I arrived at Hathersage station with a cat in a wicker basket and a letter from my sister sealed in cream parchment. Four years in California had taught me how to photograph the golden light over Monterey Bay, how to brew coffee that didn't taste like burnt horse urine, and how to sleep alone without dreaming about a certain pair of cold grey eyes. It had not, however, taught me how to stop thinking about him.

The cat, a neutered ginger tom named Darcy, poked his head out of the basket and sneezed at the Yorkshire damp.

"Oh yes, it's dreadful here, isn't it, old man?" I said, and immediately regretted calling him old man because Darcy was only four and a neutered cat at four is essentially a eunuch and I would not insult either of them.

The train whistle blew. A few passengers disembarked with the sort of deliberate indifference that only English railway stations can produce. I stood by the door with Darcy and my single valise, feeling absurdly like a character in a novel I hadn't planned to read.

The platform clock read half past two. No one was waiting for me. Of course no one was waiting for me. Why would anyone be waiting for me?

I was about to summon a cab when I heard it - the distinctive cough of a Bentley engine turning over in the yard, and then the crunch of tires on gravel, and then a man's voice that I had spent one thousand four hundred and sixty days trying to forget.

"You're late."

I turned slowly. He stood by the Bentley - of course he had a Bentley, because of course he did - wearing a charcoal overcoat and that expression that lived somewhere between amusement and mild irritation, the one that made you want to both throw something at him and throw yourself at him.

Sebastian Blackwood. Four years older, no more handsome than before, and apparently still capable of making my stomach perform acrobatics from a distance of thirty feet.

"International flights are notoriously unreliable," I said, because apparently my mouth had decided to go to California with me and bring back nothing but sarcasm.

He looked at the basket. He looked at me. He looked at the basket again.

"You brought a cat across an ocean."

"He misses you," I said.

This was a lie. Darcy had spent the last four years either sleeping or eating or occasionally looking at me with the resigned expression of a creature trapped in a woman's apartment. But Sebastian needed to hear it, because it was the truest thing I had said all day.

For a moment, neither of us spoke. The Yorkshire wind picked up and carried the smell of coal smoke and wet earth. Somewhere in the distance, a church bell tolled the half hour.

"I assume," Sebastian said finally, "you haven't come for the cat."

"That would be dreadful of me, wouldn't it? Flying all the way from San Francisco just for a feline reunion."

The Bentley's driver had emerged from the yard and stood at respectful distance, which meant he was listening to absolutely everything. I hated him for it.

"Get in," Sebastian said.

I put Darcy in the back seat and climbed in after him. The leather was cold and smelled of beeswax and someone else's cologne - Sebastian's, probably, or his father's. I curled into the corner and tried very hard not to notice that Sebastian's knee kept brushing mine as we drove through the Yorkshire moors.

The manor came into view over a rise, and I understood why my sister had said the neighboring property was for sale. The house next to Blackwood Hall was a Georgian brick manor with a garden that stretched toward the moors like an invitation. I had passed its listing in the Yorkshire Times three weeks ago and almost laughed out loud.

"Your cat has a collar," Sebastian said.

"What?"

"In the basket. There's a name on it."

I patted the wicker. "Darcy. D-A-R-C-Y."

Sebastian's mouth did something that might have been a smile and might have been pain. "I didn't notice the cat when you left," he said quietly. "You had a cat for four years and I never noticed."

"Four years is a long time."

"Four years is an eternity."

The Bentley slowed at a junction. Through the window, I saw the for sale sign had been removed from the manor next to Blackwood Hall. In its place, a new nameplate hung by the gate: WEN MANOR.

I pressed my forehead against the cold glass and tried to breathe evenly.

"Hotel or manor?" Sebastian asked, as if he hadn't just rearranged the entire geography of my life.

"Hotel," I said quickly. "I've never stayed here. I'd rather - I don't want to impose."

"You never imposed, Elara. That was the problem."

The word hung between us like incense. Imposed. As if my leaving had been a burden rather than a mercy. As if staying would have suffocated us both.

The car stopped at the Harrowgate Hotel. I reached for the door handle and felt his hand on my wrist. Not gripping. Not demanding. Just present.

"You're not going back to California, are you?"

The question was simple and it destroyed me. Four years of rational explanations - career opportunity, independence, the need to find myself - and this one sentence from a man who hadn't chased me to the airport, who hadn't called, who had simply bought the house next to his own and waited for me to figure it out.

"No," I said. "I'm not."

He nodded, as if he had known all along and simply wanted to hear me say it. Then he released my wrist and helped me with my luggage with the kind of care that belonged in a different century.

The hotel room was on the second floor, overlooking the garden. Darcy immediately climbed out of his basket and began sniffing the rug with the suspicion of a creature who had not been consulted about the move.

"Room service is at seven," Sebastian said from the doorway. He was holding a small box - I couldn't tell what was inside. "I'll be here at half past six. Don't be late."

"I don't make promises I can't keep."

"I know. That's why I'm still here."

He left. I locked the door. I opened the window. I watched his Bentley disappear down the drive and then I sat on the bed and stared at the cat and wondered how four years of silence could have accumulated into something I didn't know what to do with.

Darcy meowed.

"Yes," I said. "I know. It's rather ridiculous, isn't it?"

He meowed again and sat on my lap with the authority of a creature who knows exactly how much he weighs and doesn't care.

I didn't know then that the Bentley would return at six forty-five the next morning with a paper bag of breakfast pastries and a set of house keys. I didn't know that Sebastian Blackwood would stand on the other side of my door in a tweed jacket and say, simply, "I thought you might need these." And I certainly didn't know that when I opened the door and saw him there, I would smile and say good morning as if the last four years had been nothing more than a particularly long afternoon nap.

But the letter from California that arrived three days later - the one from the gallery that wanted to represent my work, the one that offered everything I had told myself I wanted - would make me realize that some homes aren't places you build. They're places you return to.

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