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The first time Jake Colter returned to Blackwood as a professional player, the town had put up a banner on Main Street. It read: OUR BOY MADE IT. The letters were painted on a strip of plywood that was held up by two telephone poles and swaying slightly in the mountain wind.

Jake sat in the backseat of the Uber and watched the banner pass by. He counted to ten. Then he said, Can you take the side road?

The driver, a kid named Trevor who could not have been older than twenty, said, Side road is closed. There is a cave-in on Route 9.

Jake looked out the window. Main Street looked exactly the way he remembered it, except worse. The hardware store was gone, replaced by a pawn shop. The pharmacy was gone, replaced by another pawn shop. The diner was still there, but the parking lot was half empty. Seven pawn shops on a street that had once supported two supermarkets, three hardware stores, and a movie theater that had been a movie theater until Twenty Eighteen.

Right here, Jake said.

He got out of the car and stood on the sidewalk in front of his mother house. It was a small thing - three bedrooms, one bath, a porch that leaned slightly to the left. Hazel Colter was sitting on the porch, as she was every day at 3:00 PM, watching the cars go by.

Mom.

She looked up and smiled. It was the smile she had been saving for him. Jake. You made it.

He walked up the porch steps. They creaked. They always creaked. He sat down next to her and looked out at the street.

How many pawn shops now? he asked.

Hazel did not answer right away. She counted on her fingers. Four. Used to be two. Used to be one.

Jake nodded. He looked at his knees. They were wrapped in ice packs, even though he had been home for three hours. The ice was melting. Water dripped onto the porch boards.

You want some tea? his mother asked.

I am fine, Ma.

She did not offer again. She never did. That was Hazel Colter genius: she knew when to speak and when to be quiet. She had raised a son who made seven figures playing a sport that destroyed men bodies, and she had never once told him to stop, because stopping meant losing, and losing meant he was just another kid from Blackwood who had dreamed too big and landed too short.

But Jake was losing. He had been losing for years. He had won the game on Sunday - two touchdowns, three receptions, forty thousand dollars bonus - but he was losing the war. The war was against time, against decay, against the slow, inevitable process by which his hometown was disappearing beneath him like water draining from a bathtub.

The second time he returned, there was a fifth pawn shop.

The third time, the school had closed. Seventh-grade students were bussed two towns over. The new superintendent called it an unfortunate but necessary consolidation. Jake called it what it was: the death spiral. Fewer kids meant less funding meant more closures meant fewer services meant more families leaving.

He started dreading the trips home. Not because he did not love his mother or the town or the mountains that surrounded them all like a cage. He dreaded it because every time he came back, something was worse. A roof that had collapsed in the storm. A church that had sold its bells. A gas station that had run out of gas - permanently.

One Sunday, after a game against Pittsburgh, a reporter asked him during the post-game conference: Jake, you grew up in a small town in West Virginia. What does it mean to you to be playing at this level?

Jake looked at the reporter. He thought about saying something smart. Something inspirational. Something that would make the evening sports show. Instead he said: I just wish somebody would stay.

The clip went viral. Not because it was profound. Because it was honest. And honesty in sports is like a three-foot jump shot in a world of dunks - it is unexpected and slightly uncomfortable and everyone watches anyway.

His mother saw the clip on the television. She called him. You mean it? she asked.

Mean what?

About wishing somebody would stay.

He looked out the hotel window. The city was bright and loud and full of people who would never know the name of his town, much less care. Yeah, Ma. I mean it.

She was quiet for a long time. Then she said: I wish somebody would stay too.

The fourth pawn shop opened on a Tuesday. It was across the street from the fifth pawn shop. Jake saw it on Instagram - a post from Sheriff Harlan, who was also the mayor and the guy who had told his father to play football when Jake was twelve and his father was coughing blood into a handkerchief. The post read: New business! Dave Pawn and Payday. Open Monday through Saturday! We buy gold, we buy guns, we buy joy.

Jake liked the post. Then he closed the app and lay on his hotel bed and stared at the ceiling and thought about the fact that he was twenty-three years old and he had two good knees and one okay knee and a bank account with seven zeros in it and a hometown that had nothing left to sell but other people things.

He texted his mother: How many now?

Her reply came two minutes later: Five.

He texted back: I am sorry.

She did not reply. She did not need to. The silence was answer enough.

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