The Man Who Fed the Needle

The machine was loud. That was the first thing Joyce noticed every morning. The second thing was her knees. The third thing was the forelady, who was loud regardless of machine volume.

"Marlowe," the forelady said. "You're threading too slow. I can hear you thinking. Stop thinking and thread."

Joyce threaded. The needle went in. The needle came out. The needle went in again.

By five, her hands hurt. She clocked out, walked to the bus stop, and rode to Youngstown. Her apartment was above a hardware store that had closed in 2019. The sign still said OPEN in letters that had lost half their bulbs. Joyce didn't mind. The rent was $420 a month and the hot water worked if you waited twenty minutes.

She made pasta. She ate it standing up. She watched a show about people who renovated houses — rich people renovating rich houses that didn't need renovation. She fell asleep on the couch with the show still on.

The man was in her hallway the next evening. He was in his fifties, wearing a work shirt that had been white once and was now the colour of old dishwater. He stood in her doorway holding a cardboard box.

"Are you Joyce?" he asked.

"Yes."

"I need you to do something." He set the box down. "My wife— she's got cancer. The doctor says— I don't know what the doctor says. The doctor says things. I need you to make something from these."

He opened the box. Inside were clothes — sweaters, a blouse, a pair of jeans. Ordinary clothes. The kind of clothes that everyone wears and nobody thinks about until they're dead.

"Make what?" Joyce asked.

"Something nice," the man said. "I don't know. You're the one who does the sewing. You figure it out."

He put eighty-five dollars on her table. All in ones and fives. Folded neatly. He counted it twice.

"Thank you," he said, and left.

Joyce counted the money again. Eighty-five dollars. It covered the electric bill and left her with twelve dollars for the rest of the week. She put the clothes in the corner of her apartment and watched them for three days.

She started on Thursday. She picked up the blouse — a simple thing, white cotton with a small embroidered flower on the collar. She unpicked the flower with her seam ripper. The stitches came out easily. Old stitches always do.

She threaded her machine. The machine was a Singer, bought used in 1987, held together with tape and good intentions. She set the blouse on the machine and stitched the flower back on, bigger this time. Not on the collar. On the centre of the blouse. A big flower, covering the empty space where a person's heart would be if the blouse were on a body.

She stopped when her back hurt. She ate crackers. She watched the show about rich houses. She went to sleep.

On Saturday, the forelady yelled at her for taking a personal call during shift. Joyce hadn't taken a personal call. The forelady yelled anyway. At five, Joyce clocked out and went home and the box of clothes was still in the corner.

She unpicked the sweater. It was grey wool, pilled from too many washes. She cut the pilling off with small scissors and stitched the wool into a rectangle — six inches by six inches, flat and even. She stitched the rectangle onto the jeans. The jeans had a hole in the knee already. She stitched the rectangle over the hole. Now the hole was covered. Now it was decoration. Now it was a story.

She didn't finish it. She worked on it for a week, in thirty-minute intervals between factory shifts, between watching TV, between staring at the ceiling and deciding whether the crack in it was getting bigger. It wasn't. The crack was not getting bigger. Nothing was getting bigger.

The man came back on a Friday evening. Joyce was wearing sweatpants and a shirt with a stain she hadn't noticed until he was standing in her doorway.

"Is it done?" he asked.

"No," Joyce said. "I'm working on it."

"Can I see it?"

She brought him the partially finished pieces — the blouse with the big flower, the jeans with the covered hole, the grey wool rectangle that was nothing yet. She spread them on her table and they looked like something. Not finished. But something.

"It's not done," she said. "I need more time."

He looked at the pieces. He looked at Joyce. He looked at the table with the stained shirt and the cracked ceiling and the Singer machine held together with tape.

"It's fine," he said. "I'll come back."

He left the rest of the money — more ones and fives, folded neatly — and left.

Joyce counted it. It was not enough for the rent. It was enough for coffee. She bought a bag of cheap ground and drank it black.

Mr. Keller came on Monday. He was from Cleveland. He wore a suit that didn't fit him — too wide in the shoulders, too long in the sleeves. He carried a phone and used it to take a picture of Joyce's sewing machine.

"This is so authentic," he said.

Joyce smiled. "Thank you."

"I'm doing a project on local artisans," Mr. Keller said. "I buy pieces from people like you and take them to Cleveland. People appreciate the work."

He bought three pieces — the blouse, the jeans, and the wool rectangle — for forty dollars total. He took a selfie with them. He said: "You're doing important work."

Joyce said: "Thank you" and closed the door.

Donna showed up that evening. She was drunk, which meant she was either sad or angry, and Joyce couldn't tell which. They sat on the stoop. The stoop was concrete, cracked in the middle, warm from the day's sun.

"Did you eat?" Joyce asked.

"No."

"Come inside. I have pasta."

They ate pasta standing up. Donna didn't sit anymore. She couldn't sit. Sitting meant thinking, and thinking meant remembering that her boyfriend had called her work "quaint" and she had wanted to throw a plate at him and hadn't.

"Your knee still hurt?" Donna asked.

"Yeah."

"Mine too."

"Which one?"

"Both."

They sat on the stoop until the streetlights came on. Nobody talked. The kind of silence that only exists between people who have known each other long enough to stop needing words.

Joyce went back to the factory the next day. The machine was loud. The forelady was yelling. Joyce's knees hurt. She threaded a needle. She watched the thread go through the fabric.

That was all there was. The needle went in. The needle came out. The needle went in again.

She thought about the man whose wife was dying. She thought about the clothes he had brought — ordinary clothes, loved clothes, clothes that had held a body and now held nothing. She thought about the flower she had stitched on the blouse, big and unnecessary, covering the empty space where a heart would be.

She thought about Mr. Keller from Cleveland, who took photos of her sewing machine and said it was authentic. She thought about Donna, who sat on the stoop and didn't talk. She thought about the forelady, who yelled because that's what she did and maybe yelling was the only thing she knew how to do.

She threaded another needle. The thread went through the eye easily. She stitched a straight line. Then another. Then another.

Outside, Youngstown was youngstown. Inside, the machine was loud. The needle went in. The needle came out.

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