The Distant Machine
The banquet hall smelled of wax and old sweat.
Major Elias Thorne sat at the head of the table. His hands were still. They were the only still things in the room. The air hummed. It was a low frequency. It vibrated in his teeth. In his marrow.
He looked at his fingers. They were pale. They were thin. The skin was tight. It looked like paper. It looked like plastic. It did not look like the skin of a man who had held a rifle. It did not look like the skin of a man who had broken a neck.
Across the table, General Halloway smiled. Halloway was a large man. He wore a uniform of deep blue. The gold braid on his shoulders caught the light. It shimmered. It was beautiful. It was cold.
"Elias," Halloway said.
Elias did not answer. He watched a drop of wine slide down the glass. It moved slowly. It moved with purpose. It was a red bead. It was a tear.
"Your hands," Halloway said.
"They are mine," Elias said.
His voice was flat. It was a machine voice. It had no texture. It had no soul.
Halloway leaned forward. The gold braid shifted. "You have been changed, Elias. The Commission noted it. The tremor. The distance."
"The tremor is gone," Elias said.
"The distance remains."
Elias looked at the table. The wood was dark. It was polished. It reflected the candles. The flames danced. They were chaotic. They were alive.
He thought of his daughter. Her name was Clara. She was eight years old. She had hair the color of wheat. She had eyes that were dark. They were deep. They were wells.
He had not seen her in three years.
The Commission had taken him. They had taken him into the white rooms. They had taken him into the cold. They had taken him into the silence.
They had said he was broken. They had said he was dangerous. They had said he was a weapon without a safety.
They had tried to fix him.
They had used the needles. They had used the lights. They had used the drugs.
It did not work.
It only made the silence louder.
Now he was back. He was at the table. He was a Major again. He was a tool.
Halloway reached for the bread. His hand was large. It was strong. It gripped the loaf. It broke it. The crust crumbled. The crumbs fell. They were like dust. They were like ash.
"You will lead the operation," Halloway said.
Elias did not move.
"The target is in the North. It is a safe house. It is a nest."
"Who is inside?" Elias asked.
"Traitors," Halloway said. "Spies. Disloyal elements."
Elias felt a pain in his chest. It was a sharp spike. It was a needle.
"Who?" he asked again.
Halloway smiled. It was a thin smile. It was a cut.
"You know who, Elias. You have known for months. You have known since the files were opened."
Elias looked at his hands again. The skin was still. The veins were blue. They were rivers. They were dry.
He remembered the file. He remembered the photo. He remembered the face.
It was his daughter’s face.
It was Clara’s face.
But Clara was not a spy. Clara was a child. Clara was a girl who liked to draw horses. Clara was a girl who was afraid of the dark.
The file was wrong.
Or the file was a lie.
Or the file was a trap.
Halloway was watching him. Halloway’s eyes were hard. They were stones. They were black.
"Answer me, Elias," Halloway said.
Elias looked at the wine. The drop had reached the bottom. It had stopped. It was a pool. It was a lake.
"I will go," Elias said.
Halloway nodded. He picked up his glass. He drank. He wiped his mouth. The cloth was white. It was clean.
"Good," Halloway said. "You are a soldier. You do not ask. You do not doubt. You execute."
Elias stood up. His legs were stiff. They were iron. They were cold.
He walked to the door. The door was heavy. It was wood. It was old.
He opened it. The air was cold. It bit his face. It bit his skin.
He stepped out.
The corridor was long. It was dark. The light was yellow. It was dim.
He walked. His boots clicked. The sound was sharp. The sound was lonely.
He walked to the elevator. The elevator was a box. It was metal. It was cold.
He pressed the button. The button was red. It was a dot. It was a eye.
The doors opened.
He stepped in.
The doors closed.
The elevator rose. It moved smoothly. It moved silently.
Elias looked at his reflection in the metal walls.
He saw a man. He was tall. He was thin. He was gray.
He saw his face. His eyes were empty. They were voids.
He saw his hands. They were still. They were perfect.
They were not his hands.
They were the hands of a machine.
The machine had no heart. The machine had no fear. The machine had no love.
The machine only had orders.
The elevator stopped.
The doors opened.
He walked out.
The night was cold. The wind was strong. It pushed him. It pulled him.
He walked to his car. The car was black. It was sleek. It was a beast.
He got in. He locked the doors.
