The Things That Stayed Behind
Dodge City, Oklahoma, 1933. The dust came first, a yellow fog that rolled across the plains from the southern panhandle where the earth had been plowed too deep and planted too often and left too bare, and it settled on everything, in the cracks of window frames and under the floorboards and in the folds of clothing and behind the teeth, a fine powder that tasted like ground-up mountains and made every breath a negotiation.
The house had three rooms and a dirt floor and a roof that leaked when the rain came, which was rarely, and the furniture consisted of a cot, a table made from a door balanced on barrels, a single chair with one leg shorter than the others, and a wood stove that smoked so badly the family had learned to cook with the door open even in winter.
The shirt was hanging on a nail by the door. It was a man's shirt, once blue, now the color of the dust that covered everything, with a tear in the left sleeve that had been mended with brown thread that did not match. The shirt belonged to a man named Silas who had left this house six months ago and had not come back. The shirt stayed.
The boot was under the cot. It was a work boot, the leather cracked and dry, the sole worn thin at the heel where Silas had walked for twenty years from this house to the field and back. The boot stayed. It was the right boot. The left boot was gone, taken by a woman named Ruth who had worn it for three weeks when Silas's foot had been swollen and she had needed to walk to the well and back and the dust made the walk feel like ten miles even though it was only two. The left boot had been returned, but the right boot remained, and nobody knew why, and nobody asked.
The bowl was on the table. It was a ceramic bowl with a crack running from rim to base, painted with a pattern of blue flowers that had been fashionable in 1921 and were not fashionable anymore. The bowl held water when there was water and cornmeal when there was cornmeal and nothing when there was nothing, which was often, and the nothing in the bowl was as much a part of the bowl as the blue flowers, perhaps more so, because the nothing was current and the flowers were history.
The photograph was on the wall. It was a photograph of a family standing in front of a house that looked like this house but was not this house, because this house was built in 1928 from lumber that had been salvaged from a barn that had burned, and the house in the photograph had been built in 1890 from lumber that had been cut from trees that had been cut from a forest that had been clearcut by a railroad company that had not been clear about their intentions. The photograph showed four people, a man and a woman and two children, all of them looking at the camera with expressions that could have been smiles if the camera had been a friend instead of a machine that demanded you stand very still and not move and not blink and the man in the photograph was Silas's father, dead now, dead two years, and the woman was his mother, who had walked into the dust one morning and not come back and they had found her body three days later twenty miles from town, and the children were Silas's brother, who had left with the shirt, and Silas's sister, who had been sick with coughing sickness for a month and had gotten better, and the photograph showed them all together in a moment that had not existed, because they had never all been standing in front of this house at the same time, the house had not existed when the photograph was taken, and the photograph was a lie that told the truth about something the dust could not erase.
The spoon was on the table next to the bowl. It was a metal spoon with a handle that had been bent and straightened three times, each time leaving a mark that was visible if you looked closely, three small ridges in the metal that told the history of the spoon, of meals eaten from the bowl, of stirring done in the pot over the stove, of scraping the bottom of the pot when the cooking was done and there was nothing left to eat and you were scraping for the last trace of whatever it was that had been cooking, whether it was cornbread or oatmeal or water that had been heated with a handful of cornmeal thrown in at the last moment to give it flavor. The spoon stayed.
The window was open. It was always open, in winter and summer, because the smoke from the stove needed to escape and the dust needed to enter and the openness of the window was the only thing that made the inside of the house connected to the outside, and without that connection the house would be a tomb, and tombs were for people who were dead and Silas was not dead yet even though he had been gone six months and Ruth had stopped asking when he would come back and had started asking how much longer they could last with what they had, and the answer to that question was written in the things that stayed behind.
The quilt was on the cot. It was made from pieces of old clothing, squares of fabric stitched together by Ruth's mother in 1910 from dresses that had been out of style and shirts that had been worn through, and each square told the story of a garment and each garment told the story of a person and the quilt told the story of all of them together, a tapestry of cloth that had kept a family warm through seven winters and one spring that was too hot and one summer that was too long and one fall that had brought the first dust and the quilt was on the cot and it was heavy with dust and it smelled like dust and it was warm and it was the most valuable thing in the house because it contained the history of every person who had ever slept under it and the dust could not erase that history because the history was in the stitching and the stitching was strong and the dust was patient but it could not undo a stitch that had been tied properly.
