Paper Crates

I.

Tara ate two donuts standing up by the loading dock. The kind from the 24-hour place on Euclid Avenue, the ones that cost sixty cents each and taste like sugar and something that isn't quite sugar. The first one was gone before her shift ended. The second one she ate in the parking lot, sitting on the bumper of her car, watching the snow come down in fat lazy flakes that didn't quite reach the ground before turning to mist.

She was six months along. The baby kicked when she ate. She didn't know if that was normal. The woman at the clinic had said something about it and then written something on a prescription pad and told her to come back in three weeks.

The second donut was almost gone when Jo pulled up in a truck with a dent in the door and a radio that played nothing but static between stations.

He rolled down the window. "You look like you need a ride."

"I look like I need sleep."

"Same thing." He killed the engine and sat there. "I need a favor."

Tara finished the donut. She wiped her hands on her jeans. "I'm pregnant, Jo. I don't do favors anymore."

"This is different."

"It's always different until it's not."

He didn't argue. He never did. Jo was the kind of guy who asked and then waited, who had learned from experience that waiting was the only thing that worked.

"There's a place on Prospect. The Stone Hedge. It's nice. Or it was nice once." He paused. "Vicki's going to be there. I need you to come with me."

"Tara?"

"That's me. You know that. I need Tara to come to the Stone Hedge and sit at a table and let Vicki think I'm doing better than her."

Tara stared at him through the open window. Snow was starting to accumulate on the truck's hood, a thin white layer that made the dent look like a scar.

"You want me to be your date," she said.

"I want you to be my wife. For one evening. Just sit there, look happy, and if anyone asks, we've been married for six months. Nobody has to know we haven't."

She looked down at her belly. The baby kicked again. "Why me?"

"Because you're the only one who'll do it."

"That's not an answer."

"It's the only one I've got."

II.

She wore a dress Jo had borrowed from a pawnshop on Carnegie Avenue. Black. Simple. It fit well around the shoulders and badly everywhere else. The dress pulled tight across her stomach in a way that was convenient and inconvenient at the same time.

"You don't have to pretend you're married," Jo said as they walked to the entrance. "Just act like you're married. There's a difference."

"How?"

"Stand up straight. Don't fidget. And for God's sake, don't order the fries."

The Stone Hedge was the kind of place that used to be a country club and had been converted into a restaurant that charged eighteen dollars for soup. Tara could see the discrepancy in the way the staff wore uniforms that were trying too hard and the way the ceiling fans turned slow even though the place wasn't hot.

They sat at a table near the window. Jo ordered wine. Tara ordered water.

Vicki arrived at eight-twenty. She was wearing red, because of course she was. Jo's ex-girlfriend had always been the kind of woman who announced her presence the way a siren does—loud, unavoidable, and making everyone else feel like they should be doing something about it.

She walked in with a man on her arm.

The man was tall and thin and wore a jacket that fit the way Jo's never did. He had the face of someone who had never had to punch anyone for anything and probably wouldn't know what to do if someone threw a punch at him. He was also the reason Tara's heart stopped beating for three seconds.

Dan.

Dan Parker. Dan Parker, who had sat in front of her in homeroom for three years at John Adams High. Dan Parker, who had a habit of tapping his pen against his desk in a rhythm that sounded like a code she was trying to decode but never could. Dan Parker, who she had spent three years pretending not to notice by dropping pencils and books and paper clips and anything else that would make her bend over his desk and pick things up while looking at him.

Dan Parker, who she had not seen since graduation day, when he had stood at the edge of the crowd and watched her leave and she had pretended not to see him watching.

"Dan!" Vicki said, loud enough for the whole restaurant to hear. "You found us a table. How thoughtful."

The man—Dan—looked up. His eyes landed on Tara. They traveled from her face down to her stomach and back up again, and his expression didn't change in any way that anyone else would have noticed. But Tara noticed. Tara noticed everything about Dan Parker, and that was the problem.

"Tara," he said.

Not just Tara. Tara Marie.

She felt the water glass between her hands start to slip. She gripped it tighter.

