Marble's House

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The magnolia tree in front of the Beauregard house dropped a branch in October, and the branch cracked the driveway in three places, and no one called anyone to fix it. The house sagged. The paint peeled. The columns that had once supported a porch that was the envy of the county were now holding up nothing except a slowly declining argument with gravity.

Mabel Beauregard stood on the porch every evening at six, watching the road. She did not know what she was watching for. Maybe nothing. Maybe everything. At sixty-three, she had stopped distinguishing between the two.

The pneumonia came in November, carried on a wind that smelled like the Pearl River -- muddy, patient, indifferent to human plans. She felt it start as a cough in the middle of the night, the kind of cough that sits on your chest and refuses to leave. She took some syrup from the cabinet. It did not help. By morning, she was breathing like an old bellows, each breath requiring effort that her body could no longer spare.

Caleb was not home.

He had not been home for three days. He sometimes went to bar in Natchez, the one on Main Street where the neon sign flickers in a rhythm that sounds like a Morse code message nobody is receiving. He drank beer that cost less than three dollars a bottle and played poker with men who had been losing money to each other since before Caleb was born.

Cora was in Jackson. She had been there since Thursday, covering a shift at the community hospital for a nurse who had come down with the same pneumonia that was currently killing her mother. Cora did not know this. She knew only that her mother had a cough and that she would deal with it when she got back, which would be Sunday, and it was Tuesday.

Ruth Ann found Mabel at noon on Wednesday.

She had arrived at the Beauregard house two months earlier, during a thunderstorm so violent that the magnolia tree had lost three branches and the porch light had gone out and Mabel had sat in the dark for an hour, listening to the rain and thinking about how long it would be before she decided to call somebody. She would never call somebody. That was the problem with being sixty-three and alone in a house that was falling down: you stopped believing that anybody wanted to come fix it.

Ruth Ann was barefoot and soaked and wouldn't say where she came from. She was twenty-eight, thin in a way that suggested she had not been eating well, and she had a Catholic rosary in her pocket that she touched with her thumb when she was nervous.

Mabel let her in. Made her coffee. Gave her the room that had been Cora's when she was a child -- the walls were still painted pink, the bed was narrow but clean, the window looked out at the magnolia tree, which was currently losing another branch to the wind.

Ruth Ann called her "Mama Mabel." It made Mabel uncomfortable for exactly eleven seconds, and then she realized that the alternative was saying nothing at all, and silence was worse.

So she let Ruth Ann call her Mama Mabel, and she let Ruth Ann cook for her, and she let Ruth Ann sweep the porch and chop the wood and talk about things that had nothing to do with the house or the land or the slow collapse of a family that had once owned three hundred acres and now owned a sagging porch and a driveway cracked in three places.

Caleb came home on Wednesday evening, drunk, smelling of cheap beer and someone else's kitchen. He pushed open the front door and found Ruth Ann in the kitchen, stirring a pot of soup, and he stopped in the doorway and said: "What is this?"

"A friend," Ruth Ann said.

"She's not-- She doesn't live here."

"She's sleeping here," Ruth Ann said. "There's a difference."

Caleb called her a nigger-lover for the first time in front of a white person. Ruth Ann did not react. She kept stirring the soup. Mabel, from her wheelchair by the fire, said: "Caleb, that's enough."

He looked at her like he had never looked at her before -- like he was seeing, for the first time, that his mother was not a fixture in the house like the columns or the cracked driveway, but a person who was making a choice, and the choice was not him.

He left. He came back an hour later. He slept in his old room. He did not speak to either of them at breakfast.

Mabel's breathing got worse. By Friday, she could not climb the stairs to the bedroom. Ruth Ann brought a cot downstairs and set it up in the living room, next to the fire, and moved Mabel's mattress from the kitchen table where she had been sleeping and put it on the cot and Mabel lay down and closed her eyes and did not open them for two weeks.

The fever came and went. Ruth Ann changed her compresses every hour. She read the Bible aloud -- she was Catholic and Mabel was Baptist and they did not argue about this, because argument was a luxury they could not afford. She carried Mabel to the toilet when Mabel was too weak to walk. She wiped her face with a damp cloth and comb-ed her hair and talked to her in a voice that was neither pitying nor heroic, just steady, the way a lighthouse is steady.