The door was closed. It was a wooden door with a lock that did not work and a hinge that squeaked and a knob that was held on by a single nail that Ruth had driven into the wood with a rock when the original screws had fallen out. The door was closed because it was night and the cold was coming in from the plains and Ruth wanted to keep what little warmth they had inside the house, and the closed door was a statement, a declaration that inside and outside were different things, that the dust was outside and the people were inside, and that the boundary between them, thin as wood and metal and a single nail, mattered.
The child's drawing was taped to the wall below the photograph. It was a drawing by a girl named May who was five years old and who had learned to hold a pencil from watching Ruth write letters to Silas that Ruth never sent. The drawing showed a house, three rooms and a dirt floor and a roof that did not leak, and a family, four people standing in front of it, and the sun was yellow and the sky was blue and the dust was not in the drawing because May had never seen dust that was not yellow and blue, because to her the world had always been the colors that were in the drawing, and the drawing was a lie that told the truth about something the dust could not reach, which was the imagination of a child who had never known a world without dust and had drawn a world with blue sky anyway.
The well was outside. It was thirty yards from the house, through the dust and across the field that had been planted and harvested and planted again and harvested again until the earth had been exhausted and the topsoil had blown away and what was left was subsoil, red and hard and incapable of growing anything except dust, and the well was ten feet deep and full of water that was not safe to drink but was the only water they had and Ruth drew from it every morning and every evening and carried the bucket twenty yards back to the house and the bucket had a hole in the bottom that she had patched with tar and the patch worked most of the time and when it did not work she scooped the water with a cup and carried it in the cup and the cup was chipped and the chip had been there for years and the cup stayed.
The house stayed. The dust came. The things stayed behind. The shirt. The boot. The bowl. The photograph. The spoon. The quilt. The door. The drawing. The well. The bucket. The cup. The nail. The stitch. The tear. The crack. The bend. The scratch. The mark. The color. The shape. The weight. The texture. The smell. The taste.
The dust covered everything eventually. It covered the shirt and the boot and the bowl and the photograph and the spoon and the quilt and the door and the drawing and the house and the well and the bucket and the cup and the nail and the stitch and the tear and the crack and the bend and the scratch and the mark and the color and the shape and the weight and the texture and the smell and the taste, and for a moment, for one moment in the summer of 1934 when the dust storm lasted three days and the sky was black and the world was reduced to a hand's breadth in front of your face, it seemed that everything would be covered and nothing would remain and the history contained in the things would be erased.
But the things stayed behind. The dust covered them but could not erase them. They were still there when the storm passed, when the sky lightened, when the wind died down, when the sun came out again, weak and pale through the thinning dust, and Ruth stepped out of the house and looked at the world and saw that everything was yellow and everything was the same and everything was different, because the things that stayed behind were the same and they were different, because the dust had not erased them and it never would.
The house was abandoned in 1937. Ruth left with May and the left boot and the bowl and the photograph and the spoon and the quilt and they walked west on Route 66, following the signs that said California and the hope that California was a place where the earth did not blow away and the sky was not yellow and the water came from a tap instead of a well and the dust was something you read about instead of something you breathed.
The things that stayed behind remained. The shirt hung on the nail. The boot lay under the cot. The bowl sat on the table. The photograph hung on the wall. The spoon rested by the bowl. The quilt covered the empty cot. The door was closed. The drawing was taped to the wall. The window was open. The dust filled the house and the things filled the dust and neither erased the other and they remained, together, in the silence that followed the departure, in the empty rooms that held no people but held everything the people had left, in a house on the plains of Oklahoma that no one visited but that no one could erase, because the things that stay behind are more permanent than the things that leave, and the dust, for all its power, could not undo a stitch that had been tied properly.
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