Secret in the Attic

I.

The box was locked, but the lock had rusted through the humidity of a Louisiana summer, and Lula May Beauregard was small and determined and possessed of a strength that came from being the youngest daughter and therefore the most overlooked.

She pulled. The lock gave.

Inside the attic of the Thibodeaux plantation house, under a ceiling of spider webs and dust thick enough to write in, Lula May found a wooden box the size of a bread loaf. It smelled of cedar and something else, something like fear.

She opened it.

The first thing she saw was a bundle of letters, tied with string that had once been white. The second thing was a diary, leather-bound, its pages warped by moisture. Lula May had never read a diary before. She sat on the floor and opened it and began to read, and the reading changed everything.

II.

The Thibodeaux plantation sat on the bayou like a tired king on a broken throne. The white pillars were peeling. The garden had gone wild. But it was a Thibodeaux house, and in this part of Louisiana, that still meant something.

Lula May family owned the Beauregard property three miles upstream. Her grandmother played cards on Tuesdays with Eliot grandmother, and the two families exchanged casseroles and polite conversation the way Southerners exchange weather reports, ritually, without expectation of truth.

Lula May and Eliot were seven when they became friends. She was all knees and dirt and bold questions; he was quiet and still and observant in a way that made adults uncomfortable.

They met at the fence, the wooden thing that separated their properties, rotting in the middle, covered in kudzu. She would climb it; he would sit at the bottom and watch.

"Your house is big," she said.

"So is yours."

"Yours is prettier."

"It is falling apart."

"Mine falling apart too. Grandmama will not let me see it because there are spiders."

He nodded. "There are spiders in my house too."

"I am not afraid of spiders."

"I know."

She became the first and only person to ever climb a Thibodeaux fence and then immediately climb back down. Eliot watched her go up with the expression of someone witnessing a natural disaster.

"Why did you come back down?" he asked.

"Because I do not live here. You do."

He thought about this. "That is the stupidest thing you have ever said."

She beamed.

The diary revealed that Eliot mother, Genevieve, dead when he was five, had kept a record of things the family preferred forgotten. Her final entry, dated two weeks before her death, contained a single paragraph that changed everything:

"I know who his father is. I know what Silas did. And I know that when I am gone, he will try to bury the truth the way he buried everything else. But the truth is not soil. It will not stay buried."

Lula May read that paragraph four times. Then she closed the diary. She sat in the attic with the Louisiana heat pressing against the windows and tried to understand what she had just learned.

Eliot Thibodeaux was not Silas Thibodeaux son.

His father was a man the diary named but Silas had buried under six feet of bayou mud.

III.

The first thing Lula May did was keep the secret.

The second thing she did was look at Eliot differently. Not with pity, she was too fierce for pity, but with a new and terrible awareness of the weight he carried beneath his quiet exterior. Every still moment, every patient silence, every time he looked at the bayou and said nothing, what was he carrying?

She tried to tell him.

Not directly. She was not foolish. But she began to sit with him longer at the fence. She brought him peaches from her grandmother tree. She talked about nothing, about school, about the movie that had come to town, about how the weather felt different today, and he listened, and she watched him watch the water.

"You are being strange," he said one afternoon.

"I am being Lula May. That is not strange; that is Tuesday."

He almost smiled. Almost.

The secret did not stay buried. It rarely does in Louisiana. The heat brings things up.

Someone saw Lula May in the attic. Someone asked what she was doing up there. Someone went to her grandmother. Grandmama Beauregard went pale, then red, then pale again, and took Lula May to church.

The word spread through the parish the way words always spread in small towns, in whispers, in glances, in the spaces between sentences at church socials.

Eliot found out.

He did not confront Lula May. He did not confront anyone. He went to the attic on a Sunday afternoon, when the house was empty and the humidity made the air feel like soup. He read the diary. He read the paragraph.

And then he sat on the floor of the attic and he did not move for a long time.

IV.

Twenty years later, Lula May Beauregard returned to the Thibodeaux house.

It was abandoned. The pillars were gone. The roof sagged. The kudzu had consumed everything, the house, the fence, even the memory of what had stood there.

She went upstairs. The attic was still there, though the roof leaned. The box was still there, under the same spot, still locked with the same rusted lock.

She opened it.

The diary was gone. The letters were gone. But there was something else, a folded piece of paper that had been hidden beneath the floorboard.

Her name was on it.

"Lula May," it began. "If you are reading this, I am dead, and you came back, which means you are the kind of person who comes back, which means you were always the kind of person I loved."

She sat on the attic floor and read it in the Louisiana dark.

When she finished, she put the paper in her pocket and walked downstairs and out of the house and into the heat and the light and the kudzu and the years and the long, slow, beautiful process of forgiving everything that had ever happened.

The bayou kept flowing. It always did.

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