The Distant Summer

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"You left the seal."

The voice was low. It scraped against the silence of the room like a nail on wood.

Elias looked up. His hand hovered over the quill. The ink was dry. A thin black line ran from the corner of his eye, a crack in the porcelain mask of his composure. He did not blink. He stared at the man standing by the door.

"Which seal?" Elias asked. His voice was flat. Controlled.

"The one from the King."

"I am not the King," Elias said. "I am a scribe. I copy words. I do not own them."

"Then you own the mistake."

The man stepped closer. His name was Thomas. He wore the livery of the guard, the dark blue wool heavy with dust and the smell of old sweat. He was young. Too young to carry such a burden. His eyes were wet. Not with tears, but with the fog that rolls in from the marshes every evening.

"I found it in the gutter," Thomas said. "Behind the well."

Elias closed his eyes. The room smelled of beeswax and rot. The walls were thick stone, sweating in the humidity of the summer. Outside, the bells of St. Jude’s were ringing. One. Two. Three. The sound was heavy. It dropped into the floorboards.

"I did not lose it," Elias said.

"Then who did?"

"Someone who wanted it gone."

Thomas laughed. It was a dry, brittle sound. "We all want it gone, Elias. But we do not throw it in the mud. We burn it. We hide it. We do not leave it for the rats."

Elias opened his eyes. He looked at his hands. They were stained with ink. The stains were permanent. They lived under the skin, in the veins. They were part of him. Like the fear. Like the doubt.

"Take it," Elias said.

"Take what?"

"The seal. Take it and leave."

Thomas did not move. He stood in the doorway, blocking the light. The light was gray. It filtered through the small, high window. It illuminated the dust motes dancing in the air. They looked like stars. Or like ash.

"Who gave it to you?" Thomas asked.

Elias shook his head. A slow, deliberate motion. "No one gave it to me. I wrote it."

"That is not an answer."

"It is the only one I have."

Thomas stepped into the room. The floorboards groaned under his weight. He walked to the desk. He looked at the papers. They were scattered. Some were blank. Some were covered in tight, cramped script. The script of a man who feared he would run out of time.

"Margaret," Thomas said.

Elias flinched. The name was a blade. It cut deep. He looked away. He looked at the wall. The stone was cold. He could feel the cold through his clothes.

"Where is she?" Thomas asked.

"Dead," Elias said.

"Who killed her?"

"I don't know."

"Liar."

The word hung in the air. It did not dissolve. It remained. A solid thing. Elias turned back to Thomas. He saw the anger in the young man’s face. It was raw. Fresh. Like a wound that had not yet begun to heal.

"I did not kill her," Elias said. "I loved her. More than I loved myself. More than I loved the King. More than I loved God."

"Then why did you write the order?"

Elias said nothing. He picked up the quill. He held it like a weapon. His hand trembled. He set it down.

"Because I was afraid," Elias said.

"Of what?"

"Of her."

Thomas stared at him. His mouth opened. He closed it. He looked at the seal in his hand. It was silver. It was cold. It reflected the gray light. It reflected Elias’s face.

"You betrayed her," Thomas said.

"I saved her," Elias said. "In my own way."

"No. You sold her."

"I did not sell her. I protected her. From the world. From the King. From myself."

Thomas threw the seal on the desk. It clattered. The sound was loud. It echoed in the small room.

"Get out," Elias said.

Thomas did not move. He looked at Elias. His eyes were hard. Cold.

"I am the law," Thomas said. "And the law says you are guilty."

"The law is a man," Elias said. "And men are flawed. Men lie. Men kill. Men love."

"And men rot," Thomas said. "That is what happens. Time takes everything. It takes your love. It takes your honor. It takes your name."

Elias looked at the seal. He reached for it. His fingers brushed the cold metal. He pulled his hand back. He did not touch it. He could not touch it. It was tainted. It was cursed.

"Leave," Elias said. "Before I call the guard."

"I am the guard."

"Then leave. Before I call your superiors."

Thomas smiled. It was a sad smile. A tired smile. He looked at the window. The light was fading. The shadows were lengthening. They crept across the floor. They reached for Elias’s feet.

"It is too late, Elias," Thomas said.

"For what?"

"For justice."

Thomas turned. He walked to the door. He opened it. The night air rushed in. It was cool. It carried the scent of rain. Of earth. Of decay.

"Wait," Elias said.

Thomas stopped. He did not turn around.

"Tell me the truth," Elias said. "Did she ask for it?"

Thomas was silent for a long time. The wind howled outside. The bells rang again. One. Two. Three.

"Yes," Thomas said. "She did."

Elias closed his eyes. A tear slid down his cheek. He did not wipe it away. He let it fall. It landed on the desk. A single drop. A small, dark mirror.

"She asked to die," Thomas said. "She was sick. She was in pain. She wanted it to end."

"And you wrote the order?"

"I wrote the words. The King signed it. You delivered it."

"I delivered the mercy," Elias said. "I gave her peace."

"You gave her death," Thomas said. "And you have lived with it for twenty years."

Elias looked at his hands. The ink stains were still there. They had not faded. They had not washed away. They were part of him. He was part of them.

"I am not a monster," Elias said.

"No," Thomas said. "You are a man. And men make mistakes. And men carry them. Until they drop them."

Thomas opened the door. He stepped out. The door closed behind him. The latch clicked. The sound was final.

Elias sat alone in the room. The silence was heavy. It pressed against his chest. It squeezed his lungs. He could not breathe. He could not think. He could only feel. The cold. The dark. The weight of the past.

He looked at the seal. It sat on the desk. It glinted in the dying light. It was small. It was insignificant. And yet. It held everything. It held the love. The hate. The fear. The guilt.

He picked it up. His fingers closed around the metal. It was warm now. It had absorbed his heat. It had absorbed his soul.

He walked to the window. He opened it. The night was dark. The stars were out. They were bright. They were indifferent. They did not care about men. They did not care about kings. They did not care about love.

He held the seal over the edge. He looked at it. He thought of Margaret. Her face. Her eyes. Her smile. Her voice.

"I love you," he whispered. "I am sorry."

He let go.

The seal fell. It dropped into the darkness. It disappeared. It was gone.

Elias stood by the window. He watched the empty space where the seal had been. He felt a lightness in his chest. A hollowness. A freedom.

The rain began to fall. It tapped against the stone. It washed the dust from the windowsill. It washed the grime from the world.

Elias turned away from the window. He walked to his bed. He lay down. He pulled the covers over his head. He closed his eyes.

He did not sleep. He did not dream. He just existed. He was alone. He was free.

The bells stopped ringing. The night was quiet. The storm passed. The sun would rise. It always did.

Elias was gone. The seal was gone. The past was gone.

Only the ink remained.

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