Seven Steps to Silver Lake
Jack Mallory had been talking to his typewriter for three years before the first compromise arrived. The typewriter was a nineteen sixty-three Olympia SM7, German engineering, the kind with the green keys and the chrome carriage return lever and the satisfying mechanical resistance that made every word feel earned. Jack had bought it at a thrift store on Sunset Boulevard in nineteen eighty-four, the year his second marriage ended and his third screenplay was rejected by every studio in town and his agent stopped returning his calls. He had walked into the thrift store looking for a desk lamp and walked out with the Olympia for twelve dollars, and he had set it up on the kitchen table of his one-bedroom apartment in Silver Lake, and he had started talking to it the way he used to talk to his ex-wife before she stopped listening. The typewriter did not answer. It just sat there, solid and patient and German, and waited for Jack to put his fingers on the keys and make something. In three years he had made nothing. But he had talked to the typewriter every day, and the talking had become a kind of writing, and the typewriter had become a kind of audience, and Jack had stopped caring about the distinction.
The first compromise arrived in March of nineteen eighty-seven, by telephone. The caller was a man named Richie Silver, a producer Jack had met at a party in the Hills three years earlier, a man who wore linen suits in winter and called everyone "baby" and had produced exactly two films in his career, one of which had been nominated for a Razzie and the other of which had gone straight to video. Richie had a job. A ghostwriting job. A screenplay that needed a polish, a quick polish, two weeks of work, five thousand dollars cash. The script was a romantic comedy about a stockbroker who falls in love with a mermaid. It was called "Wall Street Wet." Jack listened to the pitch and felt something die in his chest. "Richie," he said. "I don't do mermaids." Richie laughed. "Five grand, baby. Two weeks. No one will ever know your name touched it." Jack looked at the Olympia on his kitchen table. The Olympia looked back at him with the patient indifference of German engineering. Jack thought about his rent, which was two months overdue. He thought about his car, a seventy-eight Datsun that needed a new transmission. He thought about the screenplay he had been trying to write for three years, the one about a jazz musician in nineteen fifties New York, the one that was going to be his masterpiece, the one that had currently reached page twenty-three and showed no sign of advancing further. "Two weeks?" he said. "Two weeks," Richie said. "And five grand." Jack said yes. It was a small compromise. A perfectly reasonable compromise. Everyone in Hollywood did ghostwriting. It was practically a rite of passage. You did a few polishes, you paid your rent, you went back to your real work. No harm done. No one would ever know.
The second compromise arrived in May, also by telephone, also from Richie Silver. This time it was a thriller about a Vietnam vet who discovers a government conspiracy involving dolphins. The script was a mess, a hundred and forty pages of incoherent paranoia, and it needed a complete rewrite, and the deadline was three weeks, and the pay was ten thousand dollars. Jack said yes without hesitating. He had paid his back rent with the mermaid money and fixed his Datsun and bought a new pair of shoes, and the ten thousand would cover him for the rest of the year. He told himself it was just a job. He told himself he would go back to the jazz screenplay when the summer was over. He told himself he was still a writer, still an artist, still the guy who had won the Nicholl Fellowship in seventy-nine and been profiled in Variety as one of ten screenwriters to watch. The profile was eight years old. Jack was thirty-nine. In Hollywood, eight years was a geological epoch, and thirty-nine was the age at which promising young screenwriters became not-so-young screenwriters became whatever Jack Mallory was becoming. The Olympia sat on the kitchen table and watched Jack type a hundred and forty pages about dolphins and government conspiracies, and the keys made their satisfying mechanical sound, and the paper stacked up, and Jack told himself that none of this counted.
The third compromise arrived in July, and it was not a job. It was a request. Richie Silver had a friend, a producer named Gary Fogelson, and Gary Fogelson had a problem. One of his writers had delivered a script that was, in Gary's words, "problematic." The script was about a Latin American drug lord, and it contained certain stereotypes that might offend certain audiences, and Gary needed someone to rewrite the dialogue to make it "more authentic." Gary liked Jack's work on the dolphin script. Gary was offering twenty thousand dollars. Jack asked what was wrong with the dialogue. Gary said the drug lord said "amigo" too often. Jack asked how often was too often. Gary said the word appeared forty-seven times in a hundred-and-ten-page script. Jack closed his eyes. He thought about the jazz screenplay, which was still on page twenty-three. He thought about his daughter, who was starting college in the fall and needed money for tuition. He thought about the Olympia, which had typed nothing original in three years, which had become not a tool of creation but a silent witness to his dissolution. "I'll do it," he said. He told himself it was just dialogue. He told himself stereotypes were subjective. He told himself forty-seven appearances of the word "amigo" was, objectively, too many, and removing them was an act of artistic integrity. He did not tell himself that he was being paid twenty thousand dollars to make a racist script slightly less racist. He did not tell himself that the difference between "less racist" and "acceptable" was a distinction without a difference. He did not tell himself anything that would have made it harder to cash the check.
