Sarah woke up on a Tuesday. She had been drinking since Monday. She could not remember when she started.

In her head, she saw another version of herself. A Sarah who left Iron Creek, went to law school, married a man named David who read poetry. This other Sarah wore a wedding ring and lived in a house with a white porch. Sarah looked at her hands. They were chapped from dish soap. She had no ring. She worked at a Wendy's. She lived in a trailer park off Route 30.

She told herself: I remember this. I remember the other life. It is like a dream, but it is not a dream. It is a memory of what could have been.

She decided to act on it. She called in sick to Wendy's. She went to the library and looked up community college transfer programs. She filled out an application. She felt, for the first time in years, like she had a plan.

She stopped drinking for two weeks. She attended an orientation meeting at the community college. She said no to Mike, the guy from the gas station who always bought her beer and took her to his place. She felt strong. She felt like the Sarah from the other life was guiding her.

Then the cracks appeared.

The community college told her she needed to take a remedial math class first. Six credits. Extra cost. She did not have the money. Mike showed up at her trailer with a six-pack and a sympathetic look. She almost said yes. She did not. But the next day, her trailer park owner raised the rent by fifty dollars. She called Wendy's and asked for extra shifts. Her manager told them they were cutting hours.

She sat in her car in the Wendy's parking lot and stared at the steering wheel for twenty minutes.

Everything fell apart after that. The remedial class cost more than she could afford. Mike took the six-pack back and did not come around for a week. When he did, she gave in. They drank. He left. She woke up with forty dollars missing from her purse. She went to Wendy's and her shift was canceled. Her name was not on the list. The park owner evicted her. She had three days to leave.

She packed her things into two garbage bags. She drove to the only place she could think of: her mother's old house, which had been empty since her father died. It was falling apart. The roof leaked. She sat on the floor of the living room and drank a bottle of whiskey she found in the cupboard.

In the haze, she saw the other Sarah again. The one with the white porch. The one who read poetry. This time, the other Sarah did not speak. She just looked at Sarah with something that might have been pity.

Sarah laughed. It sounded like crying.

She was in a shelter. It was not much. A cot. A blanket. A curfew. She lay on the cot and looked at the ceiling. The ceiling had a crack that ran from one corner to the other. She thought about the other Sarah, the one with the white porch. She thought about David, who read poetry. She thought about Mike, who stole her forty dollars. She thought about the Wendy's parking lot, the steering wheel, the twenty minutes she spent just staring.

She closed her eyes. She thought: maybe tomorrow will be different. She knew, in the part of her brain that was still clear, that tomorrow would not be different. But she closed her eyes anyway. She slept.

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