Paper Cups and Diner Coffee

The alarm clock sounded at four in the morning the same way it sounded the day before and the day before that and the day before that — with a sound like a small animal trapped in a metal box, urgent and annoying and impossible to ignore for more than thirty seconds.

Sarah Miller pressed the button with her left hand while keeping her right hand flat on the mattress so that her body would not roll off the edge of the bed. She lay there for five more seconds, eyes open, staring at the ceiling which had a crack running through it from corner to corner like a river on a map, and she thought about nothing in particular, the way you think about nothing when you have been thinking about something for so long that the something has dissolved into nothing.

She got up. She put on her uniform — a polyester thing in navy blue that fit poorly because the tailor had measured her six months ago and she had gained three pounds since then, or maybe she had lost three pounds and the tailor was simply wrong, and Sarah could never remember which. She pulled her hair into a bun with a clip that had lost its spring, so the bun held only barely, the way most things in Sarah's life held.

She drove to the diner in a Ford Taurus that was twelve years old and smelled like old coffee and old decisions. The parking lot was empty except for a rusted pickup truck and a minivan with a Ohio license plate from a state Sarah had never visited. She parked in the same spot she always parked in, which was the third space from the door on the side that faced the interstate, because from that angle she could see people coming and going, and watching people come and go was the closest thing to entertainment she had on a Tuesday shift.

She opened the diner at four-thirty. She wiped down the counter, checked the coffee machine, and flipped the sign in the window from CLOSED to OPEN. The sign had been stuck in CLOSED position for three weeks before she finally got around to flipping it, and the person who noticed — nobody — was probably the reason it did not matter.

Dave Kowalski came in at four in the afternoon. He had been coming in at four in the afternoon for two years, which meant Sarah knew his order before he opened his mouth: one coffee, black, and a slice of cherry pie, heated but not hot, the way he preferred it. He sat at counter four, which was the seat closest to the window but not the one that squeaked when you leaned on it. He always sat at counter four.

"Evening, Dave," Sarah said, pouring the coffee.

"Evening, Sarah." He took the coffee and took the pie and ate the pie in six bites — fast, efficient, the way a person eats who has spent a lifetime learning that if you slow down, you might notice you are hungry for something other than cherry pie.

"How's the truck?" Sarah asked. This was a standard question. It did not require a standard answer.

"Dead," Dave said. "Transmission went. Owner says he will fix it when the market turns."

"When is that?"

" spring."

"Spring is a long way off."

"It is June," Dave said, and he smiled, and it was a small smile, the kind that belongs to a person who knows that June is not spring and says it anyway because there is comfort in small lies told in small kitchens to people who do not care about the truth.

Sarah went back to wiping the counter. She had heard this conversation before, or one exactly like it, and she knew that Dave's truck would not be fixed in spring, or summer, or autumn. The owner of the trucking company was a man who fixed things only when the cost of not fixing them exceeded the cost of fixing them, and Dave's truck was currently below that threshold. This was not tragedy. This was accounting.

They talked about nothing for the next forty-five minutes. They talked about the weather, which was hot and would probably stay hot until October. They talked about the sports section of the newspaper, which Dave read while he ate his pie and Sarah pretended to read while she cleaned the coffee stains off counter four. They talked about the new movie at the Cineplex, which neither of them had seen and both of them agreed was probably bad.

At four-fifty, Dave finished his coffee, left a dollar tip on the counter — which was more than the coffee cost, but not enough to be generous — and said, "See you tomorrow," and Sarah said, "See you tomorrow," and he left and got into his truck and drove away, and the diner was quiet until the next customer came in, which was usually a trucker or a runaway or someone who needed a place to sit that was not their house.

Sarah went home at ten. She slept until midnight, which was when her second shift started — not at the diner, but at Cuyahoga Community College, where she took a film production class on Tuesday and Thursday nights. The class was taught by a man named Professor Henderson who had gray hair and a habit of saying things like "your vision" and "your truth" and "what the camera sees" and Sarah always wanted to tell him that the camera sees what she tells it to see, but that is not the same thing as vision, and vision is not the same thing as truth, and the camera cannot tell the difference.

She was making a short film for her class — a ten-minute piece about the diner, about the people who came in, about the way the light fell on the counter at four in the afternoon when Dave Kowalski sat there eating his cherry pie. She filmed it on her phone, which kept dying because the battery was old and the phone was old and the world she lived in was full of things that were old and working anyway, the way she was old and working anyway.

Professor Henderson watched her film and said, "It is honest, Sarah. It is not glamorous, but it is honest. Sometimes honesty is enough."

