The Wistful Cipher
On the second Tuesday of March, Edward Ashworth was fitting a new deadbolt to the back door of the King's Arms public house when a boy arrived on a bicycle with a telegram. The boy had the Pemberton crest on his cap, which was unusual, because the Pembertons did not employ boys with bicycles. Edward tipped his glasses down his nose and read the message twice. The Lantern House had been broken into. The safe in the north gallery had been opened, and the Wistful Cipher was gone.
He had not set foot on the Pemberton estate in sixteen years, not since Eleanor had died and the lawyers had made lists of what belonged to whom. He was a locksmith by trade, a man who had learned that most people lost their keys because they did not wish to find them. He lived alone above his shop on Bell Lane, and the only pictures on his walls were the patents he had signed for his own improvements to the lever tumbler, which was not art but amounted to the same thing.
The train carried him north through a grey and patient countryside, past mills and rows of brick houses that seemed to lean on one another for support. At the station a motorcar waited, which made him smile. The Pembertons had always been late to fashion. But the motorcar took him along the river and through the stone gates, and then the Lantern House appeared at the end of the long beech drive, and he forgot the smile.
It was a colossal greenhouse, a cathedral of iron and curved glass built by a grandfather who had wanted to grow a pineapple and had never enjoyed the fruit. The glass caught the late light and threw it back in broken pieces. Edward thought it looked like a cage for something that had already flown. His hands were still and cold on his knees.
Lord Pemberton met him in the north gallery, which was the oldest part of the house and the closest to the Lantern. Pemberton was a stout, flustered man who kept a ledger of his possessions as other men kept a ledger of their sins. He shook Edward's hand as though testing its strength.
"You built the safe," Pemberton said. "You'll know who could open it."
"I built it to be opened," Edward said. "The question is who knew how."
"That's what I said. That's what I've been saying all afternoon."
A woman stood by the long windows, and Edward had not seen her at first, which was remarkable because she was not small. She wore a gardener's coat over a man's wool waistcoat, and her grey-streaked hair was pinned in a way that suggested she had been out in the wind and had decided not to bother with it. She introduced herself as Margaret Holloway, head of the grounds.
"I knew your wife," she said. "I'm sorry."
Edward nodded. He had learned that there was nothing to say to this, and he had also learned that silence was the only thing that did not embarrass people.
The safe stood in an alcove where the north wall thickened past a marble pedestal that had once held a bust of a Pemberton who had lost a leg in a war. The safe door was open. Edward knelt and ran a finger along the edge of the door, feeling the place where the bolt had seated. There were no fresh marks. The lock had been turned with a proper key.
"Two of the keys," Pemberton said. "One is in my study. The other was buried with my father, the old fool."
Edward took out his own key ring and selected the tool he had carried for twenty years without knowing why. It was a small brass key, worn smooth, with the initials E. A. scratched into the bow. He fitted it into the second lock of the safe, because the safe had two locks and he had designed them to be humble, and he did not want to show off. The bolt slid back. Pemberton made a sound like a punctured boot.
"Eleanor's," Edward said.
Inside the safe, in the padded cradle where the Wistful Cipher had rested, lay a single shard of broken mirror, about the size of his palm, and on the back of the shard something had been scratched in a hand he knew as well as his own. A single letter. W.
"That's all that was left," Margaret said. "It's a cruelty."
"No," Edward said. "It's a message."
He spent the rest of the afternoon in the Lantern House, among the ferns and the damp heat and the high white light. The place had not changed. The iron ribs were painted the green of old surgical instruments, and the air smelled of rain and warm soil. He walked the length of the central aisle, past the great palm that had outgrown its bed, past the orange trees in their wooden tubs, to the far corner where Eleanor had kept her workbench when she had been the estate's instrument maker. The bench was still there, cleared and oiled, as though she might return at any moment.
Margaret found him standing before it.
"They never moved it," she said.
"They're afraid of her," Edward said. "Or they're afraid I'll want it back."
"Do you?"
"No. It was never mine."
He told her about the cipher. Eleanor had built it in her last year, a machine of brass and gunmetal the size of a strongbox, with three concentric letter rings and a crank shaped like a question mark. She had called it the Wistful Cipher, but she had never told him what it was for. He had asked, and she had said it was a kind of lock, and he had asked what it locked, and she had said that was the part she was still working on.
"You and she never saw the same world," Margaret said.
"We saw the same world. We just kept different keys."
He had sold the machine after she died. That was the part he did not tell Margaret, though he suspected she knew. Lord Pemberton's father had offered a sum that had allowed Edward to keep his shop and pay the debts that had followed Eleanor's illness like a train of carriages. It had not been a betrayal. It had been arithmetic. But arithmetic had a way of feeling like a betrayal when it was done quietly.
Edward took the shard to the library that evening and set it under the gas lamp. The letter W was scratched in Eleanor's hand, with the little flourish she had always given her capital letters, like a wave from a departing train. He found her notebooks in a glass case in the corner, where someone had shelved them next to a taxidermied owl. Edward did not ask permission. He unlocked the case with the brass key from his ring, because Eleanor had always used the same make of lock, and he took down the last notebook, and he sat with it until the lamp began to gutter.
