Cold Coffee
The morning Billy Ray Harlan found Old Blue dead, the sky was the colour of a television tuned to a channel that did not exist. It was not a dramatic sky. It was not a sky that would have looked good in a photograph. It was just a sky, the kind of sky that exists over rust belt Ohio on a Tuesday in October and means nothing to anyone who is not already tired.
Old Blue was lying in the yard, on his side, his grey-blue fur matted with dew and something else. His left ear, which had a notch missing from when a fence wire had caught it three years earlier, was pressed into the grass. His eyes were open. His legs were still.
Billy Ray stood in the doorway of the house and looked at the dog for a long time. He did not call out. He did not run to him. He did not fall to his knees. He simply stood there, in his work boots and his flannel shirt and his jeans that had been washed so many times they were more grey than blue, and he looked at the dog and he thought: that's a dog.
Then he thought: that's Old Blue.
Then he thought nothing at all, which is what happens when your brain decides that a particular piece of information is too large to hold and simply stops trying.
He walked to the dog. He knelt. He put his hand on Old Blue's side and felt the cold that was already there, the cold of a body that had stopped making heat and was now simply a thing that had once been alive. He put his hand on the dog's mouth and felt nothing, which was also nothing new.
He did not cry. He had cried for his mother. He had cried for the factory when it closed. He had cried for the beer that he drank every night and told himself was a habit and was actually a condition. He had cried enough for a lifetime.
He dug the grave with a shovel. The earth was hard in October, harder than it should have been, as if the ground itself was resisting the weight of another body placed upon it. He dug until his hands blistered. He buried Old Blue beneath the oak tree in the yard, next to the place where he had buried his mother's flower pots when she died and realized that pots were just things and flowers were just things and the only thing that was real was the act of burying them.
He covered the grave with earth and stones and dead leaves. He did not put a stone on the grave. He did not write a name. He simply stood up and looked at the grave and then looked at the house and then looked at the neighbour's yard, where Dale Morrison was standing on his porch, watching him.
Dale Morrison was forty-five years old. He was Billy Ray's neighbour. They had lived next to each other for seven years and had spoken maybe twenty times, which is to say they had existed in each other's periphery like two stars in the same galaxy who never touch but are bound by the same gravity.
Dale was a big man. He had a face that had been hit too many times and learned to flinch, and a body that had been heavy for as long as anyone could remember, and a reputation that was, in the words of the few people who had opinions about such things, "complicated."
Billy Ray looked at Dale. Dale looked at Billy Ray. Neither of them said anything. Dale turned and went inside. Billy Ray went inside.
The day passed. The sky remained the colour of a television tuned to a channel that did not exist. Billy Ray drank coffee. It was cold. He drank it anyway.
Dale was at the tavern that night. He was drinking whiskey. He was telling people about the dog. He was telling them that the dog had come at him, that the dog had tried to bite him, that he had had to defend himself. He was telling them because he was Dale, and Dale told stories, and the stories were always slightly different from the truth, which was not the same as being false\u2014it was just being Dale.
He told the story so many times that evening that he began to believe it. This is how stories work. They do not lie. They tell the truth that the person telling them needs to believe.
Billy Ray did not go to the tavern. He sat in his house, in his chair by the window, and he looked at the oak tree, and he thought about Old Blue, not in a dramatic way, not in a way that involved memories flashing before his eyes, but in a simple way: he thought about the dog sleeping in the corner of the yard, he thought about the dog eating from his bowl, he thought about the dog wagging his tail when Billy Ray came home from work, which was not a special tail wag, just a wag, the kind of wag that a dog makes because that is what dogs do, and he thought: that's it. That's all there was.
He went to bed. He did not sleep.
In the morning, he heard about Dale.
Dale had died in a car accident. He had been driving home from the tavern, or trying to, or neither\u2014he had been moving through the dark of the road outside town with the aimless determination of a man who was not sure where he was going and did not care. He had hit a tree. The car had crumpled. Dale had died instantly.
Billy Ray heard this from his father, Earl, who had seen the news on the radio while getting ready for work. Earl was sixty-five years old, a veteran of a war that Billy Ray had never understood and did not want to understand, and he had the face of a man who had seen too much and learned not to talk about it.
"Your neighbour's dead," Earl said. It was not a statement. It was a fact, the way you state the weather.
"I know," Billy Ray said. He did not know. But he said it anyway.
Earl looked at him. He looked at the oak tree in the yard. He looked at the fresh earth. He said nothing. He went to work.
Billy Ray went to Dale's house. It was empty\u2014the bank was going to foreclose, which meant that everything inside it belonged to no one and everyone equally, which is to say it belonged to the people who would come with trucks and take whatever they wanted. Billy Ray did not take anything. He simply walked through the rooms, looking at the things that Dale had owned and no longer needed: a television that did not work, a couch with a tear in the arm, a kitchen full of dishes that had not been washed in weeks.
