The Distant Threshold
The rain fell in sheets. Grey. Cold. It soaked through the wool of Silas Thorne’s coat. He walked the road. Mud clung to his boots. Heavy. Sticky. The path wound through the hills. Towards the Abbey. The stone walls loomed. Black. Wet. Silent.
Silas was a man of few words. He carried a ledger. Bound in leather. Cracked. He opened it. The pages were damp. The ink blurred. He looked at the names. Rows of them. Dead men. Living men. He looked at his own name. At the bottom. In red.
He knocked on the gate. Iron. Rusty. It groaned. The sound echoed. No answer. He pushed. It swung open. Creaking. A hinge snapped. He stepped inside. The courtyard was empty. Moss grew on the cobblestones. Green. Soft. Rotting.
He walked to the gatehouse. The door was ajar. Light spilled out. Yellow. Faint. He entered. The air was thick. Smelled of damp wool. Of old paper. Of fear.
Brother Malachi sat at a table. He was old. His face was a map of wrinkles. His eyes were bright. Too bright. He did not look up. He was writing. The scratch of his quill was loud. Sharp.
You are late, Silas said. No. You are early.
I am the inquisitor, Silas said. His voice was low. Rough. He placed the ledger on the table. The wood groaned under the weight.
I know, Malachi said. He set down the quill. He looked at Silas. His smile was thin. Cold. I expected you.
Why?
Because the debt is due.
Silas felt a chill. It started in his spine. It spread. To his fingers. To his skull. He looked at the ledger. The red ink seemed to move. To pulse.
I came to investigate, Silas said. The disappearances. The sickness. The rot in the cellar.
There is no rot, Malachi said. His voice was soft. Gentle. Like a lullaby. There is only the root.
Show me, Silas said.
Malachi stood. He was taller than Silas remembered. His shadow stretched across the floor. Long. Dark. It touched Silas’s feet. Silas did not move. He could not. The air was heavy. Pressing against his chest.
Come, Malachi said. He turned. He walked into the darkness of the corridor. Silas followed. His legs felt weak. The floor was cold. Stone. Ancient.
They walked. The corridor was long. Endless. The walls were lined with windows. Arched. High. Outside, the rain hammered. The glass rattled. A rhythm. A heartbeat. Thump. Thump. Thump.
They reached a door. Wood. Oak. Massive. There was no handle. Only a symbol. Carved. A circle. A line through it.
Silas reached out. His hand trembled. He touched the wood. It was warm. Alive.
Open, Silas said.
It did not open.
You must pay, Malachi said. He stood behind Silas. Close. Too close. Silas could smell his breath. It smelled of earth. Of decay.
I have paid, Silas said. My years. My sleep. My sanity.
Not enough, Malachi said.
Silas turned. He looked at Malachi. The older man’s face had changed. The wrinkles were deepening. The skin was tightening. It was pulling. Distorting.
Who are you? Silas whispered.
I am the keeper, Malachi said. I am the debt.
Silas felt a pain. In his head. Sharp. Blinding. He fell to his knees. The stone bit into his skin. Cold. Hard. He tried to rise. He could not. His body was heavy. Lead.
The door opened.
It swung inward. Slowly. Silent. No creak. No groan. Just movement. Smooth. Liquid.
Silas crawled. He dragged himself forward. His hands scraped. Blood dripped. Red on grey. He entered the room.
It was a library. Books. Thousands of them. Stacked high. To the ceiling. Dust motes danced in the light. The light came from nowhere. It was everywhere.
In the center of the room, there was a chair. Wooden. Simple. Empty.
And in the chair, there was a man.
Silas stopped. He breathed. Hard. Gasping. He looked at the man.
It was him.
Silas.
The other Silas sat still. His face was calm. His eyes were closed. He looked peaceful. Resting. He wore the same coat. The same boots. The same scar on his hand.
Silas stared. His mind reeled. The pieces did not fit. The logic broke. Shattered.
No, Silas said. He stood up. His legs shook. He walked towards the chair. The other Silas did not move. Did not open his eyes.
You are dead, Silas said. His voice cracked. I saw the body. In the river. I dragged you out. I buried you.
