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Blue Star Rising
The Taking happened on a Friday. I know because I was at school — Midtown High, Upper West Side — and at exactly 2:17 PM, the principal picked up the phone to call a parent conference and found that there were no parents left to call. Not missing. Not dead. Gone. The line was dead because the people on the other end of it had simply ceased to exist.
By Monday, it was clear: everyone over thirteen was gone. Not everyone — some people were fourteen or fifteen or sixteen, and they were here. But everyone over thirteen, taken. The word taken is wrong because it implies agency — someone took them. But nobody took anyone. They just weren't here anymore.
I'm thirteen. Henry Mercer. My father is a psychiatrist. My mother is a concert pianist. Both are gone. I inherited their apartment on the Upper West Side — third floor, brownstone, a study full of books I shouldn't have read and a piano I can't play. I can press the keys and make sounds, but music requires something I don't have, which is the ability to feel things in the right order.
The first week, I wandered Manhattan. I ate cereal for dinner because it was the only thing I knew how to prepare without instructions. I walked through Central Park and found deer — deer that had wandered in from the city's edges, unafraid, because the people who would have shot them were gone. The deer moved through the park like ghosts in a world that had already become haunted.
I read my father's patient files. They were in a locked cabinet in his study. I found the key in a desk drawer next to a bottle of scotch and a stack of unopened bills. The files were interesting — not the patients' names or histories, but my father's notes. His observations. The way he described the minds of the people who came to see him, as if understanding them was the same thing as controlling them.
One file stood out. The patient's name was redacted — my father had crossed it out with a pen, probably for privacy, probably out of habit. But the notes were different. He wrote about "the double" — a concept from psychoanalysis, the idea that every person has a shadow self, a version of themselves that exists in the unconscious and mirrors their desires and fears. He wrote: "Patient reports seeing his double with increasing frequency. The double is not threatening — it is seductive. It offers the patient everything the patient is too afraid to want for himself. Warning: identification with the double precedes dissolution of the ego."
I didn't understand it. Or I understood it too well. I was too tired to tell the difference.
The games started after the first month. Children formed groups. They created structures that looked like adult institutions but operated on the logic of play. There was "The Council" in Washington Square Park — a group of maybe thirty teens who held meetings and passed resolutions about things that didn't matter. There was "The Court" in Tribeca — a group that decided disputes by holding trials where the judges were twelve-year-olds and the sentences were chores or food rationing.
And there was Oliver's group in Central Park.
Oliver Vance was thirteen, like me. Before The Taking, he'd been my elementary school classmate — the kind of boy who was popular without trying, athletic without seeming to effort, everything I wasn't. I remembered him from third grade: tall for his age, blonde, with a smile that made teachers smile back. He sat in the back of the class and never raised his hand, but when the teacher asked a question and he answered, the answer was always right, and the class was always impressed, and I was always resentful.
After The Taking, Oliver didn't seem resentful. He seemed expanded.
He found me in November, in the lobby of our brownstone. I was sitting on the stairs, eating an apple from the kitchen, and he appeared in the doorway like someone who owned the place.
"Henry Mercer," he said. He remembered my name. That surprised me.
"Oliver Vance."
"You play the piano."
"I can't."
"You can press the keys. That's pressing. Pressing is a kind of playing."
He was charming. That was the thing about Oliver — he was genuinely, undeniably charming. People followed him not because they were afraid of him but because being near him felt like standing next to a fire on a cold night. You knew the fire could burn you. You stayed anyway.
He invited me to Central Park. "We're building something," he said. "Not a game. Not a Council. Something real."
I went. What I saw in Central Park wasn't a kingdom — it was a pressure cooker. Oliver's group was maybe fifty people, ages thirteen to sixteen, and they were living together in a cluster of tents and salvaged buildings — the Delacorte Theater, the boathouse, parts of the Zoo that had been torn apart by animals. They had food — Oliver had figured out how to raid the warehouses on the Hudson and distribute it. They had water — they'd fixed a pump near the reservoir. They had rules, and the rules were enforced, and the enforcers were Oliver's favorites, who treated enforcement like a sport.
It was functional. It was also wrong.
I spent a week there. Oliver showed me everything — the food stores, the guard rotations, the "council" that advised him (though Oliver made the final decisions, and everyone knew it). He was building something real, as he said, but it wasn't governance. It was domination dressed up as community.
One evening, he took me aside. We were on the roof of the boathouse, looking at the Manhattan skyline — the buildings dark except for the occasional window that had a light burning in it, like eyes in a face that was half-asleep.