Mabel's throat swelled shut on the eighth day. She could not speak. She could whisper, barely, a few words at a time, like someone speaking through a wall. After the fever broke on the fourteenth day, her voice was gone. Completely. She could write, but her left hand -- the stroke side -- shook too much for legible handwriting. So she used a notepad and a pen and wrote with her right hand in large, uneven letters, the way a child writes when learning to form letters for the first time.

Cora came home on a Sunday in December and found the house in disarray. The soup pot was on the floor. The woodpile in the back was incomplete. The living room smelled of sweat and camphor and the particular smell of a house where someone has been very sick and is not yet well.

She found her mother in the cot, propped up on pillows, whispering to Ruth Ann, who was reading from a Bible and turning the pages with the kind of reverence that has nothing to do with religion and everything to do with the fact that words are the only thing you have when everything else is taken away.

Cora stood in the doorway and listened. She was a nurse. She knew what pneumonia sounded like. She knew what recovery sounded like. She knew what a swollen throat sounded like. She knew what a woman sounded like who had lost her voice and was learning to live with it.

She also knew what it sounded like when a man does not come home for three days while his mother is dying.

She found Caleb in the bar on Main Street. He was playing poker and losing and not noticing, the way men do when they are trying to lose something and cannot find it in the usual places.

Cora stood at his table and said: "Mother's sick."

Caleb did not look up from his cards. "I know."

"Come home."

"I'll come when I can."

"That's not an answer."

"It's the only one I've got."

Cora looked at his hand -- the cards he was holding, the chips he had stacked, the drink he had not touched in twenty minutes because he was too busy losing. She looked at his face -- thirty-four years old and already wearing the expression of a man who has given up and is just waiting for the world to catch up.

She went home and told Ruth Ann everything. Ruth Ann said: "I'll cover for you."

Cora took her mother to the hospital on Monday. She signed the papers herself. She did not call Caleb. She drove the two hours to Natchez with Mabel in the passenger seat, whispering words that only she could hear, words that were not prayers exactly but close enough.

When Caleb realized his sister had taken their mother and may not bring her back, he went to the house to pack his things. That's when he found the letter.

It was in Mabel's Bible, tucked into the back cover, written in her shaking hand on the back of a grocery list. Caleb read it on the porch, in the heat of August that had arrived early and would not leave, and he read it once, folded it, read it again, and then he wept for the first time in twelve years, and the tears were not dramatic. They were small and hot and they went down his face like rain on hot pavement, and he did not make a sound.

The letter said:

I am not afraid of you, Caleb. I am afraid for you. You have always been the one I worried about most -- not because you are bad, but because you are weak, and the world will eat the weak alive. I have spent my life holding this land and this house and your father's memory and your sister's future and your present together, and I am tired. But I am not afraid of being tired. I am afraid of you being alone, because you are weak, and the world does not feed the weak. It feeds the strong, and if you do not become strong, you will become nothing, and I would rather die than watch my son become nothing.

He sat on the porch until dusk. The magnolia tree dropped another branch. He did not clean it up.

He went to Cora's apartment in Jackson the next morning. He stood on her stoop for an hour, in his dirty shirt, looking like the son who never grew up, which is to say he looked exactly as he had at thirty-four, because nothing in him had grown since he was twenty.

Cora opened the door. She did not look surprised. She looked tired, which was worse.

"I found the letter," he said.

"I know," Cora said.

"Can I--"

"Leave."

He did not argue. He stood there for another minute. Then he turned and walked down the steps and did not look back.

Ruth Ann left six months later. She left a note on the kitchen table:

You were the first person who showed me kindness when I had nowhere to go. I will never forget it. I'm going back to Louisiana. I don't know where I'll end up. But I know I'll remember this house, and you, and the way you let me call you Mama Mabel even though it made you uncomfortable for eleven seconds. That was grace. I hope you know that.

Mabel never spoke of Caleb again. She tended her garden. The magnolia tree died in the winter. She planted something else in its place -- a lilac, because lilacs grow in poor soil and they smell sweet even when the air is heavy with the promise of storm.


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