The Distant Wound

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The bell in the steeple of St. Jude’s did not ring for the hours. It rang for the dead. Three strikes. A pause. Three more. The sound was not metal on wood. It was a wet, heavy thud, like a fist against a bruised rib. Thomas Ashworth stood in the mud of the village square. His boots were sunk to the ankle. The mud was black and slick, smelling of iron and rot. He looked up at the tower. No one was there. The rope hung loose, swinging in a wind that did not blow.

He was the Warden. That was his title. It was not a job. It was a condition. He wore the grey coat that had been cut from the same cloth as the shrouds. It did not fit him well. The shoulders were too broad. The sleeves were too short. He had not changed his shirt in four days. He did not wash. Water was for the clean. He was not clean.

His son, Eli, was in the cellar.

Eli was seven. He had red hair. He had his mother’s eyes, which were wide and bright and terrified. Thomas kept him in the dark because the light in the village was wrong. The light came from the walls. It seeped out of the stone like blood from a cut. It was a pale, sickly yellow. It made the shadows long and thin. The shadows moved when no one was there.

Thomas walked to the house. The house was at the end of the lane. It was small. The roof was sagging. The windows were boarded up. He pushed the door. It opened with a groan. The air inside was cold. It smelled of damp wool and old fear.

Eli was sitting on the floor. He was holding a wooden spoon. It was his father’s spoon. Thomas had given it to him three days ago. It was the only thing that was real.

"Pa," Eli said. His voice was small. It was like a bird caught in a net.

"I am here, Eli," Thomas said. He knelt. The knees of his trousers were stained. "Are you hungry?"

"No."

Thomas reached into his coat. He pulled out a piece of hard bread. It was dry. It was crumbly. He broke it in half. He held it out.

Eli did not take it. He looked at the wall. The yellow light was pulsing. It beat in time with Thomas’s heart.

"Did you hear it?" Eli asked.

"Hear what?"

"The knocking."

Thomas listened. There was no knocking. There was only the silence. The silence was heavy. It pressed against his eardrums.

"It is only the wind," Thomas said.

"It is not the wind. It is the walls."

Thomas took the bread. He ate it. It tasted of dust. He swallowed. The crumbs stuck in his throat. He coughed. Eli watched him. Eli’s eyes were full of a question Thomas could not answer.

They sat in the dark. The light from the walls grew brighter. It was becoming white. It was becoming blinding. Thomas closed his eyes. He felt the heat of it on his skin. It felt like a hand. A soft, cold hand.

"Pa?"

"Yes."

"Are we bad?"

Thomas opened his eyes. The light was everywhere. It was in the corners. It was in the cracks. It was in the air.

"No, Eli. You are not bad."

"Then why do they keep us?"

Thomas did not answer. He could not. He looked at his hands. They were shaking. He looked at the spoon in Eli’s hand. The spoon was smooth. It was worn by use. It was a mirror. It reflected the light. It reflected Thomas’s face. The face was old. The face was tired. The face was guilty.

He had brought Eli here. He had dragged him from the city. He had said it was safe. He had said the village was a place of peace. He had lied. He had known the truth. He had known that the village was a cage. He had known that the walls were alive. He had kept Eli in the dark to protect him. But the dark was not empty. The dark was full.

The door opened.

A figure stood in the frame. It was tall. It was thin. It wore a white robe. The face was hidden. There was only a smooth, white mask. It had no eyes. It had no mouth. It was a blankness.

Thomas stood up. His legs were stiff. He put himself between the figure and Eli.

"Who are you?" Thomas said. His voice was steady. He forced it to be steady.

The figure did not speak. It stepped into the room. Its feet did not make a sound. It moved like smoke. It stopped three feet from Thomas.

"Give him to us," a voice said. The voice came from everywhere. It was not human. It was the sound of stone grinding against stone.

"No," Thomas said.

"He is ours," the voice said. "All of them are ours."

"They are not," Thomas said. "They are mine."

The figure tilted its head. The mask caught the light. It glowed.

"Trust is a wound," the voice said. "It bleeds. It never heals. You think you are the healer. You are the disease."

Thomas felt a coldness in his chest. It spread to his arms. It spread to his legs. He looked at Eli. Eli was watching the figure. Eli was not afraid. Eli was curious.

"Pa," Eli said. "Is it a ghost?"

Thomas looked at his son. He saw the innocence in Eli’s face. He saw the trust. Eli trusted him. Eli believed him. That was the wound. That was the thing that hurt. Thomas had broken that trust. He had lied. He had kept secrets. He had kept Eli in the dark.