The other Silas opened his eyes. They were grey. Like storm clouds. Like rain.
You did not bury me, the other Silas said. His voice was clear. Strong. You buried the lie.
Silas shook his head. No. No. I am Silas. I am the inquisitor. I am the one who seeks the truth.
You are the one who sought the lie, the other Silas said. He smiled. It was Silas’s smile. Sharp. Bitter. I am the truth.
Silas felt a scream building in his throat. It rose. Choked him. He lunged. He grabbed the other Silas. He shook him. He wanted to tear him apart. To find the mechanism. The trick.
The other Silas did not struggle. He let himself be held. He let himself be hurt.
Let go, the other Silas said. Softly.
Silas did not let go. He tightened his grip. His fingers dug into the wool. He felt the fabric tear. He felt the skin beneath.
I am real, Silas screamed. I am here. I feel the cold. I feel the rain. I feel the pain.
I feel it too, the other Silas said. He looked into Silas’s eyes. His gaze was deep. Infinite. I have felt it for centuries.
Silas froze. The scream died in his mouth. He looked at the face. He saw the lines. The age. The weariness. It was his face. But older. Wiser. Sadder.
Who are you? Silas whispered.
I am you, the other Silas said. The you that stayed.
Silas released him. He stepped back. He backed away. His heart pounded. Thump. Thump. Thump.
Malachi entered the room. He walked between them. He did not look at Silas. He looked at the other Silas. He bowed. A deep bow. A respectful bow.
The debt is settled, Malachi said.
Silas looked at Malachi. The old man’s face was smooth now. Young. Fresh. The wrinkles were gone. The decay was gone. He looked like a boy.
No, Silas said. I am not the debt. I am the investigator. I am the one who judges.
Malachi turned to Silas. He smiled. It was a kind smile. Sad.
You are the sacrifice, Malachi said.
Silas looked at the ledger. It was on the floor. He had dropped it. He walked to it. He picked it up. He opened it. The pages were white. Blank. No names. No red ink.
Nothing.
He looked at the other Silas. The other Silas closed his eyes. He leaned back in the chair. He looked like he was sleeping.
Silas felt a numbness. It started in his hands. It spread. Up his arms. To his chest. To his face. He could not feel his legs. He could not feel his breath.
He looked at Malachi. The young man. The boy.
Why? Silas asked. His voice was faint. A whisper.
Because the truth is heavy, Malachi said. It must be carried. Not judged.
Silas looked at the door. It was closed. The darkness beyond it was absolute.
He looked at the other Silas. He saw the peace in his face. He saw the freedom.
Silas wanted to be free. He wanted to stop. He wanted to rest. He wanted to put down the weight. The guilt. The fear. The endless seeking.
He looked at his hands. They were fading. Turning to mist. To smoke.
He looked at the other Silas. He did not hate him. He did not fear him. He felt only love. A deep, primal love. A love for the self. For the soul.
Silas closed his eyes.
He felt the cold. The rain. The mud.
He felt the stone.
He let go.
The mist cleared.
Silas sat in the chair. His eyes were open. Grey. Calm.
Malachi stood before him. The boy.
It is done, Malachi said.
Silas nodded. He did not speak. He did not need to.
Malachi left. His footsteps faded. The door closed.
Silas was alone.
The library was silent. The dust motes danced. The light remained.
Silas looked at his hands. They were solid. Real.
He looked at the ledger. It was gone.
He stood up. He walked to the window. He looked out. The rain had stopped. The sky was clear. Blue. Bright.
The sun was rising.
Silas breathed. The air was fresh. Clean.
He walked to the door. He opened it. The corridor was bright. The sun poured in. Gold. Warm.
He walked out. The courtyard was empty. The moss was green. The stones were dry.
He walked to the gate. He opened it. It swung open. Smooth. Silent.
He stepped out. The road was there. The hills were there. The world was there.
Silas walked. His boots were dry. His coat was clean.
He did not look back.
He walked into the light.
The Abbey remained. Silent. Still. Eternal.
The rain would come again. The mud would return. The debt would grow.
But Silas was gone.
He was free.
The door closed behind him.
The silence returned.
The stones waited.
The story ends.
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