The land didn't want her. That was the first thing Sarah Mitchell understood when she moved back to West Virginia at thirty-two, after her husband Danny had died in the mine collapse at Sycamore Ridge and she had sold the apartment in Charleston and packed up two suitcases and a six-year-old boy and driven six hours through the mountains to a house that had belonged to her mother and her mother's mother before her and that smelled of wood smoke and old people and the kind of silence that comes from a house where nobody has laughed in a long time.

The land didn't want her and she didn't want it, but neither of them had a choice. The coal companies were leaving. The mines were closing. The towns were emptying. The young people were moving to Columbus and Pittsburgh and Charlotte and anywhere that had jobs that didn't involve breathing dust and coming home with black in your lungs. And the people who stayed, the people who couldn't leave because they were too old or too poor or too attached to the graves of their grandparents, they were the ones who were left with the land, which was not a blessing but a burden, a patch of Appalachia that had been strip-mined and fracked and poisoned and forgotten, and it was theirs and they hated it and they couldn't leave it.

Sarah's plot was small, maybe ten acres, enough to grow a garden and raise a few chickens if she had been the kind of woman who grew gardens and raised chickens, which she wasn't. She had been a receptionist at a dental office in Charleston, which meant her most strenuous daily activity was smiling at people while they put metal in their mouths, and she was not equipped for the kind of work that land requires, which is a lifetime of it, morning to night, season to season, year to year, until the work has worn you down to the size of your hands and the ache in your back is the only thing you can feel.

But she tried. She tried because Billy needed her and because leaving was not an option and because the land, even though it didn't want her, expected something from her, some payment for the privilege of existing on it, and she didn't know what that payment was but she knew she would have to make it eventually.

The offer came in the form of a letter, plain white envelope with a company logo on the front that she didn't recognize: Appalachian Energy Solutions, a name that sounded like something you'd put on a building in downtown Pittsburgh, not something that would send letters to a woman living in a house with a leaky roof in a town called Hinton that had more vacant buildings than occupied ones.

The letter was an offer to purchase her mineral rights, the rights to whatever was beneath her land, for $15,000. Fifteen thousand dollars was more money than Sarah had ever seen in her life. It was more than Danny had made in ten years at the mine. It was enough to pay off the house, to move Billy to a city where he could go to a school that wasn't falling apart, to breathe air that didn't taste like coal dust, to live.

She sat at the kitchen table with the letter in front of her and the coffee going cold in her mug and she thought about saying yes, she thought about it so hard that her head hurt, yes yes yes, fifteen thousand dollars, a new life, a clean life, a life where Billy wouldn't grow up with black in his lungs the way his father had, a life where she wouldn't have to watch the land die inch by inch and be powerless to stop it.

But then she thought about Pap Joe, who was seventy-one and who had been mining since he was eighteen and who had two lungs full of coal dust and a heart that was failing and a house three miles down the road that sat on land that was almost exactly the same size as hers, and who would read about her selling and he would understand what it meant, because in this part of the world, when one person sold, the rest followed, and when the rest followed, the company had enough mineral rights to frack the whole valley, and fracking meant chemicals in the water and trucks on the roads and noise and dust and the land dying faster than it was already dying, and Pap Joe's land would be next and his water would be next and his failing heart would be next.

She thought about Pap Joe and she thought about the letter and she thought about fifteen thousand dollars and she put the letter in a drawer and she didn't answer it and she went outside and she stood in the yard and she looked at the land that didn't want her and she wondered if it was cowardly to want to leave or if it was brave to stay.

Nana Rose was the one who made the decision for her, which is to say she made it by dying. Nana Rose was Sarah's mother, a woman of sixty-four who had lived in the house longer than Sarah had been alive, who had raised Sarah here after her own mother died of cancer in 2008, who had spent her last three years in a wheelchair, watching the world outside her window shrink from a mountain range to a driveway to the yard outside her kitchen window to the patch of sky visible from her chair, and who died in her sleep on a Thursday in March 2011, her body small and fragile beneath the quilt Sarah's mother had made in 1978, her face peaceful, her hands folded on her chest like she was praying, which she probably was.

