The Wistful Asylum
The iron gates of the asylum groaned. Not a creak. A scream. The sound tore through the fog. Thomas stood at the gate. He held the cage. The cage was rusted. The bird inside was silent. It was a finch. Small. Broken. Thomas was a man of logic. He was a merchant of cures. He sold tonics. He sold hope in bottles. He did not believe in magic. He believed in mechanics. The mind was a machine. The mind had gears. The gears jammed. He fixed them.
The fog was thick. It tasted of coal and wet wool. London was a beast. It ate the light. It ate the time. It ate the people. Thomas pushed the gate open. The hinges shrieked. The air inside was stale. It smelled of lavender and rot. He walked past the nurses. They did not look at him. They were busy. They were counting the seconds. They were counting the breaths.
Thomas was not a doctor. He was a supplier. He brought the tonics. He brought the cages. He brought the silence. He had a contract. He had a name. He had a wife. Clara. Clara was gone. Clara was in the garden. Clara was in the cage. No. Clara was in the house. Clara was waiting. Clara was counting.
He entered the main ward. The floor was black. It was polished. It reflected the faces above. The faces were hollow. The eyes were wide. The patients sat in rows. They were still. They were waiting. Thomas looked at the bird in the cage. The bird’s feathers were dull. The bird’s beak was chipped. The bird looked at him. The bird did not sing. The bird was tired.
Thomas sat on a bench. He opened the cage. The door swung. The bird did not fly. The bird stayed. The bird watched the room. The bird watched the people. The people did not move. The people did not breathe. Or maybe they did. The air was too still. Thomas checked his pocket watch. The second hand jumped. It skipped. It broke. The watch stopped.
A voice came from the shadows. It was low. It was rough. It was Dr. Aris. The head of the ward. He stepped forward. He wore a white coat. The coat was stained. It was stained with ink. It was stained with blood. It was stained with time.
"Merchant," Aris said.
Thomas nodded. He did not speak. He did not need to. He held the cage. He held the bird. The bird was a mirror. The bird was him. The bird was Clara. The bird was the truth.
"You have brought the tonic," Aris said.
Thomas pointed to the bottle in his hand. It was glass. It was clear. It was empty. The liquid was gone. The liquid was inside the bird. The liquid was in the feathers. The liquid was in the silence.
Aris smiled. It was a thin smile. It was a cold smile. "You are late," Aris said.
Thomas shook his head. He was not late. Time had stopped. The watch was dead. The gears were broken. The machine was still.
Aris walked around the bench. He circled Thomas. He watched the bird. The bird watched him. The bird’s eyes were black. The bird’s eyes were deep. The bird saw the future. The bird saw the past. The bird saw the present.
"The bird is sick," Aris said.
Thomas nodded. The bird was sick. The bird was tired. The bird was free. The bird was trapped.
"Free," Aris whispered. The word hung in the air. It was heavy. It was sharp. It cut the silence.
Thomas looked at the bird. He wanted to open the cage. He wanted to let it go. He wanted to run. He wanted to find Clara. He wanted to tell her. He wanted to apologize. He wanted to say sorry. He wanted to say I am here. He wanted to say I am not gone. He wanted to say I am the cage. He wanted to say I am the key.
Aris stopped. He stood in front of Thomas. He looked at the bird. He looked at Thomas. He looked at the empty bottle.
"You think you are saving them," Aris said.
Thomas said nothing.
"You think you are fixing them," Aris said.
Thomas said nothing.
"You are breaking them," Aris said.
The words hit Thomas. They hit him hard. They hit him deep. They hit him in the chest. They hit him in the soul. He felt the pain. He felt the loss. He felt the love. He felt the hate. He felt the fear. He felt the shame.
He looked at the bird. The bird was looking at him. The bird was not judging. The bird was not angry. The bird was just there. The bird was just being. The bird was free. The bird was not free. The bird was both.
Thomas opened the cage again. The door swung. The bird did not move. The bird did not fly. The bird stayed. The bird watched. The bird waited.
Thomas reached into the cage. His hand shook. His hand was cold. His hand was dry. He touched the bird. The bird was warm. The bird was alive. The bird was real. Thomas closed his eyes. He felt the heart beat. It was fast. It was strong. It was fragile.
He opened his eyes. The bird was gone. The cage was empty. The bird was on the floor. The bird was walking. The bird was running. The bird was free.
Thomas stood up. His legs were weak. His knees buckled. He fell to the floor. The floor was cold. The floor was hard. The floor was real.
Aris looked down at Thomas. Aris did not help him. Aris did not stop him. Aris watched. Aris recorded. Aris observed.
Thomas looked at the empty cage. He looked at the bird. The bird was running toward the window. The window was open. The wind was blowing. The fog was coming in. The bird flew. The bird flew into the fog. The bird disappeared.
Thomas lay on the floor. He watched the bird. He watched the sky. He watched the freedom. He watched the cost. The cost was high. The cost was everything. The cost was Clara. The cost was his mind. The cost was his life.
He did not care. He did not move. He did not breathe. He was still. He was free. He was trapped. He was the bird. He was the cage. He was the merchant. He was the cure.
The fog filled the room. The fog swallowed the light. The fog swallowed the sound. The fog swallowed the time. The fog swallowed the truth.
Thomas closed his eyes. He waited. He waited for the end. He waited for the beginning. He waited for nothing. He waited for everything.
The bird was gone. The cage was empty. The watch was dead. The gears were broken. The machine was still.
Thomas was free.
He was alone.
He was dead.
No. He was alive.
He was awake.
The fog cleared. The light returned. The sound returned. The time returned.
Thomas stood up. He brushed the dust from his coat. He picked up the empty cage. He picked up the empty bottle. He walked to the door.
Aris was at the door. Aris was smiling. Aris was nodding.
"Good," Aris said.
Thomas looked at Aris. Thomas did not smile. Thomas did not nod. Thomas walked past him. Thomas walked out of the room. Thomas walked out of the ward. Thomas walked out of the asylum.
He walked into the street. The street was wet. The street was dark. The street was loud. The street was alive.
Thomas walked home. He walked to the house. He walked to the garden. He walked to the cage.
The cage was empty. The bird was gone. Clara was gone. The love was gone. The pain was gone. The fear was gone.
Thomas was alone. He was free. He was broken.
He sat on the bench. He looked at the sky. The sky was grey. The sky was empty. The sky was free.
He closed his eyes. He opened them. He was still there. He was still here. He was still him.
The end.
The beginning.
The silence.
The sound.
The life.
The death.
The truth.
The lie.
The freedom.
The cage.
Thomas.
Clara.
Aris.
The bird.
The fog.
The light.
The dark.
The end.
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