"Dan Park," she said, because that was what everyone called him, because Tara Marie was something that belonged to a different lifetime, to a different girl who had dropped pencils and blushed and hoped.

"That's me," he said. He pulled out the empty chair beside her. "Is it okay if I sit?"

Jo, who had been opening the wine like a man trying to distract himself from a conversation he was losing, looked up. "Uh. Yeah. Sure."

Vicki's smile froze. She had come to this restaurant to prove something to Jo, and instead she had walked into a conversation between two people who had not spoken to each other in twelve years and were apparently catching up.

III.

They ordered food. Dan ordered the same thing he'd always ordered—the cheapest thing on the menu. Tara ordered nothing. She couldn't. The menu had stopped being readable somewhere around the word "truffle."

Dan sat next to her and talked about the factory. He worked at the Chrysler plant now, assembly line, third shift. He had been there eight years. His hands were rougher than Tara remembered. His hair was shorter. He wore glasses now.

Tara listened and said nothing. She was trying to figure out how a boy who had sat two feet away from her every school day for three years had never once said her full name out loud.

"You dropped a lot of stuff in high school," Dan said casually, cutting his steak into small pieces the way his mother had taught him.

"I was clumsy."

"You were not clumsy. You were trying to get my attention." He looked at her then, and his eyes were exactly the same as they had been at seventeen—steady, unhurried, and focused on her with an intensity that made the restaurant disappear. "You dropped a biology textbook once and it landed right at my feet. You dropped it on purpose. I know you did."

Tara's mouth opened. It closed. It opened again. "How do you know that?"

"Because I saw you do it three other times too."

Jo was staring at them like a man watching a train arrive at a station he hadn't known existed. Vicki had stopped eating entirely.

"You knew?" Tara whispered.

"I knew you were trying to talk to me. I just—didn't know how." He set down his knife and fork. "Tara Marie, I sat in front of you for three years and you dropped pencils and books and everything else you could find and I wanted to turn around and say, 'You don't have to drop anything. I see you. I see you every day.' But I was afraid. I was seventeen and I was afraid."

The baby kicked. Tara felt it through the thin fabric of the dress, through the cold air of the restaurant, through the layer of snow that was accumulating on the windows and making the whole world outside look like it was being erased one flake at a time.

"What happened?" she said.

"I graduated. I went to work. I thought—thought that if I just kept working and kept my head down, eventually the girl who sat behind me would forget I existed."

Tara looked at Jo, who was staring into his wine like it contained the answers to everything. She looked at Vicki, who had put her napkin on the table and stopped pretending to eat. And she looked at Dan, who was looking at her the way a man looks at something he has been carrying for a long time and is only now setting down.

"I didn't forget you existed," she said.

"I know," Dan said. "That's why I waited."

IV.

They paid separately. Dan walked Tara to her car. Jo and Vicki stayed at the table, and Tara heard Jo say something that sounded like "What the hell just happened" and Vicki say something that sounded like "I don't think I want to know."

The snow had stopped. The parking lot was quiet except for the hum of the fluorescent light above Tara's car and the distant sound of traffic on Euclid Avenue.

Dan stood beside her and held his hands in his pockets. He didn't try to touch her. He didn't need to.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

Tara looked down at her belly, at the baby that kicked like a woman making a point, and she thought about the three years of dropped pencils and blushed faces and hopeful glances across a classroom that had been erased by graduation and time and fear.

"Yes," she said. And for the first time in a long time, she meant it.

Dan nodded. He opened his mouth to say something and then closed it. He opened it again. "I'm at the plant on third shift. If you ever want to—no pressure. But if you ever want to come by, I'll be there."

Tara watched him walk back to the restaurant. She watched him push through the door and disappear inside. She watched Vicki's face through the window, tight with something between anger and grief.

She got into her car and sat there for a long time, staring at the steering wheel through the snow that had begun to fall again, thin and slow, erasing the world one flake at a time.

Her phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number:

It was always the pencils. It was never the pencils. It was always you.

Tara put the phone down. She started the engine. She drove home through streets that were blank white and quiet and hers.

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