The death certificate listed heart failure as the cause. Sarah knew better. She knew that Nana Rose had died from something that had been killing her for months, maybe years, which was the knowledge that the world she had built her life in was disappearing, that the house would be sold after she was gone, that the land would be fracked, that the water would be poisoned, that everything she had loved and worked and bled for would be gone and she would not be here to see it, which was a kind of death that happens before the body dies, a death of the spirit that leaves the body running on habit until habit runs out.

After the funeral, which was small because most of Nana Rose's friends were already dead or had moved away, Sarah sat in the house alone with Billy sleeping in his room and the silence pressing in from all sides and she understood that staying was no longer an option, not because the land didn't want her but because Nana Rose was gone and Nana Rose had been the thing that held this house and this land and this life together, and without her, it was just a house and a patch of poisoned earth and a single mother and a six-year-old boy, and that was not enough.

But she couldn't leave yet. She couldn't leave because she hadn't answered the letter, and if she answered it now, after Nana Rose's death, it would look like she had killed her mother for the money, which wasn't true but wasn't the kind of truth that matters in a town the size of Hinton, where people talk and they remember and they judge and they don't forgive easily.

So she waited. She waited for the right moment, which turned out to be a moment that never came, because the world doesn't wait for the right moment, it just keeps happening, and the company kept sending letters, and the other landowners kept selling, and the valley kept dying, and Sarah kept sitting at her kitchen table with the letters in a drawer and the coffee going cold in her mug and the hollow space behind her ribs that had opened up when Danny died and had never closed, and that was growing wider, not with grief exactly but with something that was almost grief and almost anger and almost shame and almost all of them combined into a feeling that she didn't have a name for but knew, with the cold certainty of a woman who has lost everything once and is watching it happen again, was the feeling of being powerless.

Pap Joe died in May.

He had been part of a group of landowners who had formed a coalition to resist the fracking, a group called the Hinton Valley Alliance, which met once a month in the basement of the Methodist church and consisted of Pap Joe and four other people: a retired teacher named Margaret, a Vietnam veteran named Earl, a young mother named Lisa who had two kids and a husband who had left her for a woman from Charleston, and a man named Curtis who was neither retired nor a veteran nor a mother nor a husband but was, in his own words, "tired of being poor and tired of being told what to do by people in suits who don't know the difference between a mountain and a hill."

They had hired a lawyer, a young woman from Charleston named Rachel Torres who had grown up in the coal country and come back to help people like them, people who couldn't afford a lawyer and didn't know their rights and lived in a state where the coal companies had more political power than the people. Rachel had filed an injunction against Appalachian Energy Solutions, arguing that the company's fracking operations would violate the Clean Water Act by contaminating the local water supply, and the injunction had held for three months, which was three months of breathing room, three months of hope, three months of believing that a group of five people and a lawyer from Charleston could stand up to a multi-million dollar energy company and win.

Then the injunction was lifted. A judge in Charleston, a man named William Harlan who had received $47,000 in campaign contributions from Appalachian Energy Solutions the previous year, ruled that the company's fracking plan met all state and federal environmental requirements and that the alliance had not provided sufficient evidence of imminent harm to the water supply. "Speculative contamination is not sufficient grounds to halt legitimate energy development," he wrote in his opinion, which was a sentence that meant, in plain English, that five people could keep living with poisoned water as long as they could prove it was already poisoned, which they couldn't, because by the time the water was poisoned, the fracking would be done and the company would be gone and the water would be poison and the five people would be sick and dying and the judge would be retired and the campaign contributions would be spent.

Pap Joe found out about the ruling at the Methodist church basement, where the alliance had met to hear from Rachel, and when Rachel told them the injunction had been lifted, he stood up from his chair, his face grey, his hands shaking, and he said, "That's it, then. That's the end." And he walked out of the church basement and he drove home in his old Ford pickup, a truck that had more rust than paint, and he parked it in his driveway and he went inside and he sat in his recliner and he closed his eyes and his heart gave out and he was dead before his neighbour, a woman named Doris who heard the truck pull in and went over to check on him three hours later and found him sitting in the recliner with his eyes closed and his hands on his arms and his face peaceful except for the part that wasn't peaceful, the part where his mouth was slightly open and his left hand was clenched into a fist like he had been trying to grab something on the way out, something he couldn't reach, something that had been just out of his grasp his whole life and was out of his grasp now.

