The Green Envy
I remember the day the world turned grey. It didn't happen all at once; it was a slow, suffocating slide. The drought had been clawing at the heart of Oklahoma for three years, turning the soil into a fine, alkaline powder that tasted of salt and failure. My farm, the one my father had bled for, was a graveyard of shriveled corn and dead cattle. I spent my mornings staring at the horizon, praying for a cloud that never came.
Then there was Arthur.
Arthur lived three miles east of me. He was a quiet man, the kind of man who blended into the background of a room like a smudge of charcoal. We had been neighbors for a decade, but we had never been friends. He was too reserved, too strange, always tinkering with some odd machinery in his barn.
And then, the Miracle happened.
In the middle of the worst drought in a century, Arthur's farm stayed green. Not just green—it was a vivid, neon emerald that looked like it had been painted onto the landscape. While my wheat was a collection of brittle, yellow needles, Arthur's stalks were thick and heavy, bowing under the weight of grains that seemed to glow in the twilight.
I remember the first time I rode past his fence. I stopped my truck and just stared. The contrast was obscene. On my side of the fence, the earth was a cracked, white wasteland. On his side, it was a lush, humming paradise. I could smell the moisture in the air, a scent of damp earth and ozone that felt like a slap in the face.
I tried to be happy for him. I really did. I walked up to his porch and shook his hand, my palm dry and rough against his surprisingly cool skin. "Some kind of luck, eh Arthur?" I asked, my voice sounding thin and desperate.
Arthur just nodded, a small, enigmatic smile on his lips. "The land provides, Ben," he said. "You just have to know how to ask."
But as the weeks passed, the "luck" became an obsession. I stopped sleeping. I spent my nights sitting on my porch, staring through binoculars at that emerald island. I began to imagine things. I imagined Arthur in his barn, whispering to some dark entity, trading his soul for a few bushels of wheat. I imagined him laughing at us, the "unlucky" ones, from the comfort of his moisture-rich sanctuary.
The jealousy was a physical thing, a cold stone in my stomach that grew heavier every day. I started watching him. I watched who visited him, when he went out to his fields, how he touched the stalks of his wheat. I became convinced that he was hiding something—a secret pump, a hidden spring, a deal with the devil.
One night, driven by a feverish need to know, I climbed his fence. I crept through the emerald wheat, the leaves brushing against my skin with a softness that felt like a mockery. I reached his barn and peered through a crack in the wood.
I didn't see a pump. I didn't see a demon. I saw Arthur sitting in the dark, his head in his hands, weeping. He wasn't celebrating his harvest; he was mourning it. He looked like a man who had been given a treasure he never wanted, a gift that had cost him his peace.
I stood there in the shadows, the green wheat surrounding me, and I felt a sudden, terrifying realization. I didn't want the wheat. I didn't even want the water. I just wanted Arthur to be as miserable as I was. I wanted the emerald island to sink into the dust, just so the world would be fair again.
I backed away slowly, returning to my grey, dying land. As I looked back at the shimmering green of his farm, I realized that the drought hadn't just killed my crops; it had killed the man I used to be. I was no longer a farmer; I was a ghost, haunted by the sight of a green world I could never enter.
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