Part I

The Dairy Queen was off Route 62, past the closed Kmart and the vacant lot where the pharmacy used to be before it burned down in 2012 and nobody rebuilt. Jess sat in her car in the parking lot with a vanilla shake in one hand and a carton of American Spirits in the other, staring at the rain that was not falling.

The sky was the color of a dirty window. The air was still. The kind of still that comes before something breaks.

Trent had left two days ago. Not dramatically — no packed bags, no final argument, no "I\'m sorry, you\'re too much." He had simply stopped answering her calls. Stopped coming over. Stopped existing in the space between their apartments, which was roughly six minutes if she walked and two minutes if he drove past her building with the windows up.

She had found the text messages on his phone. Not many — maybe a dozen over three weeks. They were not romantic. They were casual. The casualness was worse.

"U up?" "Nah. Just watching the game." "Same." "u good?" "yeah. just tired."

The last one was from a girl whose name she did not know but could guess — some bar girl from the Route 62 strip, probably named Kayla or Brittney or something with a T, someone who played guitar badly and smiled like it was a skill.

Her shake had melted. She had not noticed.

The parking lot door opened. She did not look up. She knew who it was — there was only one person in this town who walked with his shoulders hunched forward like he was walking into wind that wasn\'t there.

Clay came to the driver\'s side window. He was wearing a grey t-shirt that had been white once and jeans that had been blue. He held a paper cup of coffee — black, two sugars, the way she took it, though she never told him and he had never asked.

He tapped the roof of her car. Three knocks. The same three knocks he had used since they were kids.

She opened the door. He handed her the coffee. She took it. They stood on opposite sides of her car in the still air and drank their drinks.

"Hey," she said.

"Hey."

"You gonna tell me what\'s wrong or am I gonna have to guess?"

He was quiet. Then: "Nothing\'s wrong."

"That\'s what you said last time. And the time before that. And the time before that."

He looked at her. His eyes were brown — not dark brown, not light brown. The brown of dirt after rain.

"I\'m not wrong this time."

She nodded. Accepted it. They had learned, over twenty-three years of knowing each other, that some questions had no answers and some answers had no points.

Part II

The bar had been called The Rusty Nail in 1998 and The Rusty Something Else in 2010 and just The Rusty now, which was either brilliant branding or no branding at all. Trent played guitar there on Fridays. He was good — not great, not stage-ready good, but good enough to make women in their early twenties feel like they were hearing something original.

Jess had gone there on a Thursday — which was wrong, because Trent only played on Fridays, which meant either he was there for another reason or she had forgotten what day it was.

She had forgotten what day it was.

She had walked in at 9 PM on a Thursday and seen him at the bar, not on the stage, sitting next to a girl with dyed blonde hair and a smile that looked practiced, and they were talking about something that involved a lot of laughing and a lot of leaning in.

She had not confronted him. She had turned around and walked out. She had driven home. She had sat in her car in the parking lot and eaten a bag of chips cold and straight from the bag.

When she got home, her phone had one notification. From Trent: "u awake?"

She had not answered. She had put the phone face down on the counter and gone to bed.

Part III

The road at 2 AM was empty. Jess drove Clay\'s truck — a silver Chevy with a dent in the passenger door and a sticker on the windshield that said OHIO in letters that had faded to pink. The streetlights were broken on her section of the road, so the darkness was complete except for the truck\'s headlights, which cut two pale cones through the black.

"Jess."

"Yeah."

"Do you believe in gravity?"

She thought about it. "What kind of question is that?"

"The kind I\'m asking."

She was quiet. The truck went over a speed bump. She bounced.

"I believe in things that pull you whether you want them to or not," she said. "Whether that\'s gravity or love or bad decisions, I don\'t know. But yeah. I believe in it."

Clay was driving slowly — twenty miles per hour on a road where the limit was forty-five. He always drove slowly when he was thinking.

"Can a man love two women?" he asked.

She turned to look at him. His face was half in shadow, half in the pale green of the dashboard.

"Is this about you?" she asked.

"No."

"Then why are you asking me?"

"Because you\'re the only person I know who asks the wrong questions and gets the right answers."

She laughed. It was not a nice laugh. It was the laugh of someone who had been laughed at enough times to recognize the sound.

"I don\'t know," she said. "I don\'t know if a man can love two women. I know he can want two women. I know he can think about two women. I know he can even promise two women. But love —" She stopped. Thought. "Love is what\'s left when the wanting stops and the thinking stops and the promising stops. What\'s left. If nothing\'s left, then it wasn\'t love. It was just hunger."

He was quiet for a long time. The truck moved through the darkness.

"Are you hungry?" he asked.

She looked at him. The road was still. The town was asleep. Nobody was watching.

"No," she said. "I\'m not hungry anymore."

Part IV

The power outage happened on a Saturday in August. The kind of heat that makes the electricity grid groan and sag and give up. Jess\'s apartment went dark at 4 PM. She sat on the floor of her kitchen with her back against the refrigerator, which was no longer cold, and smoked a cigarette and thought about nothing.

Her phone had no signal. The landline was dead. The world, as far as she could tell, had ended.

Clay\'s sister called from a landline in Marietta — the only house in ten miles with power, because her sister owned a solar panel system that was bigger than most people\'s monthly electricity bill.

"Jess," she said. "You should come over. There\'s AC."

Jess went. She wore the same clothes she had worn that morning — a tank top and shorts — and walked the twelve miles to Marietta because Clay\'s truck needed brakes and she was too proud to ask him for a ride.

When she arrived at his sister\'s house, Clay was there. And so were two other people: Jess\'s father (who had driven four hours from the Calloway house because he had heard his daughter was "in a situation") and Clay\'s aunt (who had driven two hours because she had heard Clay was in a situation, which in their family was code for "something emotional is happening and she needs someone to make sandwiches for").

They found Jess and Clay sitting on the back porch. Jess was drinking iced tea. Clay was sitting next to her, not touching her, but close enough that if she had leaned three inches to the left, she would have been leaning against him.

Her father looked at them. Looked at the space between them. Looked at the space again, as if looking hard enough would make the space reveal its contents.

"What\'s going on here?" he asked.

Jess looked at Clay. Clay looked at the grass.

"Nothing," Jess said.

"That\'s what I thought," her father said. But he did not look convinced.

That night, in the air-conditioned kitchen of his sister\'s house, Clay slid a piece of paper across the table to Jess. It was a grocery receipt — the back side, in his handwriting.

One year.

In public: together.

In private: whatever.

Jess read it. The fluorescent light overhead buzzed. Her father was in the other room, asleep in a recliner. Clay\'s aunt was in the kitchen, making sandwiches she would not eat.

She picked up a pen from the table — a Bic, blue ink, the cap missing. She signed her name — Jessica Miller — and felt the pen move across the paper. The paper was thin and rough and would probably tear if you folded it too many times.

It was the most serious document she had ever signed.

Clay watched her hand. Watched her sign. Watched her close the receipt and put it in her pocket.

"Jess," he said.

"Yeah."

"You don\'t have to mean it."

She looked at him. The kitchen was cold. The fluorescent light buzzed. Outside, a cricket was singing.

"I know," she said.

She looked at the pocket where the receipt was. Looked at Clay. Looked at her father sleeping in the other room. Looked back at Clay.

"But I do," she said.

Clay nodded. Once. Turned off the kitchen light. They stood in the dark for a moment, and the only sound was the refrigerator humming and the cricket outside and the sound of two people breathing in a room that nobody else knew they were in.

Nobody was watching.

Nobody ever was.

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