Sarah went to the funeral. She stood beside Billy in the back row of the Methodist church, watching the people who had been Pap Joe's friends for fifty years file past his casket and say their goodbyes, and she listened to the minister talk about Pap Joe's faith and his courage and his devotion to his family and his community, and she wanted to stand up and say that faith and courage and devotion don't stop heart attacks and don't lift injunctions and don't keep energy companies from drilling chemicals into the ground beneath your water supply, but she didn't stand up, because what would be the point, and because Billy was beside her and she needed him to see her sitting quietly in the back row, being a good mother, being a good citizen, being a person who grieves in the accepted way and doesn't make a scene.

After the funeral, she walked back to her car through the cemetery, past the graves of Pap Joe's parents and his grandparents and his great-grandparents, all of them buried in the same patch of Appalachian earth that was about to be fracked, all of them lying beneath the ground that the energy company wanted to drill through, and she thought about how they had spent their lives working this land and loving this land and dying on this land and being buried beneath it, and how none of it had mattered, how their labour and their love and their deaths were all just numbers in a company spreadsheet, just acres to be evaluated and leased and drilled, just resources to be extracted and sold and the money sent to Pittsburgh or New York or wherever the people who made the decisions lived, far away from the mountains that made them rich.

She got in her car and she drove home and she opened the drawer where the letter was and she took it out and she read it one more time, the offer for fifteen thousand dollars for her mineral rights, and she picked up a pen and she signed her name at the bottom and she put the letter in an envelope and she addressed it to Appalachian Energy Solutions and she walked it to the mailbox at the edge of her property and she put it in and she closed the mailbox and she stood there for a long time watching the road, waiting for something to happen, waiting for a feeling, waiting for relief or guilt or anger or grief or anything, but there was nothing, just the hollow space behind her ribs, wider now than it had been before, and the land that didn't want her, and the sky that was the colour of coal dust, and the silence.

She signed the contract two weeks later. It was executed by a man named Greg from the company's land operations department, a man of thirty-five who wore a suit that was too nice for West Virginia and a smile that was too nice for this part of the world, and he came to her house in a company sedan, a black car with a logo on the door, and he shook her hand and he sat at her kitchen table and he laid out the contract and he explained the terms and she signed it and he shook her hand again and he drove away in his black car and she stood in her doorway and watched him go and she thought about Pap Joe in his recliner and Nana Rose in her wheelchair and Danny in the mine at Sycamore Ridge and she thought about the hollow space behind her ribs and she thought about fifteen thousand dollars and she thought about the water and she thought about the land and she thought about Billy, who was inside playing with a toy truck on the floor, and she closed the door and she went inside and she sat down beside him on the floor and she picked up a truck and she pushed it across the floor and he pushed a truck across the floor and neither of them spoke and the silence in the house was the same silence it had always been, only now it was heavier, because they both knew what it meant: they were leaving, and the land was being sold, and the valley was dying, and there was nothing they could do about it, and the silence was the sound of that knowledge settling into the walls and the floor and the space between them where the trucks moved back and forth and back and forth and back and forth until Billy fell asleep on the floor with a truck in his hand and Sarah picked him up and carried him to bed and laid him down and covered him with a blanket and stood in the doorway for a long time watching him sleep and thinking about the fifteen thousand dollars and the water and the land and the silence and the hollow space behind her ribs that was now so wide she was afraid that if she took another breath, it would consume her entirely and there would be nothing left but the hollow and the silence and the land that didn't want her and the sky the colour of coal dust and the trucks moving back and forth on the floor of a house where a boy had fallen asleep with a toy in his hand and a mother stood in the doorway and couldn't feel anything at all.

