ACT I

I buy two sandwiches every morning. One for me. One for the bench.

I don't know why. I've asked myself this question many times. I don't have a satisfying answer. It's not religious. I stopped going to church when I was twenty-two. It's not moral. I'm not a moral person, not particularly. I'm not immoral either. I'm just—there. Existing. In a Brooklyn apartment that's too small, doing freelance writing that nobody reads, paying rent that takes most of what I make.

The bench is on the corner of Fulton Street and Clinton Avenue. It faces east. In the morning, the light hits the brick buildings and turns them gold. It's a nice bench. Or it was, before the city painted over it three times and the wood started rotting beneath the paint.

I put the sandwich on the bench. I sit on the other end. I eat mine. I watch the street.

Sometimes nothing happens. The sandwich stays there all morning. A pigeon eats it. A squirrel drags it under the bench. Sometimes a woman in a blue coat sits down, sees the sandwich, looks at me, and gets back up and walks away.

Sometimes someone takes it.

The first time it happened, I was surprised. I looked up from my coffee and the sandwich was gone. In its place was a coin—old, bronze, with a face I didn't recognize. I picked it up. It was warm. I put it in my pocket.

The second time, another coin. Silver this time. Smaller. Heavier than it looked.

The third time, a shell. White and spiral and perfect. I don't live near the ocean. I've never seen that shell before.

I kept putting the sandwich there. Every morning. Same time. Same bench.

I told myself I was doing it because it seemed right. That's not really an explanation. It's an admission that I don't know why I do things. That I act without knowing why. That sometimes I am kind without knowing why.

Maya noticed. She's my neighbour. She works at a coffee shop on Adams Street. She has dark hair and a laugh that sounds like someone dropping a tray of glasses and not caring.

*Why do you do that?* she asked me one morning, watching me put the sandwich on the bench.

*Do what?*

*Put the sandwich on the bench.*

*I don't know.*

She stared at me. *That's your answer? You don't know?*

*That's my answer.*

She shook her head. But she smiled. *You're weird, Leo.*

*Tell me about it.*

ACT II

The coins kept coming. Or shells. Or stones. Small things. Things that had been held by someone else's hands before mine. Things that carried the warmth of those hands.

One morning, there was no sandwich. The bench was empty. I sat down anyway. I drank my coffee. I watched the street.

At noon, a man sat down beside me.

He was old—fifty, maybe sixty. Thin. Wearing a coat that had been brown once but was now the colour of the sidewalk. His hair was grey and thin. His eyes were tired but clear.

*Why do you do that?* he said.

His voice was rough. Not unkind. Just rough. Like stone that has been rubbed by wind for a long time.

*Which part?* I said.

*The sandwich.*

I thought about it. I thought about it for a long time. The coffee was getting cold. The street was getting busier. People walked past us without looking.

*I don't know,* I said. *Maybe because you're there.*

The man was quiet. He looked at the bench. He looked at the street. He looked at the sky.

*That's the strangest answer I've ever heard,* he said.

*People say that.*

*Do they?*

*Not about the sandwich. About everything.*

He smiled. It was a small smile. The kind that doesn't reach the eyes but lives somewhere underneath them.

*What's your name?* he said.

*Leo.*

*I'm—* he paused. *Never mind.*

*That's your name? Never Mind?*

He laughed. It was a dry sound. Like leaves skittering across pavement. *No. That's not my name. My name doesn't matter.*

*Okay.*

We sat in silence. The morning got warmer. The street got louder. A bus hissed to a stop two blocks away. Someone laughed. A siren wailed in the distance and then faded.

When the man stood up, he patted his pocket. He looked at me. *Thank you,* he said.

*For what?*

*For the sandwich.*

He walked away. I watched him go. He turned left at the corner and disappeared into the crowd.

I sat on the bench for another hour. Then I went home.

ACT III

The package arrived three days later.

It was on my doormat. No return address. No stamp. Just a brown paper rectangle, roughly the size of a book, sitting on the cracked concrete like it had always been there.

I opened it in my kitchen. Inside was a notebook—blank, thick pages, black cover—and a folded piece of paper.

I unfolded the paper. Two words: Write what you've always wanted to say.

I stared at the note. I stared at the notebook. I put them on the table and I made coffee and I sat down and I thought about it.

What had I always wanted to say?

I'm thirty-four years old. I've been writing since I was twelve. I've written short stories and essays and poems and one novel that nobody published. I've had pieces accepted by small magazines that folded before they printed them. I've had rejection letters from literary journals that used automated responses. I've had one piece published in a magazine called The Brooklyn Review, which existed for eight months and then disappeared.

I've always wanted to say something that matters. Something that isn't just words on a page that get thrown away. Something that—

I stopped. Because I didn't know. I didn't know if I wanted to say something that mattered. Or if I just wanted to say something that was true.

There's a difference. I think.

I opened the notebook. The pages were blank. They were also perfect—thick, creamy, the kind of paper that makes you want to write on it even if you have nothing to say.

I picked up a pen. I wrote: I buy two sandwiches every morning. One for me. One for the bench.

I don't know why.

I kept writing. I wrote for two hours. I wrote about the bench. The coins. The shell. The man. I wrote about Maya and her laugh. I wrote about my apartment and the way the light comes through the window at four in the afternoon. I wrote about the freelance writing that nobody reads and the rent that takes most of what I make and the feeling of existing in a city of eight million people and being completely, utterly alone.

I wrote until my hand cramped. I wrote until the light faded. I wrote until I didn't know if I was writing for anyone or just writing because writing is what I do.

I don't know which is sadder.

ACT IV

I write every day now.

Not because the notebook arrived. Not because of the note. But because—after thirty-four years of trying to say something that matters—I realized that maybe the point isn't to say something that matters. Maybe the point is just to say something. Anything. Something true. Something false. Something that doesn't matter at all.

The man never came back. I sit on the bench every morning. I eat one sandwich. I put one on the bench. Sometimes someone takes it. Sometimes a pigeon eats it. Sometimes it stays there until the rain comes and turns it to pulp.

I don't know if the man was who he seemed. I don't know if he was a stranger or a ghost or someone I imagined. I don't know if the package was real or something I bought myself and forgot.

I don't know any of these things. And I'm okay with not knowing.

Maya comes over sometimes. She reads what I write. She doesn't say much. She just reads and nods and says, *Keep going.*

I keep going.

The notebook is almost full. I have another one on the shelf. And another behind that. And another behind that.

I buy two sandwiches every morning. One for me. One for the bench.

I don't know why.

Sometimes that's enough.

Sometimes it's everything.

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