The Meaningless White

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The river was gray. It was always gray. Some days it was a deeper gray, some days a lighter gray, and on the rare occasions when the sun managed to pierce through the London smog, it was a pale, uncertain gray, like a man who was trying to remember a face he had once loved but could not quite place.

I sat on the embankment and watched it move. It moved with the slow, indifferent persistence of water that has been moving for longer than anyone alive can remember and will keep moving after all of us are gone. The cranes on the docks lifted and lowered their loads with a rhythm that had nothing to do with me. A container clanged onto a truck. A dog barked somewhere. A woman walked past me, pulling a child by the hand, and the child was crying for reasons that were entirely his own and none of mine.

I am Arthur Hayes. I am thirty-eight years old. I work at the dock. I have worked at the dock for twenty years, ever since my father retired and told me that the dock was not a job, it was a duty, and I believed him because believing was easier than deciding.

My son, James, visits me on the first Saturday of every month. He brings a sandwich and asks how I am, and I say fine, and he says that's good, and we sit on the embankment and watch the river, and the silence between us is not uncomfortable but it is there, and it is made of everything we have not said to each other in the sixteen years since his mother left.

The fox appeared on a Thursday. It was a Thursday in January, the kind of Thursday that is colder than it has any right to be, and the wind coming off the Thames carried a bite that made you pull your collar tighter and walk faster. I was walking home from the pub, a pint of mild in my hand and the day's labor still humming in my shoulders, when I saw it.

It was caught in a piece of discarded fishing net, tangled and struggling, its white fur stained with mud and oil and blood. It was a fox, obviously, but not like the foxes I had seen in the parks and the edges of town. This one was entirely white—all white, from nose to tail, a purity of color that made it look almost unreal against the gray backdrop of the docklands.

I freed it with the same hands that had lifted containers all day. It did not bite. It did not run. It sat on the embankment, shivering, and looked at me with eyes that were black and deep and held something that was not animal and not quite human.

"Thank you," it said.

I dropped my pint. The bottle rolled into the gutter. I do not think I blinked for approximately three minutes.

"You can talk," I said.

"I can do many things," the fox said. "Talking is one of them. Though I wouldn't call it my best."

"Are you... are you a fox?"

"I was a fox. Before that, I was something else. Before that, something else again. The order of things is not as simple as people like to think."

I sat down on the embankment. The fox sat across from me. Between us, the Thames moved, gray and indifferent, carrying the waste of a city that did not know it was being watched by a fox who used to be something else.

"What were you?" I asked.

"A dragon," the fox said, as though this were a perfectly normal thing to be. "Not a fairy-tale dragon, not the kind that lives in castles and hoards gold. A dragon in the way that the word was originally understood—a creature of immense age and power, connected to the earth in ways that most humans have forgotten how to perceive. I was betrayed. Trapped. This is the form I have been in for a very long time."

"Do you believe that?" the fox asked, as though reading my thoughts.

"No," I said. "But then, I don't not believe it. I just... don't know."

The fox nodded, as though my uncertainty was exactly what it had expected and exactly what it had wanted. "Good," it said. "Certainty is overrated. Not knowing is where the interesting things happen."

It told me about a serpent problem in the neighborhood. A black serpent, it said, a dangerous presence, a foreign thing that threatened the purity of the community. It asked me to help it deal with the serpent.

"I need you to go to a family called the Prices," it said. "They live near the old market. Their daughter has a problem, and the solution involves me, and you, and the serpent. It's complicated."

"It always is," I said.

I went to the Prices. They lived in a flat that smelled of boiled cabbage and despair. Eleanor Price was a young woman with a skin condition that made her look, to the untrained eye, like a reptile. Her skin developed scales, patches of rough, shiny texture that spread across her arms and her neck and, sometimes, parts of her face. She was not a demon. She was not cursed. She had a medical condition that was rare, that no doctor could cure, and that had made her an outcast in a neighborhood that already had too many reasons to fear the unfamiliar.

The "black serpent," I discovered, was Mr. Black, a man from the Caribbean who ran the corner shop on the high street. He was kind, quiet, and the target of constant prejudice. Children threw stones at him. Women pulled their children away. Men made comments in pubs. He never responded. He just sold vegetables and kept his dog off the pavement and went home to a flat that was smaller than Eleanor's and that smelled, I noticed, of boiled cabbage.

The fox—this white fox that claimed to be a dragon—kept insisting that I take sides. "The serpent must be defeated," it said. "The white must triumph over the black. This is the way of things."

But the more I watched the neighborhood, the more I realized that the fox's way of things was not the way of things at all. It was the fox's way of things, which was a way of categorizing the world into binary opposites that did not actually exist in the messy, complicated reality of human life. Mr. Black was not a serpent. Eleanor was not a victim of a serpent. And the fox was not a dragon, or if it was, that had very little to do with the way it treated the people around it.

One evening, the fox grew worse. Its condition deteriorated rapidly, and it lay by the Thames, breathing shallowly, its white fur dull and matted.

"You should give me to the Prices," it said. "They will know what to do. They will understand. They have always understood."

"I don't think they will," I said.

The fox closed its eyes. "Maybe you're right. Maybe understanding is overrated too."

It died that night. I held its body in my hands, and it was lighter than I expected. When I opened its pelt, it was just a pelt—white fur, sharp teeth, a small, sharp-toothed skull. It was not a dragon's skull. It was a fox's skull.

I sat by the Thames and held the pelt and thought about what the fox had said and what I had seen and what I had not seen and what, ultimately, any of it had meant.

"Perhaps we don't all need to be saved," I said to the river.

The river did not answer. It just kept moving, gray and indifferent, carrying the weight of a city that was made of people who did not need saving but who needed, perhaps, someone to sit with them on the embankment and watch it move.

I put the pelt in my pocket and walked home.

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