Winter on the Rust Belt

I.

The gas station was still there. That was the first thing Casey noticed.

It stood on the edge of town like a relic, fluorescent lights humming overhead, casting a sickly yellow glow on the cracked concrete and the two pumps that still worked and the third pump that did not but nobody had taken the time to remove.

Nick was behind the counter, wiping something that was already clean. His hands were permanent stains, oil in the fingerprints, grease under the nails, a darkness that no amount of scrubbing could reach.

Casey stood in the doorway and watched him for a moment. He looked up. He did not seem surprised.

"Casey," he said.

"Nick."

It had been five years. Five years since she had driven away from this town with a suitcase and a scholarship and a conviction that she was doing the right thing. Five years since she had looked at him one last time and gotten into her car and not looked back.

She was not sure he knew she was coming. She was not sure she had told him she was coming.

"How is your father?" she asked.

"He is dead."

The words were flat. Not cruel. Not warm. Just flat, like the land around here, like the factory floor, like the surface of the frozen lake three miles east.

"I am sorry."

"It has been two years."

She nodded. She did not have anything to say to that. There was nothing to say.

II.

They had been children in a place that was already old.

Not old like Europe, old like a machine that had been running so long nobody remembered why it was running or what it was supposed to make. The factory had produced something once. Steel, maybe. Parts for cars that were now sitting in junkyards, rusted into shapes that would never be recognized.

Nick father was a foreman. Casey father was a line worker. They were both the kind of men who came home exhausted and drank and came back the next day and did it again, and the only difference between them was that Nick father drank cheaper whiskey.

Casey and Nick played in the spaces between the factory and the lake. They climbed chain-link fences. They skated on ice that was probably too thin. They sat on the hood of Nick father truck and talked about things they did not understand, college, the future, the possibility that they might leave and never come back.

"I am going to college," Nick said once, when they were fourteen. "I got accepted to Michigan."

Casey looked at him. "That is great."

"Yeah."

"But you are not going."

It was not a question. Nick was looking at the factory, at the smokestacks that had been silent for three weeks and would probably stay silent forever. His father had come home that morning and sat in his car in the driveway for two hours and then come inside and started drinking before noon.

"I will go," Nick said.

They both knew he would not.

He did not. The acceptance letter arrived in October. By November, the factory was closed. By December, Nick had stopped talking about college at all.

Casey got her scholarship in spring. Michigan State. Full ride. She was eighteen and it was the most exciting thing that had ever happened to anyone in this town.

She told Nick the night before she left.

They were sitting on the hood of his truck, same as always, watching the factory. The windows were broken. The sign had been taken down. There was nothing left to look at.

"I leave in the morning," she said.

"I know."

"Are you mad?"

"No."

"You should be."

"No."

He was quiet. She waited. The night was cold and the kind of cold that goes through your jacket and your sweater and your skin and settles in your bones.

"I will write," she said.

"Yeah," he said. "You do that."

She got in her car. She started the engine. She drove away. She did not look back.

III.

Casey tried to write. She wrote for three months. Then the letters got shorter. Then they stopped coming altogether. She told herself it was because he stopped writing back. She told herself a lot of things.

The truth was simpler and harder: she had started a new life, and the new life did not have room for a boy from a town that did not exist anymore, working at a gas station that probably would not be there in five years.

She built something in the east. She got a degree. She got a job. She got an apartment with windows that faced east, toward the morning, toward whatever came next.

She did not think about Nick much. When she did, it was in fragments, a hand on a steering wheel, a shoulder in the cold, the sound of his voice saying "You do that" in a tone that was neither angry nor sad but something she could not name.

Four years passed. Then five.

Then she drove back.

IV.

They talked for a while. It was not easy. It was not hard. It was like talking to someone you used to know, someone whose name you remembered but whose voice you had forgotten.

"How long you been here?" Casey asked.

"Since the factory closed. Been at this station six years."

"Must be lonely."

"Not really."

She looked around. The station was small, clean, functional. There was a coffee machine in the corner that probably made the worst coffee in Michigan. There was a television mounted on the wall that was turned off. There was a chair and a magazine that was a year old.

"I brought something," Nick said. He reached under the counter and pulled out a small box. Inside was a key. "My father truck. It is in the back. Starts, mostly."

She took the key. It was cold and heavy. "I do not need a truck."

"I know."

Silence. The fluorescent light hummed. Somewhere outside, the wind was picking up. Winter was coming. It always did.

"Casey."

"Hmm?"

"I was glad you came."

She looked at him. He was looking at the counter, at the thing he was cleaning that was already clean. His hands were the same. His face had changed, older, harder, less of the boy she had known and more of the man the town had made.

"Nick"

"Do not." He finally looked at her. His eyes were flat and gray and had the same color as the sky in November. "Do not say anything. Just stay for dinner. I will make coffee. It will be terrible. But it will be coffee."

She nodded. "Okay."

She stayed for dinner. The coffee was terrible. The wind got worse. The fluorescent light kept humming.

In the morning, she left.

She drove past the factory, past the lake, past the fence where they had sat as children and talked about a future that had never arrived. She did not look back.

Behind her, the gas station fluorescent light was still on. Nick was probably still behind the counter, wiping something that was already clean.

Winter had come. It always did.

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