"I am not a ghost," the figure said. "I am the law."

Thomas stepped back. His back hit the wall. The wall was warm. It was soft. It was like skin.

"Take me," Thomas said.

The figure paused.

"Take him," the figure said. "He is the key."

"No," Thomas said. "Take me."

The figure did not move. It waited. The silence stretched. It was thick. It was heavy. Thomas looked at the spoon in Eli’s hand. He looked at the light. He looked at his son.

He remembered the city. He remembered the noise. He remembered the lies. He remembered why he had left. He had left to save Eli. He had failed. He had brought the monster here. He had brought the law here.

"Pa," Eli said.

Thomas knelt again. He took Eli’s hand. It was small. It was warm.

"I am sorry," Thomas said.

"For what?"

"For leaving you in the dark."

Eli frowned. "But it is bright now."

Thomas looked at the figure. The figure was closer. It was very close. The white robe touched Thomas’s shoulder. It felt like ice.

"Come with me," Thomas said. "We will go to the cellar. We will stay there."

"But the walls," Eli said.

"I will watch them," Thomas said. "I will not let them in."

The figure laughed. It was a dry, rattling sound. It was the sound of bones breaking.

"You cannot stop it," the figure said. "The wound is open. It will not close."

Thomas stood up. He pulled Eli close. He held him tight. He felt the boy’s heart beating. It was fast. It was strong.

"Run," Thomas said.

Eli looked at him. "Where?"

"Up," Thomas said. "Run up the stairs. Run to the roof."

"But—"

"Run," Thomas said.

Eli ran. He ran past Thomas. He ran to the stairs. He ran up. His feet made a thumping sound on the wood. The sound faded.

Thomas turned to the figure. He was alone. The room was empty. The light was brighter. It was blinding. It was white. It was pure.

Thomas looked at his hands. They were white. They were bone. He looked at his face in the spoon. The face was gone. There was only the white.

He understood. He had been the wound. He had been the thing that bled. He had tried to heal. He had tried to fix. He had failed. The system was not broken. The system was working. It was consuming. It was digesting.

He looked at the door. The figure was gone. The door was open. The yellow light poured in. It filled the room. It filled Thomas.

He did not feel pain. He felt nothing. He felt light. He felt free.

He walked to the door. He stepped out. The mud was gone. The grass was white. The sky was white. The world was white.

He walked toward the house. He walked toward the roof. He wanted to see Eli. He wanted to see if Eli was safe. He wanted to see if the trust was broken.

He reached the door. He opened it. He climbed the stairs. One step. Two steps. Three steps.

The stairs were long. They went up and up. The air was thin. The light was bright.

He reached the top. He opened the door to the roof.

Eli was there.

Eli was standing on the edge. He was looking down. His red hair was blowing in the wind. His eyes were closed.

Thomas walked toward him. His feet did not make a sound.

"Eli," Thomas said.

Eli opened his eyes. He looked at Thomas. He smiled.

"Pa," Eli said. "I can see it."

"See what?"

"The light. It is beautiful."

Thomas stopped. He looked at the sky. The sky was not white. It was blue. It was deep and dark and full of stars. The stars were twinkling. They were cold. They were real.

He looked at Eli. Eli’s eyes were not white. They were brown. They were warm. They were full of life.

Thomas looked at his hands. They were brown. They were rough. They were his hands.

He looked at the spoon. It was in his hand. It was warm.

He had not died. He had not been consumed. He had woken up. The light had been a dream. The figure had been a fear. The village had been a lie.

But the mud was still in his boots. The bread was still in his stomach. The fear was still in his heart.

He looked at Eli. He reached out. He took Eli’s hand.

"Come down," Thomas said.

Eli nodded. He turned. He walked toward the stairs. Thomas followed him.

They walked down the stairs. One step. Two steps. Three steps.

They reached the floor. The room was small. It was dark. The light from the walls was gone. The air was cold.

Thomas picked up the bread. He broke it. He held it out to Eli.

Eli took it. He ate it.

"Pa?" Eli said.

"Yes?"

"Was it a ghost?"

Thomas looked at the wall. The wall was stone. It was hard. It was cold.

"No," Thomas said. "It was only the dark."

Eli looked at him. He trusted him. He believed him.

Thomas held the spoon. He looked at his reflection. The face was old. The face was tired. But the face was his.

He did not speak. He did not explain. He did not apologize. He knew the truth. The truth was simple. The truth was heavy.

He sat down. He held Eli’s hand. They sat in the dark.

The bell in the steeple did not ring.

There was no sound.

There was only the breathing.

There was only the trust.

It was enough.

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