The Golden Farce
The fever broke in the night.
I woke to the smell of copper. And rot.
The house held its breath.
I am a sinner.
That is the only truth left.
My name is Elias.
It matters little now.
The door was open.
Wind howled in.
I sat up.
Pain lanced through my ribs.
Like a blade.
I looked at the table.
A bowl of broth sat there.
Hot.
Steaming.
I did not make it.
No one else is here.
The house is empty.
Or so I thought.
I reached for the bowl.
My hand shook.
The liquid sloshed.
It looked like blood.
Red.
Thick.
I did not want to drink it.
But my body screamed for it.
Hunger is a beast.
It eats the soul first.
Then the flesh.
I brought the spoon to my lips.
The taste was strange.
Sweet.
Metallic.
Alive.
I drank.
And the world tilted.
*Who are you?*
A voice.
Not mine.
It came from the walls.
From the floorboards.
It was a whisper.
Cold.
Old.
*You stole this.*
I dropped the spoon.
It clattered against the ceramic.
A sharp sound.
Loud.
I looked around.
The shadows moved.
They were not shadows.
They were people.
Sitting in the corners.
Watching.
Waiting.
Their faces were blank.
Featureless.
Like masks.
*You are the thief,* the voice said again.
*The keeper of the golden farce.*
I did not understand.
I am no thief.
I am a man dying.
The fever returned.
It hit me like a wave.
Hot.
Damp.
I fell back onto the bed.
The sheets were soaked.
With sweat.
Or tears.
I could not tell.
*Drink,* the voice commanded.
*Finish the ritual.*
I crawled to the table.
The bowl was still full.
The broth glowed.
A faint gold light.
It pulsed.
Like a heartbeat.
I stared at it.
My reflection stared back.
Broken.
Distorted.
I saw my eyes.
Black.
Empty.
*What did I steal?* I asked.
My voice was a rasp.
Dry.
Cracked.
*The life,* the voice replied.
*From them.*
I tried to stand.
My legs gave way.
I hit the floor.
Hard.
Dust rose.
In the air.
I looked at my hands.
They were stained.
Gold.
I could not wash it off.
It was in the skin.
In the bone.
I remembered.
Fragments.
Shadows of a life.
A woman.
A child.
A house like this one.
But different.
Warmer.
Brighter.
I had burned it.
Not with fire.
With greed.
I had taken what was not mine.
The gold.
The legacy.
The life of others.
And I had kept it.
Locked away.
In this house.
In this bowl.
The voice laughed.
A dry sound.
Like leaves scraping stone.
*You think you are the victim,* it said.
*You are the jailer.*
I looked at the bowl again.
The gold light dimmed.
Then flared.
Bright.
Blinding.
I closed my eyes.
Pain.
Sharp.
Acute.
It was in my chest.
In my throat.
I was choking.
On the truth.
The door creaked.
I opened my eyes.
A figure stood there.
Tall.
Thin.
Clothed in grey.
A coat.
A hat.
The face was obscured.
But I knew him.
I had known him for years.
Or centuries.
It is hard to tell.
Time is a lie here.
*Elias,* he said.
His voice was soft.
Kind.
It cut through the noise.
*It is over.*
*No,* I said.
*Not yet.*
*Yes,* he said.
*Always.*
He walked toward me.
His steps made no sound.
He stopped before me.
He looked down.
I looked up.
The hat tilted.
I saw the face.
It was my face.
Older.
Weary.
Sad.
*Drink,* he said.
*And let go.*
*Why?* I asked.
*Because you are tired,* he said.
*Because you are heavy.*
*I am not heavy,* I lied.
*You are full,* he said.
*Of their lives.*
*Of their breath.*
*Of their gold.*
I looked at the bowl.
The gold light was fading.
The broth was turning grey.
Cold.
Dead.
I picked up the spoon.
My hand did not shake.
I lifted the spoon to my mouth.
The taste was ash.
