The Distant Joke
The sky broke open. Not with rain, but with light. A white, searing silence that stripped the world of shadow. I stood on the ridge, my sword in my hand, the steel singing a high, thin note against the wind. My name is Arthur. I am a soldier of the Crown. Or I was. Before the light took the shape of my face.
Before the mirror walked.
I had marched for three days through the black pine forests. The leaves were thick, wet with a mist that smelled of iron and old blood. My boots were soaked through. My armor chafed at the shoulders. I was not alone. Beside me walked Caelum. He was a man of few words and many scars. His left hand was missing two fingers, a souvenir from a border skirmish in the north. He carried a shield of oak and iron. He did not speak of his past. He spoke only of the present. The path. The enemy. The end.
We were hunting a ghost.
The orders had come from the High Council. A creature had been seen in the wilds. A shapeshifter. It wore the faces of those it had killed. It fed on fear. It fed on memory. We were to find it. We were to kill it.
I thought of Elara. She was my wife. She had died three years ago. A fever. A quick, cruel end. Her face was the first thing I saw in the white light. Not the light of heaven. The light of the void. She stood on the ridge. Her dress was white. Her hair was loose. She did not look at me. She looked through me.
I swung my sword.
The steel bit into air. The image shattered. Like glass. Like ice. Fragments of her face drifted in the wind. Eyes. Lips. A smile. Gone.
Caelum looked at me. His eyes were dark. Deep. He did not ask what I saw. He knew. We all knew. The shapeshifter did not just wear faces. It wore souls.
We walked on. The forest thickened. The trees grew tall. Their branches twisted like fingers grasping for the sky. The silence was heavy. It pressed against my ears. It pressed against my chest. I could hear my own blood. Thump. Thump. Thump. A drumbeat. A countdown.
I stopped. I raised a hand. Caelum stopped. He turned to face me. His eyes were wide. He saw the fear in me. He saw the hate.
It is not real, he said. His voice was low. A rasp. Like stone on stone.
It is real, I said. My voice was steady. I forced it to be. It is here.
Where? he asked.
Here. I pointed to my chest.
Caelum nodded. He did not argue. He trusted me. I trusted him. We were bound by duty. By grief. By the weight of the steel on our backs.
We moved forward. The light came again.
This time, it was not Elara. It was my father. He had been dead for ten years. His face was old. Wrinkled. His eyes were cold. He held a sword. He pointed it at me.
You failed, he said.
I swung my sword. The image broke. Shards of his face flew away. I felt a pain in my hand. A tremor. My arm was shaking.
Caelum saw it. He reached out. He gripped my arm. His hand was rough. Calloused. Strong.
Breathe, he said.
I breathed. The air was cold. It burned my lungs.
It is not him, Caelum said. It is not her. It is us. It is what we carry.
I looked at him. I saw the truth in his eyes. He was right. The creature was not out there. It was in us. It fed on our regrets. Our losses. Our fears. It was a mirror. A cruel, broken mirror.
We walked on. The forest changed. The trees became darker. The ground was soft. It gave way under our feet. It felt like mud. Like flesh.
The light came again.
This time, it was me.
My face. My eyes. My scar. The one above my eye. I had gotten it in battle. I looked at the man in the light. He looked at me. We were identical. We were the same.
He smiled.
I felt a surge of anger. It was hot. It was red. It filled my veins. I wanted to kill him. I wanted to kill the man who was me. I wanted to destroy the memory of my failure. My cowardice. My loss.
I raised my sword. I swung.
The image did not break. It absorbed the blow. The steel bent. My sword snapped. The hilt flew from my hand. I was empty. I was bare.
The man in the light stepped forward. He was solid. He was real. He touched my face. His hand was cold.
You cannot escape, he said. His voice was mine.
I fell to my knees. The ground was soft. It swallowed my knees. I looked up. The man was gone. The light was gone. The forest was dark.
Caelum was there. He had caught me. He held me up. His arm was around my waist. He was strong. He was steady.
We must go, he said.
I shook my head. I could not move. I was broken. My sword was broken. My will was broken.
No, I said. My voice was a whisper. I am done.
Caelum looked at me. His eyes were sad. But firm.
No, he said. You are not done. We have work to do.
I looked at him. I saw the determination in his face. I saw the bond between us. It was not just duty. It was love. A brotherhood. A partnership.
I stood up. My legs were weak. But I stood.
I looked for my sword. It was on the ground. Broken. Two pieces. I picked them up. They were sharp. They cut my hands. I did not care. I held the pieces. I held the fragments of my strength.
We walked on. The forest was dark. The silence was deep.
The light came again.
This time, it was Caelum.
His face. His scar. His missing fingers. He stood in the light. He held his shield. He looked at me. He smiled.
It is time, he said.
I did not understand. I looked at him. I saw the truth. The creature was not in me. It was in him. He had been carrying it. He had been feeding it. With his silence. With his scars. With his fear.
He raised his shield. It was not a shield. It was a wall. A barrier. He was blocking the way. He was stopping us.
Why? I asked. My voice was shaking.
Because I cannot let you go, he said. His voice was gentle. But it was cold. I cannot let you leave me. I need you. I am afraid.
I looked at him. I saw the pain in his eyes. I saw the fear. I saw the man who had lost his hand. His family. His self.
I walked toward him. I did not swing my sword. I did not fight. I walked. I stepped into the light. I stepped into the mirror.
I touched his face.
It was warm. It was real.
It is over, I said.
He looked at me. His eyes widened. The light around him flickered. It dimmed.
No, he said.
Yes, I said.
The light shattered.
Not with a sound. But with a silence. A deep, profound silence. The fragments of Caelum’s face floated in the air. They did not fall. They drifted. They dissolved. They became dust. They became mist. They became part of the forest.
Caelum stood there. He was empty. He was hollow. He looked at me. His eyes were clear.
Thank you, he said.
I nodded. I could not speak. I did not need to.
I turned away. I walked on. The forest was dark. But it was quiet. The silence was no longer heavy. It was light. It was free.
I walked for a long time. The sun began to rise. The light was gold. It was warm. It touched my face. I felt it on my skin. I felt it in my bones.
I saw a bird. A hawk. It soared above the trees. Its wings were wide. It was free.
I looked at my hands. They were bleeding. The cuts were deep. But they were healing. The blood was bright. It was life.
I thought of Elara. I thought of my father. I thought of Caelum. They were gone. They were part of the light. They were part of the wind.
I did not fight the memories. I did not try to break the mirror. I let them be. I let them exist. I let them go.
I walked on. The path was clear. The trees were tall. The sky was blue.
I was a soldier. I was a man. I was free.
The journey was over. The hunt was done. I had not killed the creature. I had released it. I had released myself.
I looked back. There was no one there. Only the trees. Only the light.
I turned forward. I walked into the morning. The air was cool. It was fresh. It smelled of pine and earth.
I did not look back again.
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