The Distant Nightmare
The fog rolled in from the harbor, thick and wet, tasting of rust and old salt. It swallowed the docks whole. It swallowed the light.
Elias stood at the edge of the pier. His hands were bound. The rope bit into his wrists. It was a good rope. Hemp. Sturdy. It did not snap. It held.
He looked down at his arms. The skin was red. Swollen. The veins stood out like dark rivers under the surface. He flexed his fingers. They obeyed. They were his. He had never been more certain of his hands.
"You're late, Eli," said a voice.
It was calm. Dry. Like sandpaper on wood.
Elias did not turn. He knew the voice. He knew the weight of the boots on the wet planks.
"Time is a construct, Thomas," Elias said. His voice was steady. It shook only at the edges. "You know this."
"I know the clock says it's midnight," Thomas replied. "I know the judge says it's done. I know the bell has rung."
The fog pressed against them. The world was small. Just the two of them. And the sea.
The sea was black. It moved with a slow, deliberate rhythm. In, out. In, out. Like a lung. Like a heart.
Elias looked at his hands again. He traced the lines of the rope with his eyes. He could feel the fibers. He could feel the tension. It was a constant. A presence. It did not leave. It never left.
This was the thing they did not tell you. The pain was not the worst of it. The worst was the permanence. The fact that it would be there tomorrow. And the day after. And the day after that. It would outlast the body. It would outlast the mind. It would outlast the name.
"You look at them," Thomas said. "Why do you look at them?"
"They are mine," Elias said.
"They are in chains," Thomas said.
"Yes," Elias said. "And they are mine."
Thomas sighed. It was a small sound. Lost in the fog.
"We have to go, Eli. The van is waiting."
Elias turned then. Thomas stood a few feet away. He wore a grey coat. His face was pale. His eyes were dark. They held no malice. They held no pity. They held only the flat, cold light of a procedure.
Thomas was a good man. That was the trouble. He was a good man. He followed the rules. He respected the law. He believed in order. He believed in the system. He believed that the system worked.
Elias did not believe in the system. He believed in the hands.
"Is it done?" Elias asked.
"Everything is done," Thomas said. "The paperwork. The appeals. The prayers. It is done."
"Then let us go."
Thomas nodded. He took a step forward. He held out his hand.
Elias looked at the hand. It was open. Palm up. An offering.
Elias placed his bound hands into Thomas’s grip. The warmth was shocking. The skin was rough.
"Careful," Thomas said. "The steps are slick."
They walked. The planks creaked under their feet. The fog swirled around their ankles. It was cold. It seeped into the bones.
They passed a row of boats. The masts stood like skeletons in the mist. The ropes on the masts were knotted. Tight. Secure.
Elias looked at the knots. He remembered tying them. He remembered the feel of the line in his fingers. He remembered the wind in his face. He remembered the sun on his skin.
He was a free man.
No. He was not a free man. He was a prisoner.
But he was a prisoner of his own making. He had chosen this. He had chosen the rope. He had chosen the binding.
Why?
He did not know.
He only knew that he had to be bound. He only knew that the hands had to be held.
They reached the end of the pier. The van sat there. Its headlights were off. Its engine was off. It waited.
Thomas opened the door. The interior was dark.
"Get in," Thomas said.
Elias moved. His legs were stiff. His muscles ached. The rope pulled tight as he bent.
He slid into the seat. The vinyl was cold. It smelled of dust and oil.
Thomas got in beside him. The door closed. The sound was final. A thud. A seal.
Thomas started the engine. The van shuddered. Then it rolled forward.
The fog was outside. The world was inside.
"Where are we going?" Elias asked.
"The facility," Thomas said.
"The facility," Elias repeated. The word tasted like ash.
"It is the only place left," Thomas said.
"There are other places," Elias said. "There are other ways."
"There are no other ways," Thomas said. "There is only the law."
Elias looked at Thomas. Thomas looked at the road.
"You are my friend," Elias said.
Thomas did not look up. "I am your keeper."
"You are my friend," Elias said again. His voice was soft. But it was hard. Like a stone in a shoe.
Thomas’s hands tightened on the wheel. The knuckles turned white.
"Eli," Thomas said. "Stop."
"I am not stopping," Elias said. "I am speaking. You are driving. That is all."