"You think I'm a monster," Oliver said. He wasn't accusing me. He was stating a possibility he'd considered and found acceptable.
"I think you're efficient."
"Efficiency is just morality with the emotion turned down."
"That's the most intelligent thing you've ever said."
"It's also the truest." He looked at me. "You're different, Henry. You notice things. You sit in the back of the class and watch. You read your father's files. You hear things other people don't."
"I hear what I want to hear."
"No. You hear what other people are afraid to hear. That's why your father was your father. That's why you're you."
He leaned closer. "I like it here. I like being the one who decides. It feels like breathing after I've been holding my breath my whole life. Do you know what it's like to be the kid who's fine but never great? To be the kid who's liked but never loved? I'm not fine anymore. I'm not even the kid in the back of the class. I'm the one on the roof, and everybody below me is looking up."
I wanted to tell him he was wrong. I wanted to say that what he was doing was cruelty disguised as leadership. But I couldn't, because part of me understood him. The part that sat in the back of the class. The part that wanted to be seen. The part that was afraid of wanting that too much.
Dr. Catherine Shaw found me in December. She was thirty-four, a child psychiatrist who'd survived The Taking — the disease spared her, for reasons no one understood. She came to our brownstone with a medical bag and a list of names — children she'd been treating before The Taking, or whose parents had been her patients. I was on the list because my father had referred half his cases to her.
She found me in my father's study, reading one of his patient files — not the redacted one, another one, about a boy who'd seen his double and then disappeared. The police had called it a runaway. His father called it a tragedy. Dr. Shaw called it what it was: a boy who'd identified so completely with his shadow self that he'd ceased to exist as himself.
"You shouldn't be reading these," she said.
"I should be doing a lot of things I'm not doing."
She sat down. She looked tired. She was thirty-four and the world had ended and she was one of the few adults left, which made her both powerful and powerless — everyone wanted her to have answers, but she didn't.
"What's happening to the children," she said, "is not adaptation. It's unraveling. The minds of thirteen-year-olds were never built for this. They're supposed to be figuring out who they are. Instead, they're running food distributions and passing laws and making war. And the ones who do it best — the Olivars of the world — are the ones who were already willing to sacrifice themselves on the altar of importance. They're not leaders, Henry. They're pathologies wearing leadership like a costume."
"And you're telling me this because?"
"Because I think you're at risk too. You're smart, you're sensitive, and you're reading your father's files on the double. You're studying your own shadow. That's dangerous."
"I met Oliver today."
"I know. I've been watching him."
" what are you going to do?"
"Nothing. That's the problem. There's nothing I can do. I'm one person. Oliver is fifty. And in a world without institutions, the person with the most charisma wins. Not the person with the most wisdom. The person who makes you feel something."
I went back to the brownstone. I stood in front of the mirror above the fireplace in my father's study. It was 2 AM. The city was quiet — not the peaceful quiet of a sleeping town, but the heavy quiet of a world that had stopped moving forward and was just... existing.
I looked at my reflection. I was thirteen. I had my father's nose and my mother's eyes. I was smart and fragile and too observant for my own good.
"Who are you?" I said to the reflection.
The reflection didn't answer.
I said it again. "Who are you?"
The reflection's lips didn't move. I leaned closer. For one breath — one single, impossible breath — the reflection smiled.
I wasn't smiling.
I stepped back. The reflection was normal again. I told myself it was exhaustion. It was exhaustion. It had to be exhaustion.
I wrote about it in my father's patient journal, in the margin next to the case study of the boy who'd seen his double and disappeared. I wrote: "The double is not threatening. It is seductive." And I understood, for the first time, what my father had meant.
Oliver was my double. Everything I wanted to be but was too afraid to become. He was the boy on the roof who didn't sit in the back of the class anymore. He was the boy who decided instead of watching. He was me, if I had stopped being afraid.
And the terrible thing — the thing that kept me awake at 2 AM, staring at my reflection and seeing someone else's smile — was that part of me wanted to be him. Not the cruel part. Not the dominating part. The part that wanted to matter. The part that wanted to stop watching and start doing.
The part that wanted to be Oliver.
I closed the journal. I walked to the piano. I pressed a key. It made a sound — not music, but a sound. A sound in an empty apartment in a city that was slowly being reclaimed by the animals and the plants and the wind. A sound that wasn't nothing, because something had made it. Even if it wasn't music.
Outside, the city breathed. Somewhere, an animal howled — a dog, or a coyote, or something that had always been here and was just waiting for the people to stop talking long enough to be heard again.
I pressed another key. And another. A chord. Not beautiful. Not ugly. Just a chord. The beginning of a song that might never be finished.
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