They left on a Saturday in June. Sarah packed the last of the boxes, loaded them into a rental truck she had hired from a place in Charleston, and then she and Billy got into the truck and she turned the key and the engine started and she put it in drive and she drove out of the driveway and down the road and past Pap Joe's empty house and past the closed mine at Sycamore Ridge and past the town of Hinton with its vacant buildings and its empty Main Street and its cemetery full of dead miners and their families who had spent their lives loving a land that had killed them and buried them and forgotten them, and she drove past all of it and she didn't look in the rearview mirror, because she knew what she would see and she didn't want to see it, and she drove until the mountains were behind her and the road was flat and the sky was the colour of something other than coal dust and she reached into the glove box and she took out the check for fifteen thousand dollars and she looked at it and she looked at Billy in the rearview mirror, sleeping with a truck in his hand, and she put the check back in the glove box and she kept driving and she didn't stop until they were in Columbus and the rental truck was parked outside an apartment complex and a woman named Linda from the leasing office was handing her a key and saying, "Welcome to your new home," and Sarah took the key and she said thank you and she walked up the stairs to apartment 3B and she opened the door and she stepped inside and the apartment was small and clean and white and it smelled of paint and nothing else, and she set Billy down on the floor and he got up and he started pushing his truck across the smooth linoleum, back and forth and back and forth and back and forth, and she stood in the doorway and she watched him and she felt nothing, which was almost a relief, because feeling nothing was better than feeling everything, and she closed the door behind her and she locked it and she leaned against it and she slid down until she was sitting on the floor and she put her hands on her chest, right over the hollow space, and she sat there on the floor of a white apartment in a city that didn't know her name and didn't care and didn't have to, because she was there and Billy was there and the truck was moving back and forth across the linoleum and the hollow space was still there and it was still wide and it would always be wide, but it was hers, and that was something, and in a world where the land doesn't want you and the companies take everything and the water turns to poison and the miners die in the dark and the judges take the money and the injunctions are lifted and the landowners sell and the silence wins, something is the most you can hope for.

She stayed on the floor for a long time. Then she got up. She went to the kitchen. She opened a cabinet. It was empty. She opened another. Empty. She opened a third and found a single plate and a single glass and a single fork, which was everything the apartment came with, a starter kit for people who were starting over, people who had nothing and were trying to build something from nothing, people like her, Sarah Mitchell, thirty-two years old, widow, mother, former receptionist, current resident of apartment 3B in a city that didn't know her name, standing in a kitchen with empty cabinets and a hollow space behind her ribs and a six-year-old boy pushing a toy truck across the linoleum, and she took the plate and the glass and the fork out of the cabinet and she set them on the counter and she turned around and she looked at Billy and he looked at her and he smiled, which was the first time he had smiled in weeks, maybe months, and she smiled back, which was the first time she had smiled in longer, and the smile was small and it was broken and it was the most real thing either of them had felt in a long time, and for a moment, just a moment, the hollow space behind her ribs felt a little less wide, not because something had filled it but because something had grown beside it, something small and fragile and stubborn, like a child's smile in a white apartment in a city that doesn't know your name, like a mother standing in an empty kitchen holding a plate she doesn't need and a smile she doesn't understand, like a person who has lost everything and is standing in the wreckage and smiling anyway, because that is what you do when the land doesn't want you and the companies take everything and the water turns to poison and the miners die in the dark and the silence wins: you smile, because the smile is yours and no one can take it from you and no contract can be signed to sell it and no judge can rule it away and no bullet can end it, and that, in a world like this, is its own kind of victory.

Billy pushed the truck across the linoleum one more time. It stopped at the edge of the counter. He looked at it, looked at her, and said, "Mama, can we get some milk?"

Sarah looked at the empty cabinet and the single glass and the hollow space behind her ribs and the smile on her son's face and she said, "Yes, baby. Let's go get some milk."

She took his hand. They walked out of the apartment. They went down the stairs. They walked to the corner store. They bought milk. They walked back. They poured the milk into the glass. They drank the milk. And the hollow space was still there, and the world was still broken, and the land in West Virginia was still being fracked and the water was still turning to poison and the silence was still winning, but they had milk, and they had each other, and for one evening, in one white apartment in one city that didn't know their names, that was enough.

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