The Golden Oath
"I have it," I said. My voice was thin. It scraped against the silence of the hall.
The Abbot looked down at me. His eyes were deep pits. They held no light. Only cold.
"Show me," he commanded.
I reached into my robe. My fingers trembled. They were stiff. The air in the chapel was thick. It tasted of dust and old blood. I pulled out the cloak. It was not golden. It was grey. It was worn. The threads were frayed at the hem. The wool was matted. It smelled of rain and sweat. It smelled of the road.
It was the only thing I had left.
"Is this it?" the Abbot asked.
"Yes," I whispered.
He laughed. It was a dry sound. Like leaves breaking. "A rag. You bring me a rag."
"It was given to me," I said. My hand shook. I held it tight. My knuckles were white. "By the King. Before he died."
The Abbot leaned forward. The candlelight flickered. Shadows danced on the stone walls. They looked like beasts. They looked like wolves.
"The King is dead," the Abbot said. "His bones are in the earth. His power is gone. And this cloth? It is worthless. It is dust. You are a beggar, Thomas. You are a thief. You wear rags. You claim a crown. You are a fool."
I did not speak. I could not. My throat was closed. I remembered the fire. I remembered the smoke. I remembered the screams. I remembered the face of the man who had cut my brother down. The man who had worn this cloak. The man who had sworn to protect us.
"I am not a fool," I said. My voice was low. It was hard. "I am the keeper."
The Abbot stood up. He was tall. He was broad. He looked like a wall. He walked toward me. The floorboards creaked.
"Guard," he called.
Two men stepped forward. They wore iron. They held spears. The points were red. They looked at me with pity. They looked at me with hate.
"Take him," the Abbot said. "And take the cloth. Burn it. Let the fire purify the lie."
The guards moved. They were fast. They were strong. I felt a spear point at my chest. It pressed against the wool. It was cold. It was wet.
"Wait," I said.
The Abbot raised a hand. The guards stopped. They held their breath. The room was silent. The silence was heavy. It pressed on my ears.
"Speak," the Abbot said.
I looked at the cloak. I looked at the frayed hem. I looked at the stain near the collar. It was dark. It was old. It was blood.
"You do not know," I said.
"I know everything," the Abbot said. "I know the law. I know the faith. I know the truth. The truth is simple. The King was a sinner. He was a tyrant. He was a murderer. And this cloth is a symbol of his sin. It must be destroyed."
"No," I said. "It is not a symbol of sin. It is a symbol of sacrifice."
The Abbot frowned. "Sacrifice? To whom? To the devil?"
"To the people," I said.
The Abbot laughed again. It was louder this time. It echoed off the stones. It bounced off the pews. The other monks looked up. They had been praying. They had been reading. They stopped. They looked at me. They looked at the Abbot. Their faces were blank. Their eyes were empty.
"You are mad," the Abbot said. "You are sick. You need help. You need prayer. You need healing."
"I need justice," I said.
"Justice?" the Abbot sneered. "Justice is a word for cowards. Justice is a dream. Reality is power. Reality is order. And I am the order."
He pointed at the cloak. "Burn it. Now."
The guards stepped forward. They grabbed the cloak. They pulled it from my hands. I felt the cold air on my skin. I felt the loss. It was like a piece of my soul being torn away.
"Please," I said.
They did not listen. They held the cloak out. The Abbot signaled. A flame was lit. It was small. It was blue. It was hot.
The Abbot threw the cloak into the fire.
It did not burn.
The wool did not melt. The threads did not break. The fire licked at it. It danced. It sparkled. But the cloth remained. It was whole. It was unharmed.
The Abbot’s face changed. The confidence left his eyes. The anger left his voice. He stared at the fire. He stared at the cloth.
"Impossible," he whispered.
I looked at the cloth. I looked at the Abbot. I looked at the guards. I looked at the monks.
"It is not impossible," I said. "It is true."
The Abbot backed away. He hit the wall. He slid down. He sat on the floor. He looked small. He looked old. He looked afraid.
"What is this?" he asked.
"It is an oath," I said.
"An oath?"
"Yes. An oath to protect. An oath to serve. An oath to endure. The King wore it because he kept the oath. I wear it because I keep the oath. It does not burn because the oath is unbroken."
The Abbot shook his head. "It is magic. It is witchcraft. It is evil."
"It is faith," I said. "True faith. Not the faith of words. Not the faith of rituals. The faith of action. The faith of sacrifice."
The fire died. The cloth lay in the ashes. It was grey. It was worn. It was beautiful.
The Abbot looked at me. His eyes were wide. His mouth was open. He wanted to speak. He could not. He wanted to run. He could not. He was trapped. He was bound by his own fear.
I walked forward. I stepped over the ashes. I picked up the cloak. I brushed the dust from it. I held it to my chest. It was warm. It was alive.
"You are wrong," I said to the Abbot. "You are so wrong. You think power is a sword. You think power is a throne. You think power is fear. But power is love. Power is loyalty. Power is the willingness to give everything for others. You have nothing. You have no love. You have no loyalty. You have no courage. You have only fear. And fear is the only thing that can destroy you."
The Abbot looked at the ground. He looked at his hands. He looked at the shadows.
"Who are you?" he asked. His voice was soft. It was weak. It was broken.
"I am Thomas," I said. "I am the keeper. I am the witness. I am the voice of the dead. And I am here to tell you the truth. The truth is that you are alone. You have always been alone. You have no friends. You have no allies. You have no support. You are a man in a tower. And the tower is falling."
The Abbot did not answer. He sat in the corner. He curled his knees to his chest. He hid his face in his hands. He wept. The sound was soft. It was sad. It was human.
I turned away. I walked to the door. I opened it. The night air rushed in. It was cold. It was fresh. It smelled of earth. It smelled of rain.
The guards looked at me. They lowered their spears. They looked at the Abbot. They looked at me. They nodded. One of them bowed. It was a small bow. It was a sign of respect. It was a sign of recognition.
I stepped out into the night. The stars were out. They were bright. They were cold. They were distant. I walked down the hill. I walked through the woods. I walked to the river.
I sat by the water. I held the cloak. I looked at the moon. It reflected in the water. It was white. It was round. It was full.
I thought of my brother. I thought of the King. I thought of the fire. I thought of the blood. I thought of the oath.
I had kept the oath. I had survived. I had witnessed. I had spoken the truth.
But the cost was high. The Abbot was gone. The castle was in chaos. The people were afraid. The war was coming. I knew it. I could feel it. It was in the air. It was in the water. It was in the stars.
I was alone. I had always been alone. But I was not empty. I was full. I was full of memory. I was full of pain. I was full of purpose.
I wrapped the cloak around me. It was heavy. It was warm. It was mine.
I closed my eyes. I listened to the river. It flowed. It flowed on. It did not stop. It did not look back. It just flowed.
I would flow. I would endure. I would keep the oath.
The night was long. The night was dark. But the oath was bright.
I waited for the dawn. I waited for the end. I waited for the beginning.
The cloak was old. The cloak was worn. But the oath was new.
The oath was golden.
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