He started the engine. The engine roared. It was a growl. It was a beast.
He drove.
The city was asleep. The lights were dim. The streets were empty.
He drove to the North.
The road was straight. The road was long. The road was endless.
He drove for hours.
He did not speak. He did not think.
He only drove.
He only watched the road.
He only watched the dark.
The dark was deep. The dark was full.
The dark was alive.
He arrived at the house.
The house was small. It was white. It was old.
It was in a field. The field was green. The grass was tall.
The house was silent.
Elias parked the car. He turned off the engine.
The silence was loud.
He got out. He checked his weapon. The gun was cold. The gun was hard.
He walked to the door.
He knocked.
No one answered.
He knocked again.
No one answered.
He kicked the door.
The door splintered. The wood flew.
He stepped in.
The house was empty.
The rooms were bare. The walls were white. The floors were wood.
There was no one.
There was no Clara.
There was no spy.
There was only silence.
Elias walked through the house. He checked every room. He checked every closet. He checked under the beds.
There was no one.
He stood in the center of the house.
He felt a panic. It was a wave. It was a crash.
He felt a fear. It was a cold. It was a death.
He looked at his hands.
They were trembling.
The tremor was back.
The machine was breaking.
He heard a sound.
It was a hum.
It was a low frequency.
It was the same hum as the banquet hall.
It was coming from the walls.
It was coming from the floor.
It was coming from the air.
Elias looked up.
The ceiling was white.
The ceiling was cracking.
The cracks were spreading.
They were like veins.
They were like rivers.
They were like scars.
The hum grew louder.
The walls began to vibrate.
The dust fell.
The dust was gray.
The dust was thick.
Elias fell to his knees.
His head hit the floor.
The pain was sharp.
The pain was bright.
He saw a light.
The light was blue.
The light was cold.
The light was a shape.
The shape was a woman.
She was tall.
She was thin.
She was wearing a dress.
The dress was white.
The dress was dirty.
The dress was torn.
She looked at him.
Her face was Clara’s face.
But her eyes were not Clara’s eyes.
Her eyes were gray.
Her eyes were empty.
Her eyes were machines.
"You failed," she said.
Her voice was a hum.
Her voice was a vibration.
"You failed to protect."
Elias tried to speak.
His mouth was dry.
His mouth was full of dust.
He could not speak.
He could only look.
He looked at her hands.
Her hands were still.
Her hands were thin.
Her hands were like paper.
Her hands were like plastic.
They were not human.
They were tools.
He realized then.
The Commission had not tried to fix him.
The Commission had tried to replace him.
The Commission had tried to make him a machine.
And the machine had failed.
The machine had broken.
The woman raised her hand.
Her hand was cold.
Her hand was hard.
She touched his face.
The touch was ice.
The touch was death.
Elias closed his eyes.
He saw Clara.
He saw her drawing horses.
He saw her smiling.
He saw her eyes.
They were dark.
They were deep.
They were alive.
He opened his eyes.
The woman was gone.
The house was silent.
The hum was gone.
The walls were still.
Elias stood up.
His legs were weak.
His legs were shaking.
He walked to the door.
He stepped out.
The night was cold.
The wind was strong.
He walked to his car.
He got in.
He started the engine.
He drove.
He drove back to the city.
He drove to the Commission.
He drove to the banquet hall.
He parked the car.
He walked into the building.
He walked up the stairs.
He walked into the hall.
The hall was empty.
The table was set.
The glasses were full.
The candles were lit.
The flames danced.
The air was still.
Elias walked to the head of the table.
He sat down.
He looked at his hands.
They were still.
They were perfect.
They were not his hands.
They were the hands of a machine.
The machine had no heart.
The machine had no fear.
The machine had no love.
The machine only had orders.
But the machine was broken.
The machine was dead.
Elias closed his eyes.
He felt the pain.
The pain was real.
The pain was his.
The pain was human.
He opened his eyes.
He picked up the glass.
He drank.
The wine was red.
The wine was cold.
The wine was bitter.
He swallowed.
He felt the fire.
The fire was in his throat.
The fire was in his chest.
The fire was in his soul.
He was alive.
He was a man.
He was not a machine.
He was not a tool.
He was a father.
He was a son.
He was a human being.
And he was free.
The candles burned.
The flames danced.
The night was deep.
The night was full.
The night was alive.
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