Eleanor had devised her cipher around the idea of absence. The letter that was missing was the one that mattered. On every page she had written a line of letters, and the eye that looked at the shape of the break told you what was lost. Edward had seen her do it at their kitchen table, humming off-key, while he repaired a customer's latch. He had never understood it then. He did not understand it now.
But he understood the W now, because he knew where Eleanor had hidden her secrets. There was a place in the Lantern House where the original lantern glass had once hung, a curved plate the size of a man's chest, before a hailstorm in eighty-two had cracked it and the grandfather had replaced it with a flat pane. The curved plate had been saved as a curiosity and then forgotten. Edward had asked about it once, and Eleanor had laughed, and he had not asked again.
He went back to the Lantern House at midnight with a lamp. The keys to the building hung in the head gardener's office; Margaret had left them on a hook by the door, which was either trust or a test. Edward let himself in and climbed the iron stair that wound up inside the wall, past the furnace room and the watering tanks, to the grille where the original glass had hung.
The curved plate was there, propped against the brick, dusty and black with age. Edward took it down and wiped it with his sleeve. In the glass, scratched backwards in Eleanor's hand, was the rest of the message. It did not take him long to read it, because she had always preferred clarity to mystery. It said: The key is what you broke.
He stood for a long time in the dark, holding the glass. He understood now.
"You knew," he said.
Margaret had not made a sound, but she was there, perhaps thirty feet below, standing on the iron stair with a lantern of her own.
"I knew she would want it done this way," she said. "I didn't know whether it was a kindness."
"You stole the machine."
"I removed it. There's a difference."
"Not to the law."
"No," she said. "Not to the law."
She climbed the stairs and stood at his side. In her other hand she carried the brass machine, the Wistful Cipher, wrapped in a sacking cloth. It was heavier than it looked; she set it down with a grunt. The crank, the question mark, caught the lamplight.
"She wrote to me," Margaret said. "In the last weeks. She asked me to wait. She said you would come, because you always came to what you loved too late."
"I sold her work."
"You sold her fear. She thought you would. She built the cipher to prove you wouldn't, and then she built it to forgive you if you did. She never decided which."
Edward set the curved glass against the brick and knelt by the machine. The sacking fell aside. The brass was dull, but the rings still turned. He read the letters around the first ring. E. S. T. R. A. N. G. E. D. Around the second: F. O. R. G. I. V. E. N. Around the third, the outermost, the smallest: W. H. A. T. had been scratched out and replaced, over and over, until the metal was smooth.
He had broken the key. That was the proof. When Eleanor had asked him, in her final winter, whether he wished to know what the cipher meant, he had said he did not wish to pry into a dead woman's business. It had been a cruelty dressed as humility. He had meant it kindly, which made it worse. She had died the next week, and he had carried the arithmetic in his chest ever since, the sum of all the things he had not said.
"I am not the man she married," Margaret said. "But I am the woman who was her friend. She asked me to see whether you would let yourself be trusted. You did not."
"No," Edward said. "I suspected you."
"From the first hour."
"The key is what you broke," he said. "She meant me."
"Yes."
Edward looked at the machine, and then he looked at the curved glass, and then he stood up, and he did the only thing he had never been able to do with Eleanor, which was to put something down without measuring its cost.
"Take the machine," he said. "Give it to a museum. Give it to the town. Sell it, if you like. But it is not mine, and it was not mine, and I will not be its keeper."
Margaret watched him. In the lamplight her face was hard to read, which Edward decided was for the best.
"She trusted you," he said. "And I did not trust you, and I did not trust her, and the only trust I ever broke was my own. I was the thief. I have been the thief for twenty years."
He took the brass key from his ring and put it on the sacking beside the machine. The key with E. A. scratched into the bow. Eleanor's own key, which she had given him on their wedding day, and which he had used to open her safe, her case, her building, her secrets, and none of it had ever opened her.
He left the Lantern House before dawn. The motorcar was gone, so he walked the long drive through the beech trees, and the sky turned from black to grey to a thin gold at the horizon. He did not look back. The Lantern House stood behind him, its glass full of the light it had caught and could not keep. He had built the safe that had held the cipher, and he had unlocked it with the only key that mattered, and he had let the contents go. It was not forgiveness. It was the next best thing, which was arithmetic, and he had always been good at that.
By the time he reached the station, the sun was fully up, and the fields were stitched with the shadows of the telegraph wires. He bought a ticket for the train back to Bell Lane, and he sat on the wooden bench in the carriage, watching the Lantern House shrink to a glint among the trees. He was fifty-three years old. He had a shop, and his hands, and a dead wife's forgiveness, which he had carried for sixteen years without once trying the lock. He wondered, for a moment, what it would have meant to turn it. Then he let that go too, the way you let go of a branch when you have already fallen, and the train carried him south, and the day was ordinary, and he was a man who had learned to stop opening what was not meant for him.
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