The fourth compromise arrived in September, and it was a hundred thousand dollars. Richie Silver called, and his voice was different this time, lower, more serious, the voice of a man who was about to ask for something he knew was wrong. "I've got a situation," Richie said. A director had died. A young director, thirty-two years old, a rising star, a man who had directed one critically acclaimed independent film and been hired to direct a hundred-million-dollar studio picture, and then he had died of a heart attack on the set, in front of the crew, in the middle of shooting the third scene of the first day of production. The studio was panicking. The investors were threatening to pull out. The project needed someone to step in and finish the job, someone with experience and discretion and no ambition, someone who would do what he was told, someone who would not try to make the film his own, someone who would be invisible. "They want you to credit it to him," Richie said. "The dead guy. The whole picture. His name on everything. You do the work, he gets the credit." Jack was silent for a long time. The Olympia sat on the kitchen table, and the light from the window fell across its keys, and the dust motes floated in the air, and Jack thought about the jazz screenplay and the mermaid script and the dolphin script and the Latin American drug lord who had said "amigo" forty-seven times. He thought about what separated him from the version of himself that had walked into the thrift store three years ago and bought the Olympia for twelve dollars. He thought about whether that version of himself still existed, and if so, where, and whether he could get back to it, and if he could not, what that meant. "A hundred thousand," Richie said. "Plus points on the back end." Jack said yes. He told himself the dead director would have wanted it. He told himself the film would be better with Jack's invisible hand guiding it. He told himself a hundred thousand dollars was an amount of money that changed things, that bought freedom, that would let him spend the next two years writing nothing but the jazz screenplay. He told himself all of these things, and none of them were true, and he knew none of them were true, and he said yes anyway.
The fifth compromise was not a job. It was a silence. In November of nineteen eighty-seven, Jack was sitting in a production meeting for the ghost-directed film, surrounded by studio executives and marketing consultants and a woman from legal who kept saying "indemnify" in a way that made Jack nervous. The film was about a police detective who goes undercover in a high school. The script contained a scene in which the detective, a man in his thirties, has a romantic encounter with a student, a girl of seventeen. Jack had flagged the scene in his notes. He had written, in the margin beside it: "Remove. Illegal. Unworkable. Will not shoot." The studio executives had overruled him. "It's the emotional core of the picture," one of them said. "The audience needs to believe he's conflicted." Jack sat in the production meeting and listened to the executives discuss the lighting for the scene, the wardrobe for the actress, the camera angles that would suggest intimacy without actually showing anything, and he said nothing. He told himself the scene was fiction. He told himself the actress was twenty-two. He told himself the film would be released under the dead director's name and no one would ever know Jack had been in the room. He told himself he was powerless, a hired hand, a ghost in the machine, a man who had been paid to shut up and shoot. He told himself all of these things and none of them were true and he knew none of them were true and the scene was shot and Jack stood behind the monitor and watched it happen and said nothing.
The sixth compromise was the typewriter. In December of nineteen eighty-seven, the film wrapped, and Jack received his final payment, and he looked at his bank account and saw a number that would have made his twenty-five-year-old self weep with joy, and he felt nothing. He walked into his apartment in Silver Lake and looked at the Olympia on the kitchen table. The Olympia looked back at him. He had not spoken to it in weeks. He had been too busy, too tired, too hollowed out by the work of being invisible. He sat down at the kitchen table and put his fingers on the keys and tried to write something, anything, a single sentence that was true. Nothing came. The keys were cold. The resistance was still there, the satisfying mechanical click of the German engineering, but the words had gone somewhere else, somewhere Jack could not follow. He sat at the table for an hour, and then he got up and called a dealer in West Hollywood who specialized in vintage office equipment, and the next day the dealer came and looked at the Olympia and offered Jack eight hundred dollars for it. Jack had paid twelve. He had talked to it for three years. He had told it everything: his marriages, his failures, his dreams, the mermaid script, the dolphin script, the forty-seven amigo appearances, the hundred thousand dollars, the scene with the seventeen-year-old girl, the silence in the production meeting, the way he had stopped being able to tell the difference between compromise and surrender. The Olympia had absorbed all of it, every word, every confession, every rationalization, and now it was worth eight hundred dollars. Jack took the money. The dealer carried the typewriter out of the apartment, and Jack stood in the doorway and watched it go, and the weight of its absence was heavier than the weight of its presence had ever been.
The seventh compromise was not a compromise at all. It was a recognition. In January of nineteen eighty-eight, Jack Mallory sat in his apartment in Silver Lake, which he could now afford, and looked at the empty space on his kitchen table where the Olympia had been, and understood that he had become something he had never intended to become. Not a bad person. Not a villain. Just a person who had stopped trying to be good. The slide had been so gradual that he had not noticed it happening. Each step had been small enough to justify. Each decision had been reasonable in context. There had been no moment of crisis, no dramatic fall, no scene in which Jack Mallory looked in the mirror and said, "I am now a compromised man." There had only been the slow accumulation of small concessions, like silt building up on a riverbed until the river could no longer flow. He had gone from a screenwriter who talked to his typewriter to a fixer who had sold it, and the distance between those two points was seven perfectly reasonable decisions that any reasonable person would have made. That was the horror of it. That was the thing the Olympia had known and Jack had refused to see: that evil was not a sudden transformation but a gradual erosion, that morality was not a binary switch but a fuzzy threshold, that you could cross from decent to compromised without ever knowing exactly when, without a single moment you could point to and say, "That was the moment I became someone else." Jack Mallory had become someone else, and the only witness to the transformation was gone, sold to a dealer in West Hollywood for eight hundred dollars, and the only evidence of the person he had been was a twenty-three-page draft of a screenplay about a jazz musician in nineteen fifties New York, a screenplay he would never finish, a ghost of a ghost, a trace of a trace, a memory of the man who had walked into a thrift store on Sunset Boulevard and bought a typewriter for twelve dollars and believed, with the full force of his twenty-six-year-old heart, that the world would listen.
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