where Danny and three other guys spent eight hours a day sorting fish that had already been sorted once by machines. It was a job that shouldn't have existed, but it did, because the machines sometimes missed the dead ones, and the company didn't want dead fish mixed in with the live ones.

Danny's job was to pick up a fish, look at it, and decide if it was alive or dead. If it was dead, he put it in one bin. If it was alive, he put it in another. He did this eight hours a day, five days a week, for fourteen dollars an hour.

It wasn't much. But it was something.

At lunch, he sat on a crate and ate a sandwich and watched an old man sit on a bench by the river. The old man's name was Frank Kowalski, and he'd been sitting on that bench for as long as Danny had been working at the dock. Frank was maybe seventy, maybe eighty. He wore a torn coat and a cap pulled low over his eyes, and he talked to himself.

Not in the crazy way. Not shouting or gesturing. Just quietly, under his breath, like he was having a conversation with someone who wasn't there.

Danny had asked another worker what Frank was saying. The worker had shrugged. "Fish stuff," he'd said. "He says the fish are crying."

Danny had laughed. But it wasn't funny. Not really.

Because Frank wasn't just saying the fish were crying. He was saying something specific. Danny had overheard him once, clearly, on a day when the wind was right: "They're telling me the water is dying. They're telling me no one is listening."

Danny didn't know what to make of it. He figured Frank was just an old man who had spent his life on the water and gone a little soft in the head. The river had been dying for years. Maybe Frank was just the first person honest enough to admit it.

But nobody listened. Not Frank, not Danny, not anyone.

Life went on. Danny went to work. He came home. He drank a beer. He watched Emily sleep on the couch. He went to bed. He did it every day.

One morning, Frank's bench was empty.

Danny noticed it immediately, which surprised him. He hadn't planned to notice. But the bench was empty, and the space where Frank used to sit felt wrong, like a missing tooth.

He asked the other workers. Nobody had seen Frank in two days. Nobody cared.

"Probably moved to a nursing home," said Mike, who worked the afternoon shift. "Or he probably fell in the river and nobody bothered to tell us."

Danny didn't say anything. He went back to sorting fish.

That night, he dreamed of the river. In the dream, the water was clear and the fish were swimming in schools so thick you could walk on them. And they were speaking to him, in voices that sounded like his mother's, his father's, Emily's when she was a baby. They were saying, "We are dying. We are dying. We are dying."

He woke up sweating. He sat on the edge of the bed and listened to Emily breathing in the next room. He thought about Frank. He thought about the empty bench. He thought about the river.

And then he got up, made another cup of instant coffee, and drank it standing by the window, looking out at the gray water.

The next morning, he went to work. He picked up a fish. He looked at it. It was dead. He put it in the dead bin.

He did this eight hours a day, five days a week, for fourteen dollars an hour.

And every day, he thought about Frank. And every day, he didn't do anything about it.

Because what was there to do?

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