It was a Tuesday. It is always a Tuesday when things like this happen, because Tuesday is the day of the week that nobody remembers, the day that sits between Monday\'s urgency and Wednesday\'s momentum, the day that exists only to prove that the week is longer than anyone wants it to be. I was sitting at the Route 62 diner in a town that used to make steel and now made nothing, the kind of town where the main street has three businesses and two of them have been closed since 2008 and the third is a Dollar General that sells everything from toilet paper to lottery tickets to the faint hope that something might change if you just buy the right numbers.

Daniel Reyes was in his usual booth by the window, eating a burger and reading a book with a boring cover and an even more boring title. I brought him his refill. We had developed a casual rapport over months of daily visits. He always said thank you and how are you and actually waited for my answer, which was unusual in this part of the world where people talk to each other the way they talk to vending machines, pressing buttons and hoping something comes out. I was twenty-four years old, and the longest I had ever stayed anywhere was three years, which was at a community college I dropped out of because my mother died and the funeral costs emptied the savings account that was supposed to pay for my degree and the future that was supposed to follow. I did not know how to be angry about that. I only knew how to be tired.

Today he asked me a question that had nothing to do with the weather or the food or his book. He asked me if I would pretend to be in love with him for a few weeks. Not for real. Just pretend. I set the coffee pot down on the counter and looked at him. He was looking at his burger as if it held the answers to questions he had been too afraid to ask out loud.

He explained, haltingly, almost apologetically, that he was writing his thesis on emotional labor in post-industrial communities, which was academic speak for studying how poor people pretend to feel things they do not feel. He needed data. He was a graduate student at the state university forty miles away, Puerto Rican, twenty-seven, with tired eyes that made him look older than he was and a habit of taking notes in a small black notebook that he carried everywhere. He needed data. He was out of ideas and out of money and I was the only person in this town who looked at him the way someone might look at a data point rather than an inconvenience. I considered it for exactly five seconds. Five seconds is not a long time. It is barely long enough to decide whether to add cream to your coffee. But five seconds is also long enough to change the direction of your life, if you are willing to change direction at all.

How much are you paying me, I asked. He said he could not pay me much. Then I will do it for the fries, I said. And that is how it began. Not with a dramatic declaration or a romantic gesture. It began with a girl who was tired of counting pennies and a guy who was tired of being alone. We agreed on the terms: three weeks. Two meetings per week. No physical contact beyond handshakes and the occasional brush of shoulders in crowded spaces. I would perform the role of a woman in love with him. He would document the performance and use it in his thesis. We would both walk away with what we came for.

The arrangement was absurdly mundane. There were no stolen kisses in the rain or dramatic confrontations at midnight. We went to a diner on a Thursday. We walked through a parking lot on a Friday and talked about nothing in particular. He bought me a coffee on a Saturday morning. I let him walk me to my apartment and said goodnight at the door without any particular theatricality. The performance was so unremarkable that I almost forgot I was performing. Daniel was worse at it than I was. He was too honest, too awkward, too much himself even when he was supposed to be in love. Which is the thing about performing emotions when you are already living them at a reduced volume: the two things become indistinguishable. I started noticing things. The way Daniel always sat with his back to the wall. The way he took notes in that small black notebook even when we were just standing in line at the grocery store, his pen moving across the page while we debated between two brands of pasta sauce. The way he sometimes looked at me in the morning light through his kitchen window and his face did something I could not quite name. It might have been relief. It might have been something simpler and more complicated: the feeling of a person who has been alone for a very long time and has just realized that someone else is here and is not leaving.

I started thinking about things I had not thought about in years. Whether I wanted more from life. Whether anyone else felt this empty and could not figure out how to say it. Whether the fact that I was still here, still working, still breathing, counted as something. Lynn, my best friend, asked me once if Daniel was nice. I said yes. She said that is not the same as interesting. I said maybe they are the same thing when you have been around as long as I have. She said maybe she was wrong.

He finished his data collection on a Thursday. He told me, and I said okay the same way I would have said okay to being asked to cover an extra shift. He offered to pay me the rest of what we agreed on. I took the money but told him I did not need to. He looked at me for a long time and said something that might have been a goodbye or might have just been a sentence. You know, nobody is going to remember any of this. In a year, nobody is going to know we even knew each other. Maybe that is the point, I said. And then we went our separate ways. Not dramatically. Not angrily. Just separately. He drove back to the university. I went home and watched television until I fell asleep. The next day, I went back to work. The week after that, I stopped going to the diner.

It was over, and it was not over, and it was exactly what it always was: two people in a place that time forgot, doing something strange and meaningless and almost beautiful with the limited materials they had available. Six months later, I was still working at the restaurant. Lynn had had another baby. The laundromat downstairs had a new sign. I read a paperback about a woman who leaves her husband and travels to Italy and finds herself, and I thought about how ridiculous that sounds. I thought about Daniel sometimes. Not often. Not in a way that hurts. Just occasionally, when I was washing dishes and the water was hot and the restaurant was quiet, I would think about the guy in the booth by the window who asked me to pretend to love him and ended up being the closest thing to a real thing I had had in a long time. I finished washing the dishes. I turned off the lights. I went home. Nobody was watching. Nobody cared. And tomorrow, I would do it all over again.

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