I came to service Mr. Ashworth's house in the autumn of 1891. I was twenty-six, had worked as a servant in three other households before this one, and knew my place. My job was simple: clean, cook, polish, and keep out of the way when Mr. Ashworth was working.

What Mr. Ashworth worked on, I was never told. He was an astronomer, which meant he spent his nights looking through a telescope and his days reading books about things I had no use for. The stars, he called them. He spoke of them as if they were people he knew by name.

"Thomas," he would say, "bring me the lens cloth. The fine one. The mercury plate won't polish itself."

I brought him the cloth. I polished the brass fittings on the telescope. I cleaned the glass lenses until they were clear as water. And I watched him watch the sky.

At first, I thought he was mad. Not the wild kind of mad that makes you shout at walls—the quiet kind that makes you sit alone in a room full of instruments and talk to lights you cannot see.

But I learned to respect a man's work, even if I didn't understand it. Mr. Ashworth was no fool. He had degrees from Cambridge. He had published papers in journals I had never heard of. His name appeared in books about the heavens. If he was mad, it was the madness of a man who saw more than anyone else.

What I noticed first was the speed. He began working faster. Not busier—faster, as if time was running out. He ate less. Ate nothing, some nights. He would stand at the telescope for twelve, fourteen hours, not moving, not blinking, just staring.

"Mr. Ashworth, would you like some tea?" I would ask.

"No, Thomas. Not now."

"Sir, you have been there since—"

"I know what time it is, Thomas."

I learned not to interrupt. I would leave the tea on the desk and come back an hour later. Sometimes he would drink it, lukewold and forgotten. Sometimes it would go cold and he wouldn't notice.

The notebooks appeared first. He had always kept records—observation logs, calculations, sketches of constellations. But these new notebooks were different. The handwriting was larger, more urgent. The pages filled with equations I could not read, diagrams I could not understand, and underlinings—page after page of underlined statements that made no sense to me.

"The sky is thinning."

"Nothing is permanent."

"The dark is not empty."

I tried to read over his shoulder once. I meant no disrespect—only curiosity. But when I saw the writing, I felt a chill that had nothing to do with the temperature. The pages were covered in calculations, but they weren't astronomy. They were something else. Something about the structure of things, the way the world was made and the way it might come apart.

"Thomas," he said, without turning around. "Close the door on your way out."

I closed the door. But I didn't forget what I had seen.

The change in his eyes was gradual, then sudden. He had always been a thoughtful man, but there was a light in his eyes—a quiet satisfaction with his work. That light went out. What replaced it was something vast and terrible, like looking into a deep well and seeing your own reflection shrink into darkness.

He began talking to himself. Not the normal kind of muttering that old men do. He talked to the sky. He asked it questions.

"Do you hear me?" he would whisper. "Can you hear me up there?"

And then, one night, he laughed. A short, sharp laugh that turned into a cough and then into something that sounded like crying.

I went to him. "Mr. Ashworth?"

He turned to me, and his eyes were bright with something that wasn't joy and wasn't sorrow. It was understanding. The kind of understanding that breaks you.

"Thomas," he said. "Do you know what I have seen?"

I shook my head.

"I have seen the edges of everything. The universe is not infinite. It is finite, and it is ending, and it is ending now, and no one—no one—is going to believe me."

"Sir?"

He looked past me, through the window, at the sky. "It is so beautiful, Thomas. What is left of it. The stars that remain. They are so bright because there are fewer of them to share the light. The darkness between them is thicker. Can you see it? The darkness between?"

I looked. I was not an astronomer. I saw what any servant would see on a clear winter night—a scattering of stars, the Milky Way like spilled milk across the black. It was beautiful, yes. But I saw nothing wrong with it.

"Mr. Ashworth, the sky looks fine to me."

He looked at me then, and for a moment I saw the man I had known five years ago—the thoughtful, calm man who rewarded good service with generous tips and kind words. But the moment passed. He turned back to the telescope.

"Thomas, you will understand one day. When it is too late to do anything about it."

That was the night I decided he needed help. I wrote to his sister in Cambridge. I wrote to his colleague, Dr. Pemberton. I told them that Mr. Ashworth was unwell, that his health was declining, that he needed medical attention.

Dr. Pemberton came three days later. He and Mr. Ashworth spoke in the study for two hours. I waited in the kitchen, polishing the silver, trying not to listen.

When they emerged, Dr. Pemberton looked tired. Mr. Ashworth looked... peaceful. As if he had made a decision and was finally at rest with it.

"Thomas," Pemberton said. "I will be taking Mr. Ashworth to a facility where he can receive the care he needs. You will be compensated for your service. There will be no ill feelings."

I wanted to argue. I wanted to tell them that Mr. Ashworth didn't need a facility—he needed people to listen to him. But I was a servant, and they were gentlemen, and the hierarchy of the world was absolute.

I packed Mr. Ashworth's belongings. His books, his notebooks, his instruments. I folded his clothes. I wiped down the telescope one last time.

At the door, he stopped and turned to me. "Thomas," he said. "Thank you. For polishing the lenses. For not asking questions I could not answer. For staying when you could have left."

"Mr. Ashworth, I—"

"The sky," he said. "Remember what I told you. It is thinning."

They took him in a carriage. I stood in the doorway and watched them go. The street was empty. The sky above London was its usual smoky self—no stars visible, just a dull orange glow from the city lights.

I came back to the house a week later, as instructed, to hand over the keys. The telescope was gone. The books were gone. The notebooks—my god, the notebooks were gone.

I didn't know what he had seen. I didn't know what was happening in the sky. But I knew one thing: Mr. Ashworth had not been mad.

Mad men don't see things that make gentlemen look tired. Mad men don't laugh in a way that makes you understand why people go to asylums. Mad men don't leave you with questions you will spend the rest of your life unable to answer.

I polished the lenses one more time before they took the telescope away. Through the glass, the sky looked the same as ever. Ordinary. Vast. Silent.

I didn't know then that the sky was dying. I didn't know that the stars were disappearing. I didn't know that the universe was ending.

I only know that a good man was taken away because he saw too much. And I know that after he left, I polished the lenses every day for the rest of my time at that house, and every time I looked through them, I wondered: what was he seeing that I could not?

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