The van turned. The tires screeched on the wet asphalt. They turned onto a side road. The trees rushed past the windows. Black shapes. Blurred forms.
The road climbed. The air grew colder.
At the top of the hill, the facility sat. It was a large building. Stone. Grey. It had no windows on the ground floor. The upper floors had windows, but they were barred.
The van stopped.
Thomas killed the engine. The silence rushed in. It was heavy. It was thick.
"Out," Thomas said.
Elias moved. He stepped out into the night. The ground was hard. Concrete.
Thomas stepped out after him. He walked to the front of the van. He opened the trunk.
He pulled out a box. It was metal. Small. He carried it to the side of the building.
There was a door. Iron. Heavy.
Thomas placed the box on the ground. He knocked. Three times.
The door opened. No one was there. Just darkness. And a light. A single bulb. Hanging from the ceiling.
A figure stepped out. It was tall. It wore a uniform. Grey. Same as Thomas.
"Thomas?" the figure asked. Its voice was deep. Gravelly.
"It is done, sir," Thomas said.
The figure looked at Elias. Elias did not flinch. He stood still. He looked at the figure. He looked at the door. He looked at the box.
"Bring him in," the figure said.
Thomas walked back to Elias. He extended his hand.
Elias took it.
They walked to the door. Thomas pushed it open.
The inside was dark. It was cold. It smelled of stone and water.
They walked down a hallway. The floor was tiled. The tiles were cold.
They reached a room. It was small. It had no windows. It had a bed. It had a table. It had a chair.
The figure from before stood by the door.
"Wait here," the figure said to Thomas.
Thomas stopped. He looked at Elias.
"Goodbye, Eli," Thomas said.
Elias looked at him. He did not speak. He could not. His throat was tight.
Thomas turned. He walked away. His footsteps echoed. They faded.
Elias was alone.
The figure moved to the bed. He placed the metal box on the table. He opened it.
Inside, there was a device. It was black. It was smooth. It had a screen. It had buttons.
The figure looked at Elias.
"Sit," he said.
Elias sat on the bed. The mattress was thin. Hard.
The figure sat in the chair. He looked at the device. He looked at Elias.
"Do you know what this is?" the figure asked.
Elias shook his head.
"It is a monitor," the figure said. "It monitors your heart. Your breath. Your sleep."
"Why?" Elias asked.
"Because you are a danger," the figure said. "To yourself. To others."
"I am not a danger," Elias said. "I am a man."
"You are a prisoner," the figure said. "That is what you are."
Elias looked at his hands. They were still bound. The rope was still there. The red marks were still there.
He looked at the device. The screen was dark.
"Turn it on," Elias said.
The figure hesitated. Then he pressed a button.
The screen lit up. A green line appeared. It moved. Up and down. Up and down.
It was a heartbeat.
Elias looked at the line. He felt it in his chest. He felt it in his hands.
The line was steady.
He closed his eyes.
He thought of the sea. He thought of the fog. He thought of the rope.
He thought of Thomas.
He thought of the freedom.
He opened his eyes.
The line was still steady.
But it was changing.
It was slowing.
The figure leaned forward. His face was close. His eyes were wide.
"Your heart," the figure said. "It is slowing."
"I know," Elias said.
"Is it pain?" the figure asked.
"No," Elias said. "It is peace."
The figure stood up. He backed away. He looked afraid.
Elias smiled. It was a small smile. A quiet smile.
He looked at the screen. The line was flat.
Not dead.
Still.
The figure screamed. He ran out of the room. The door banged shut.
Elias sat alone in the dark.
He looked at his hands.
The rope was gone.
He flexed his fingers.
They moved.
He stood up.
He walked to the door.
It was locked.
He knocked.
No one answered.
He knocked again.
Hard.
The lock clicked.
The door opened.
The hallway was empty.
The fog was outside.
Elias walked out.
The van was gone.
The building was empty.
The night was cold.
He walked into the fog.
He walked to the pier.
The sea was black.
He stood at the edge.
He looked at his hands.
They were free.
They were his.
He closed his eyes.
He breathed in.
He breathed out.
The fog swallowed him.
The sea swallowed him.
The light swallowed him.
He was gone.
He was there.
He was everywhere.
He was nowhere.
The rope was gone.
The hands remained.
The hands remained.
The hands remained.
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