The Distant Wound

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I dreamt of the mirror.

It was a tall, oval frame, made of dark walnut. It stood in the corner of a room that did not exist. The walls were white. The floor was white. The light was white. In the glass, I saw myself. But not my face. I saw the uniform. I saw the badge. I saw the weight of the silence.

I woke up in the cell.

The air was cold. It tasted of metal and stale sweat. I sat on the edge of the cot. My hands were shaking. I looked at them. They were strong. They were my tools. They had held weapons. They had held doors shut. They had held people down.

A knock came at the door.

It was three sharp raps. Then two soft ones. I knew the code. It was Elias.

He came in. He did not look at me. He looked at the floor. He walked to the table. He placed a small object on it.

It was a clock.

It was an old pocket watch. The case was gold. It was cracked. The glass face was shattered. The hands were stopped at 3:14.

I did not touch it.

Elias sat down. He was thin. His face was gray. He looked like a man who had been buried and dug up.

"They know," he said.

His voice was quiet. It was the voice of a leaf falling.

"Know what?" I asked.

"Everything."

I looked at the clock. The crack ran through the center. It looked like a vein. It looked like a wound.

"Tell me," I said.

Elias shook his head. "There is nothing to tell. There is only the truth. And the truth is a heavy thing to carry."

I wanted to ask more. I wanted to know who had broken the seal. I wanted to know why they had chosen this room. I wanted to know why they had chosen me.

But I could not speak. My throat was tight. My mind was a blank slate.

I remembered the night it happened.

It was in the basement. The lights were off. The only sound was the hum of the ventilation system. We were alone. Just my brother and I.

He was standing by the wall. He was holding a device. It was small. It was black. It looked like a piece of coal.

"What is it?" I asked.

He did not answer. He looked at me. His eyes were bright. They were filled with a terrible joy.

"It is the key," he said.

"I don't want it."

"You must have it."

"I am a soldier. I follow orders. I do not steal."

"You are my brother. You are my shield."

I stepped back. My heart was pounding. It was a drumbeat in my chest.

"Put it down," I said.

He smiled. It was a sad smile. It was the smile of a man who has seen the end of the road.

"Too late," he said.

He pressed the button.

There was no sound. There was no light. There was only a feeling. A sudden, sharp pain in the center of my chest. It felt like a hook. It felt like a chain.

I fell to my knees.

My brother caught me. He held me. He whispered into my ear.

"I am sorry. I am sorry. I could not let them take you. I could not let them make you forget."

The pain vanished.

The room was empty.

I was alone.

I looked at the clock on the table.

The hands were still stopped at 3:14.

Elias stood up. He buttoned his jacket. He looked at me. For a second, I saw something in his eyes. It was not fear. It was not anger. It was pity.

"They will execute you at dawn," he said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because you are the proof," he said. "Because you are the flaw in the system. Because you remember."

I did not understand. I looked at the clock. I looked at the wall. I looked at the door.

"The mirror," I said.

Elias paused. He looked at the clock.

"What mirror?"

"The dream. The mirror."

He laughed. It was a dry, brittle sound.

"There is no mirror, Thomas. There is only the glass. And the glass is broken."

He walked to the door. He opened it. The light from the corridor spilled in. It was bright. It was blinding.

"Goodbye, brother," he said.

He closed the door.

I was alone again.

I looked at the clock.

I picked it up.

It was heavy. It was cold. I held it in my hands. The jagged edges of the glass cut into my palms. I did not feel the pain. I only felt the weight.

I turned it over.

On the back, there was an engraving. It was in tiny letters. It was in my mother's handwriting.

*To my sons. Keep time. Keep each other.*

I remembered.

I remembered everything.

The system did not want us to remember. The system wanted us to be empty. The system wanted us to be obedient. The system wanted us to be like the walls. White. Blank. Silent.

My brother had given me the device. It was not a weapon. It was a key. It opened the lock in my mind. It unlocked the memories.

But the cost was high.

The cost was my life.

I looked at the crack in the clock face.

It looked like a road.

I looked at my hands.

The blood was dripping onto the white floor. It was red. It was bright. It was real.

I could not escape.

The guards would come. The lights would come. The silence would come.

I closed my eyes.

I saw the mirror again.

This time, I was not looking at my face. I was looking at my brother. He was standing there. He was smiling. He was holding the clock.

"I am with you," he said.

"No," I said. "You are the past. I am the present."

"You are the future," he said. "You are the seed."

I opened my eyes.

The door opened.

Two guards walked in. They wore white masks. They had no faces. They were part of the system. They were the white walls.

They looked at the blood on the floor. They looked at the clock in my hands.

"Drop it," one of them said.

His voice was flat. It was a machine voice.

I did not drop it.

I held it tight. I pressed it against my chest.

I felt the heartbeat of the clock. It was not ticking. It was still. But I felt it. It was a pulse. It was a memory.

I stood up.

I walked toward them.

I did not run. I did not fight. I walked.

I walked with the weight of the clock. I walked with the weight of the memory. I walked with the weight of the love that had consumed me.

The guards raised their weapons.

I stopped.

I looked at the clock.

The crack was wider now. It looked like a mouth. It looked like a scream.

I whispered, "I remember."

The guards fired.

I did not flinch.

I felt the impact. It was hot. It was fast.

I fell.

But I did not hit the ground.

I hit the mirror.

The glass shattered.

I saw my face. I saw my brother's face. I saw the white walls. I saw the light.

It was all one piece.

It was all broken.

It was all mine.

The pain was gone.

The silence was gone.

There was only the sound of the clock.

It was ticking.

Tick.

Tick.

Tick.

I was gone.

But the time remained.

The guards stood in the room. They looked at the shards of glass. They looked at the blood. They looked at the clock.

It was lying on the floor. The hands were moving.

3:15.

3:16.

3:17.

One of the guards picked it up. He looked at the engraving. He frowned. He could not read it. The letters were blurred. The memory was fading.

He put the clock in his pocket.

He walked out.

The door closed.

The room was empty.

The walls were white.

The floor was clean.

The blood had vanished.

The light was bright.

The silence was total.

I am not here.

I am in the glass.

I am in the crack.

I am in the time.

They think they have won.

They think they have erased me.

They are wrong.

The clock is ticking.

The crack is spreading.

The truth is leaking out.

It is slow.

It is quiet.

It is inevitable.

Like water.

Like time.

Like love.

It will break them.

It will break the walls.

It will break the silence.

I am the wound.

I am the distant wound.

And it will not heal.

Not yet.

Not until the last drop of time is spilled.

Not until the last memory is freed.

I am watching.

I am waiting.

I am here.

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