"Sometimes," Sarah said. She did not tell him that she had shown the film to three film festivals and received three rejection emails, and that the rejection emails all said essentially the same thing: your work is strong but we are unable to include it at this time, and she had stopped reading the rest of the email after the first sentence because the rest of it was always the same: not for you this time, not for you this time, not for you this time.

Dave did not come to the diner on a Monday.

Sarah noticed because it was the first time in two years that counter four had been empty at four in the afternoon. She looked at it — the empty seat, the empty cup, the empty plate that she had not yet cleared — and she felt something in her chest shift the way a stone shifts when you are walking on a path and you do not feel it move until you look down and it is no longer where it was.

She did not think about it much. She went back to wiping the counter and serving coffee to the people who needed coffee and pie and a place to sit that was not their house. She told Tami, the other waitress, that Dave had not come in, and Tami said, "Oh," and went back to cleaning the coffee machine, and the conversation ended the way conversations end when one person cares and the other does not.

A week passed. Sarah went to work. She woke up at four. She drove to the diner. She opened the diner. She served coffee. She closed the diner. She went home. She slept. She went to class. She made more shots for her film. She ate cereal for dinner most nights because cooking for one person felt like a commitment she was not ready to make.

On the eighth day, a woman came into the diner — a woman Sarah had never seen before, with gray hair and a face that looked like Dave's face if you squinted, and she sat at counter four and ordered coffee and a slice of pie, and Sarah brought it to her and she said, "I am Dave's sister. His name is Dave and I am his sister and he died on a Sunday in his sleep and I am telling you this because he talked about you sometimes, and I wanted you to know that he did not suffer."

Sarah stood behind the counter with a tray in her hand and a coffee pot in the other hand and a piece of cherry pie that she had heated but not hot the way Dave preferred it, and she listened to Dave's sister talk, and she nodded, and she said, "I am sorry," and Dave's sister said, "Me too," and that was the extent of their conversation, which was appropriate because they did not know each other and did not need to.

Sarah went back to work the next shift. She flipped burgers. She answered questions nobody wanted to hear. She went to her film class. She made a short film about Dave. About the diner. About everyone who sat at counter four and stared at the wall and thought about what they could have done differently.

The film was eight minutes long. It had no dialogue except for the sound of a coffee pot pouring and a fork scraping a plate and an alarm clock going off at four in the morning. It had no music. It had no narrator. It had a shot of an empty seat at counter four and a shot of a rusted truck in a parking lot and a shot of a hand pressing the button on an alarm clock and a shot of a phone that kept dying.

She submitted it to the Cleveland Independent Film Festival. She did not expect it to win. She submitted it because Professor Henderson said she should, and because submitting to things is a way of saying to the world: I made this, and I am not embarrassed by it, and I am willing to let you see it whether you want to or not.

It won a small prize. Not the grand prize. Not even the second prize. The prize for Best Short Documentary, which is a category that exists in almost every film festival and means approximately the same thing: we liked this enough to give you a certificate and a small check and a handshake in front of a room full of people who are also holding certificates and small checks and handshakes.

After the screening, a woman came up to Sarah and said, "That was about your father, wasn't it?"

Sarah looked at her. The woman was older, maybe sixty, with kind eyes and a face that had spent a lifetime looking at other people's films and deciding whether they were worth watching. "No," Sarah said. "It was about a man named Dave who came to a diner I worked at and drank coffee and ate cherry pie and died in his sleep and never knew that I noticed him."

The woman nodded. "Same thing," she said, and walked away.

Sarah went home and made a bowl of cereal and ate it standing over the sink, the way you eat when you are tired of sitting and too tired to find a table. She watched the ceiling crack while she ate, the way she always watched the ceiling crack while she ate, and she thought about the alarm clock and the sound it made at four in the morning and the way it sounded like a small animal trapped in a metal box.

The next morning, the alarm clock sounded at four in the morning the same way it sounded the day before and the day before that and the day before that. Sarah pressed the button with her left hand and kept her right hand flat on the mattress and got up and put on her uniform and drove to the diner and opened it at four-thirty and flipped the sign from CLOSED to OPEN and waited for four in the afternoon, when counter four would be empty again, and a man would come in and order one coffee and a slice of cherry pie and eat it in six bites and leave a dollar tip and say, "See you tomorrow," and Sarah would say, "See you tomorrow," and the world would continue the way the world continues — not with drama, not with resolution, but with the quiet persistence of a person who wakes up at four in the morning and goes to work and makes films about nothing and calls it enough.

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