The Things Remember

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The house was made of two things: wood and forgetting. The wood was cypress and pine, cut from the stands that had once covered Oklahoma and now covered nothing at all, and the forgetting was the kind of forgetting that happens when the wind blows for three hundred and sixty-five days and your skin becomes the texture of the dust and you stop remembering what rain feels like because you have forgotten that anything other than dust exists.

The porch had five steps. The third step from the bottom was lower than the others, worn down by years of feet: first a man's work boots, then a woman's house shoes, then a boy's bare feet in summer and a girl's sandals in spring, then a different man's dress shoes that did not belong to the man who had worn the work boots, then a different woman's shoes that did not belong to the woman who had worn the house shoes, and then no feet at all. The steps remembered what the people did not. They remembered the weight and the gait and the direction: always down, never up. The house had been entered from the top, and it had been emptied from the bottom, and the steps recorded this truth in their slow, patient wearing.

The kitchen table had a scar across its surface, a white line that ran from the left edge to the right edge, made by a knife in 1932, the year that the man had come home from the bank with a letter that he did not hand to the woman but placed on the table, and the woman had read it standing, and the knife had been in her hand for cutting bread, and the scar was the physical trace of a sentence the woman had read: the bank is foreclosing on your property, effective immediately, and the scar was deeper than the sentence, deeper than the foreclosure, deeper than the decision to leave that came three months later, and the scar remained after the people were gone, after the house was empty, after the dust had covered the table in a layer so thick that the scar was buried and no one could see it anymore, but it was still there, in the wood, holding the memory of a knife and a letter and a sentence that changed the direction of a family's life.

The Bible was on the mantle. It had been there since the family arrived in the house, carried from Kansas in the wagon that had broken an axle fifty miles from Oklahoma and had been repaired with wood from the wagon itself, a self-repairing machine in a self-destructing landscape. The Bible was bound in leather that had cracked and flaked and been replaced by dust, and the pages were yellowed and soft with handling, and the margins contained notes in two different hands: the man's, which were practical and brief (rent due November 1930, seed purchased from Miller's supply), and the woman's, which were prayers and names. The notes continued after the family left, in a third hand that was smaller and less certain, belonging to the boy, who had been twelve when they left and who had written in the margins from wherever they had gone, from wherever they were going, from the road itself, which was the only address that mattered anymore. The Bible was found in 1957 by a young man from the historical society who was documenting the abandoned homesteads of the Dust Bowl, and he carried it to a museum in Oklahoma City where it sits today in a climate-controlled case, and no one who reads the margins can tell which hand wrote the prayers and which hand wrote the practical notes, because the dust has mixed them together, and the mixing is the point: the hands are the same hand, the family is the same family, the forgetting is the same forgetting, and the Bible, like the steps and the table, remembers what the people cannot.

The jar was on the windowsill. It was a mason jar, empty, with a lid that had been screwed on and never unscrewed, placed there by the woman in 1934, the year that the dust storms came so thick that noon looked like midnight and the family lit candles and sat at the table and waited for the wind to stop and it did not stop for six days, and the jar contained nothing because there was nothing to contain, but the lid was on the jar because the woman believed, with the irrational certainty of someone who has nothing left to lose, that someday there would be something worth preserving, and the jar sat on the windowsill for twenty-three years, catching dust and light, and in 1957 it was found exactly as it had been left: empty, sealed, on the windowsill, and the emptiness was not an absence but a declaration: this jar will hold something someday, and that someday never came, and the jar is still here, and the declaration is still true, because the belief was in the sealing, not in the filling, and the belief has outlasted the people who held it.

The child's shoe was in the closet. It was a small shoe, leather, with a buckle, placed on the top shelf of the closet by the woman after the child had outgrown it, and the child had never worn another shoe like it. The girl grew into boots. The boy grew into work shoes. The small shoe remained on the top shelf, invisible to anyone who did not open the closet and look up, and in 1957 a young man opened the closet and looked up and found the shoe and held it in his hands and understood, for the first time, the physics of forgetting: things are not lost. They are hidden on shelves that are out of reach, in closets that are closed, behind doors that are locked. They remain, intact and intactable, in the dark, waiting for someone to open the closet and look up and find them and hold them and understand that they were never lost, only waiting.

The land itself was the final object, and it was the largest and the smallest and the most patient. It had been two hundred acres in 1928, and it had been two hundred acres of cotton and corn and soybeans, and the cotton had been picked by hands that were not the family's and the corn had been harvested by machines that belonged to the bank and the soybeans had been planted by the man in the spring of 1933 and never grown, because the spring had come with dust instead of rain and the planting had been an act of faith that the land would respond to human intention, and the land had not responded, and the two hundred acres had become two hundred acres of dust, and the dust had covered everything: the house, the fields, the fence posts, the bones of the cattle that had died when there was no grass, and the dust had settled into the cracks of the house and the pages of the Bible and the scar on the table and the inside of the jar and the small shoe in the closet, and the dust was the memory of the land, and the land had forgotten its own history, and the dust remembered for it.

In 1957, the young man from the historical society walked through the house and the fields and the yard, and he wrote down the numbers on the walls where people had measured their children's heights, and he photographed the jar and the shoe and the scar and the Bible, and he drove back to Oklahoma City and he filed his report and he placed the objects in the museum, and he understood, in a way that his training had not prepared him to understand, that objects are not evidence. They are the evidence. The history is not in the report or the photographs. The history is in the jar with its lid screwed on, in the shoe on the top shelf, in the scar on the table, in the steps that slope downward, in the Bible whose margins cannot be separated into two hands. The history is the object itself, patient and mute and patient, holding the weight of what has been forgotten by the people who owned it, and waiting for someone to open the closet and look up and see that nothing has been lost, only preserved in the way that only objects know how to preserve: silently, completely, and without the need for anyone to remember.


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