Cold Coffee
The machine did not work. That was the thing Jack Harper needed to understand, and he could not, for the life of him, understand why it did not work.
He had built it from scrap. Scrap he had collected over six months, driving two hours each way to junkyards in Youngstown and Canton, haggling with men who smelled of motor oil and regret. The core was a modified industrial furnace, the kind used for smelting aluminium, which he had bought from a closing foundry for three hundred dollars and a promise that he would remove it within a week.
The pipes were copper, salvaged from a demolished apartment building. The control panel was from a discarded microwave oven, rewired and reprogrammed from notes he had found in a library book on gasification theory. The whole thing sat in the empty lot behind his trailer, in a tangle of wires and pipes and steel, looking like something a child had built from a box of broken toys.
It was supposed to turn coal into gas. Underground. Without miners going down into the earth to dig it out. It was supposed to be clean. It was supposed to save lives. It was supposed to be the thing that Jack Harper would look back on at the end of his life and say, at least that part worked.
It did not work.
On the morning of the test, he woke at five and made coffee and drank it black and sat at his kitchen table and watched the rain hit the single window that was not cracked. The trailer was in a park off Route 35, between a laundromat that had been closed since 2017 and a vacant lot full of dandelions and broken glass. The walls were thin. He could hear the man in trailer 14 watching television at full volume. He could hear the woman in trailer 16 arguing on the phone. He could hear the rain.
Bob came by at half-past six. Bob was sixty, had worked in the coal mine for thirty-eight years before it closed, and now spent his days collecting scrap and his evenings drinking beer and watching the same news channel that told him, every night, that the country was getting better, even though he could not feel it getting better in his knees, which ached like hell when it rained.
You really gonna try again today? Bob said, leaning against the fence.
Yeah, Jack said.
Bob nodded. He did not say good luck. He had said good luck four times in the past four weekends, and each time the machine had not worked, so he had stopped saying it.
Mary from the convenience store came by at seven. She brought a paper bag with two donuts in it and set it on the hood of Jack's truck. Thought you might want breakfast.
Jack took a donut. It was stale. He ate it anyway.
Daniel called at eight. Daniel was thirty, a professor of energy engineering at the University of Detroit, and he was also Jack's daughter's father, which was a relationship that existed mostly through phone calls and occasional emails and the quiet understanding that neither of them would ever be good at being parents.
Dad, Daniel said, you sound tired.
I'm fine, Jack said.
Are you eating?
Yeah.
There was a pause. Daniel was good at pauses. He had learned them from his mother, who had been good at them too, before she left, which was something Jack still had not forgiven her for or forgiven himself for.
How's the machine? Daniel asked.
Jack looked at the machine. It sat in the rain, a tangle of copper and steel and hope, looking exactly the same as it had looked yesterday and the day before and the six months before that.
It's going to work today, Jack said.
Daniel was quiet for a moment. That's good, Dad. That's really good.
They hung up. Jack did not tell him that he did not believe it himself.
The test began at nine. Jack put on his gloves and his goggles and stood behind the safety barrier he had built from cinder blocks and a length of chain. He checked the connections: furnace core, copper pipes, control panel, gas collection bag hanging from a tree branch like a translucent balloon.
He pressed the start button.
The furnace hummed. The hum grew louder. The copper pipes began to glow faintly, a dull orange that Jack could see through the fog of rain. He felt a surge of something—hope, maybe, or the memory of hope, the way you remember the taste of a fruit you ate once as a child and have been trying to taste ever since.
The glow intensified. The collection bag began to inflate.
Jack held his breath.
And then—nothing. The glow faded. The hum stopped. The bag deflated. The furnace, which had been hot enough to melt aluminium, was now cooling rapidly, emitting a thin wisp of steam that disappeared into the rain.
It did not work.
Jack stood behind the cinder blocks for a long time. The rain fell on his shoulders and ran down his neck and inside his shirt, and he did not move. Bob was watching from the fence. Mary was watching from her car, which she had driven to the edge of the lot and parked. Neither of them said anything.
Finally, Jack took off his gloves. He took off his goggles. He walked to the truck and opened the door and sat in the driver's seat and turned the key and the engine turned over once and then gave up, and he sat there with his hand on the key and the rain on the windshield and the machine behind him, not working, never going to work, a tangle of copper and steel and hope that had cost him everything he had and produced nothing.
He drove home. He parked behind the trailer. He went inside and made coffee and set the cup on the table and sat down and watched the rain.
The coffee went cold. He drank it anyway.
Bob came by at noon. You wanna talk about it? he said.
No, Jack said.
You wanna talk about anything?
No.
Bob nodded. He sat on the steps outside the trailer door and drank a beer and watched the rain and did not leave.
Mary came by at two. She brought soup from the diner in town, the kind that comes in a Styrofoam cup and costs two dollars and fifty cents and tastes like salt and nothing else. She set it on the table next to Jack's cold coffee.
Eat something, she said.
Jack looked at the soup. He looked at Mary. He looked at the machine through the window, sitting in the rain, not working.
I'm not hungry, he said.
Mary nodded. She did not argue. She had learned, over two years of selling Jack things on credit at the convenience store, that arguing with Jack Harper was like arguing with rain. You could argue with it all day and it would do exactly what it was going to do.
She left.
The afternoon passed. The rain stopped. The sky turned the colour of a dirty dish. Jack sat at his table and watched the light fade and the shadows lengthen and the room grow dark.
At six o'clock, he stood up and walked to the door and went outside. The machine was wet and dark and silent. The copper pipes had turned green in places, where the moisture had reacted with the metal. The furnace core was cracked, a hairline fracture running from top to bottom, the kind of damage that could not be repaired, only replaced, which meant more money, which meant more driving to junkyards, more haggling, more hope.
Jack stood in front of the machine for a long time. Then he turned around and went back into the trailer and made a cup of coffee and sat at the table and waited for morning.
He knew, with a certainty that was neither hopeful nor despairing but simply factual, like knowing that the sun would rise tomorrow and set tomorrow night and that in between it would shine on the junkyards and the trailer park and the machine in the lot and the coffee going cold on the table, he knew that he would try again.
Not because he believed it would work. He did not believe it would work.
But because trying was the only thing he had left that felt like doing something instead of nothing, and in a town where everything was nothing, doing something—even something that failed, even something that cost you everything, even something that produced nothing but a cracked furnace and a cup of cold coffee—was the closest thing to living that any of them were going to get.
He drank the coffee. It was cold. It tasted like metal.
Tomorrow, he thought, I'll drive to Youngstown.
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