Bitter.
Dry.
I swallowed.
And the world went quiet.
The voices stopped.
The shadows vanished.
The room was just a room.
Wood.
Stone.
Dust.
I looked at the figure.
He was gone.
Only the door remained.
Open.
The wind blew in.
Cold.
Clean.
I felt light.
So light.
The pain in my ribs was gone.
The fever was gone.
The hunger was gone.
I was empty.
But not hollow.
Clear.
Like water.
I stood up.
I walked to the window.
I looked out.
The garden was in bloom.
White flowers.
Soft.
Peaceful.
I had not seen them in years.
Or maybe it was the first time.
I did not care.
I turned back to the room.
The bowl was empty.
The spoon lay on the floor.
I picked it up.
I threw it out the window.
It shattered on the stone.
A small sound.
Final.
I walked to the door.
I stepped out.
The air was crisp.
Sharp.
I breathed it in.
Deep.
Slow.
I did not look back.
The house stood behind me.
Silent.
Still.
It would stand for a long time.
Or it would fall.
It did not matter.
I was not the jailer anymore.
I was the prisoner.
But I was free.
I walked down the path.
The grass was wet.
With dew.
I felt the cold on my feet.
Real.
Present.
I thought of the woman.
The child.
They were gone.
But they were not lost.
They were part of the air.
The wind.
The light.
I had held them.
Now I let them go.
It was not an apology.
It was a release.
The gold was gone.
The farce was over.
I walked on.
The sun was rising.
It was yellow.
Bright.
Not gold.
Just light.
I closed my eyes.
I let the warmth hit my face.
It felt like forgiveness.
Or maybe just time.
Time passing.
Moving forward.
I opened my eyes.
I kept walking.
The road stretched out.
Long.
Straight.
I did not know where it led.
I did not need to.
I was just a man.
Walking.
Breathing.
Alive.
The house was a memory.
A shadow.
Fading.
I was the shadow.
Fading.
But I was here.
Now.
I felt the beat of my heart.
Strong.
Steady.
A drum.
Marking the time.
One beat.
Two beats.
Three.
I smiled.
A small smile.
Sad.
But real.
The world was big.
And quiet.
And mine.
No more gold.
No more theft.
No more fear.
Just the road.
And the wind.
And me.
I walked into the morning.
The light grew stronger.
It washed over me.
It washed over the trees.
The grass.
The sky.
Everything was clean.
Everything was new.
I left the house behind.
I left the sin behind.
I left the name behind.
I was just a breath.
In the air.
A ghost.
Free.
The bowl was broken.
The gold was gone.
The farce was done.
I walked on.
The sun rose.
I did not stop.
I did not look back.
The past was a wall.
I had broken through it.
Now I was on the other side.
It was empty.
But it was open.
I breathed in.
The air tasted of rain.
Of earth.
Of life.
I was alive.
For the first time in a long time.
I was truly alive.
Not a keeper.
Not a thief.
Just a man.
Walking.
The road was long.
But I was not afraid.
Fear is a lock.
I had broken the lock.
I was free.
The wind blew.
I let it take me.
I let it take the weight.
The guilt.
The gold.
I let it take it all.
I was light.
I was air.
I was free.
I walked on.
The sun was high.
The shadows were short.
The world was bright.
I closed my eyes again.
I listened.
To the wind.
To the birds.
To my own heart.
It was steady.
It was calm.
It was mine.
I opened my eyes.
I kept walking.
The road went on.
I went on.
There was no end.
But there was a path.
And I was on it.
That was enough.
That was all I needed.
The golden farce was over.
The real life had begun.
It was simple.
It was hard.
But it was real.
I walked into the light.
And I did not stop.
I did not stop.
I did not stop.
The sun shone.
I shone.
We were one.
And then, we were gone.
Just a memory.
Just a breath.
Just a story.
Told in the wind.
Whispered in the leaves.
Fading.
Fading.
Gone.
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