He went to the backyard. There was a dog there\u2014a混种, thin and dirty, with eyes that were the colour of dirt. It was not a good dog. It was not a bad dog. It was just a dog, the kind of dog that exists in yards across rust belt Ohio and means nothing to anyone who is not already tired.
Billy Ray looked at the dog. The dog looked at him. Neither of them did anything.
"He was a bastard," Billy Ray said to the dog. It was not an accusation. It was a fact. "But he was my neighbour's bastard."
The dog did not respond. It simply sat there, watching him, its tail still, its ears forward.
Billy Ray went home. He made coffee. It was cold. He drank it anyway.
He continued living. He went to a job that did not exist anymore and stood in line at a place that did not hire. He came home. He drank beer. He sat in his chair by the window and looked at the oak tree. He thought about Old Blue sometimes, not in a dramatic way, but in a simple way: he thought about the dog sleeping in the corner of the yard, he thought about the dog eating from his bowl, he thought about the dog wagging his tail when he came home from work, which was not a special tail wag, just a wag, the kind of wag that a dog makes because that is what dogs do.
He went to Dale's yard and pulled the weeds. The bank was going to take the house, which meant that nobody was going to maintain it, which meant that the yard was going to become a jungle, which meant that property values were going to drop, which meant that Billy Ray's yard was going to look worse by comparison, which meant that he was pulling weeds for a house that did not belong to him and a neighbour who was dead and a world that did not care.
He pulled the weeds. He did not think about it. He simply pulled them, one by one, the way you do things when you have no other purpose and the pulling itself is the purpose.
The dog from Dale's yard started coming to Billy Ray's yard. It was the same dog\u2014the混种, thin and dirty, with eyes that were the colour of dirt. It would appear at the fence, look at Billy Ray, and wait. Billy Ray would go to the kitchen, find some food\u2014usually something that was going bad anyway\u2014and bring it out. The dog would eat. It would not wag its tail. It would not approach. It would simply eat, and then it would leave.
This went on for weeks. Then months. Then a year.
Billy Ray bought a stone. He had it engraved with the words "Old Blue." He did not put a date on it. He did not put a epitaph. He simply placed the stone on the grave and stepped back and looked at it and thought: that's a stone. That's a name. That's all there is.
Earl moved to Florida. He had a friend there, a fellow veteran who had a small house and a yard and a dog that was not Old Blue but was a dog, which is to say it was something. He left on a Tuesday in March. He hugged Billy Ray at the door and said: "You take care of yourself, son."
Billy Ray said: "I will."
He did not know if he meant it.
The dog from Dale's yard was still coming. Billy Ray started calling it nothing. He did not give it a name. Names were for things that mattered, and this dog did not matter, and Billy Ray did not matter, and Old Blue did not matter, and the tree that Dale had hit did not matter, and the tavern where Dale had drunk did not matter, and the world did not matter, and the only thing that mattered was the act of feeding the dog and the act of pulling the weeds and the act of drinking the coffee and the act of sitting in the chair and looking at the oak tree and thinking about a dog who had wagged his tail when Billy Ray came home from work, which was not a special tail wag, just a wag, the kind of wag that a dog makes because that is what dogs do.
One morning, a year after Old Blue died, Billy Ray sat on his porch, drinking coffee. The dog was at his feet, sleeping. The sky was the colour of a television tuned to a channel that did not exist. The neighbour's yard was overgrown. The stone on the grave read "Old Blue." The coffee was cold.
Billy Ray took a sip. He frowned. He drank it anyway.
The dog slept. The sky remained the colour of a television tuned to a channel that did not exist. The world continued, as it always does, without attention to the things that have been lost or the things that have been forgotten or the things that have simply been, for a brief and unremarkable time, alive.
There was no revenge. There was no justice. There was no karmic retribution. There was only a man, a dead dog, a live dog, a dead neighbour, a stone with a name on it, and a cup of coffee that was too cold to enjoy and was being drunk anyway.
That was the story. That was all there was.
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--- OTMES v2 Objective Codes: Code: OTMES-V2-ONU-05-BSW Type: ONU (Zero-Redemption Narrative - mundane causality, no justice) Emotional Structure: NIL (Null emotional arc - acceptance without transformation) Character Relation: NEB (Neighbourhood chain - proximity without connection) Theme: RUST (Rust belt nihilism - the world continues without attention) TI: 48.0 | M:[2.0,1.0,1.0,5.0,1.0,2.0,2.0,1.0,2.0,1.0] | N:[0.30,0.70] | K:[0.30,0.70] | \u03b8: 180\u00b0 Similarity Class: Low-tragedy, zero-redemption, dirty realism
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