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Nothing to Build Here
The phone screen was cracked in the same place it had been cracked for eight months. Danny had dropped it the day they took the plant equipment away. The box with the severance check and the best wishes card. He had been holding the phone in his right hand and the box in his left and his hands had not been steady and the phone had gone face-down on the concrete parking lot and the screen had made a sound like a bird breaking.
Now the phone was in his hand again and the screen was still cracked in the same place and he was playing a game where you build things out of blocks.
It was a terrible game. Danny had said that out loud, once, to no one in particular, and the silence had not answered. The graphics were embarrassingly simple. Colored squares. You dug them. You placed them. That was it. No story, no music, no fancy effects. Just a world of colored squares and a character that looked like a person made from those same squares.
But it was something to do.
Danny sat on the edge of his bed in the apartment above the shuttered gas station on the edge of Youngstown and scrolled the cracked screen with his thumb and built a wall. Then he built a door in the wall. Then he built a window next to the door. Then he stared at the block-house and did nothing else.
His phone buzzed. A call. Tyler. Tuesday.
Danny answered. "Hey, buddy."
"Daddy! I made you a house in the game Mom lets me play. Can I show you?"
"Yeah. Yeah, Ty. Show me."
On the screen, Tyler's version of a house appeared. It was crude. The walls were different colors. The roof was tilted. But it was a house. It was someone's house.
"See, Daddy? It's yours."
Danny stared at the block-house on his cracked phone screen. For a moment - a moment that lasted maybe three seconds or maybe three years - he felt something in his chest that was not nothing.
"Yeah, Ty," he said. "It's beautiful."
After the call, Danny opened the app on his own phone and started building. He built Tyler's house first, copying it exactly - the crooked roof, the mismatched colors, the door that was slightly off-center. Then he built the steel plant. Not the one it was now, rusted and silent and surrounded by a chain-link fence with a padlock the size of a fist. The one it used to be. The one that smoked. The one that hummed. The one where two thousand men and women walked through the gates at 6 AM and came back out at 6 PM with grease on their hands and stories in their pockets and a paycheck that meant something.
Danny built the plant with the precision of a man who had spent twenty years operating machinery next to it. He knew every building, every pipe, every smokestack. He had walked those halls every day for two decades. He knew which floor creaked, which stair was loose, which window looked out over the river and caught the sunset at exactly 4:47 in October.
He built it all in blocks.
Level by level, he built. Level Five: the gatehouse. Level Eight: the rolling mill. Level Twelve: the foundry, where the metal was hottest and the light was brightest and the noise was so loud you could not hear the man next to you talk. Level Fifteen: the parking lot, where Danny had stood every evening for twenty years, smoking a cigarette and watching the sun go down and thinking about nothing, which was the point.
He reached Level Fifteen on a Thursday. He did not celebrate. He sat on the edge of his bed and looked at the block-plant and the block-world around it and the cracked phone screen reflecting his own face back at him - tired eyes, five-o'clock shadow, the slight tremor of too much coffee and not enough to eat.
His neighbor Frank appeared in the hallway the next morning. Frank was old Italian, seventy-something, lost three sons - two to the plant's closure (depression, they called it; suicide, everybody knew) and one to a DUI on I-680 when he was twenty-four and stupid. Frank stood in the hallway smoking a cigarette and looking at the ceiling like he was waiting for it to fall.
"Hey, Frank," Danny said.
Frank nodded. That was all. Just a nod. But it was a nod that said: I see you. I see you sitting on your bed playing a game on your cracked phone. I see you building stuff. I see you trying.
Danny went back to his apartment and built a car.
It was a 1987 Chevy pickup. His father's truck. The one Danny had learned to drive in, behind a strip mall on the east side of town, the one his father had said "steady, steady, she's a heavy one" in a voice that was part instruction and part prayer.
Danny built the truck in blocks. Gray body. Black tires. A dent in the driver's side door that he remembered because his father had gotten it parking too close to a tree. He put Tyler's block-figure in the passenger seat - yellow hair, blue shirt, the exact outfit Tyler had worn the last time Danny saw him, three months ago, at a Denny's off Route 45, where Tyler had eaten syrup animals and asked Danny if he had a girlfriend and Danny had not known how to answer.
Danny drove the truck around the block-world in circles. That was all there was to do. Drive. Circles. Nothing to go to. No destination. Just the truck and the road and the endless flat world stretching in every direction.
He did this for a week.
Then Tyler called. "Daddy? Are you building me a house?"
Danny froze. He looked at the app. He looked at his cracked phone. "Yeah, Ty. I'm building you a house."
"Can I see it?"
Danny looked at the block-house. It was crude. Simple. But it was there. "Yeah, buddy. I'll show you next Tuesday."
After the call, Danny sat in the dark and looked at the truck in the app. It was idling in an empty parking lot. Just like him.
He didn't feel nothing tonight. He felt everything. And it was too much.
The next Tuesday, Danny met Tyler at Denny's. He showed Tyler the app on his phone. Tyler's face lit up. "Daddy, you can build a garage next! And a fence!"
Danny smiled. It felt strange on his face. "Yeah, buddy. I'll build a garage."
As they ate pancakes, Danny noticed Frank sitting at the counter, alone, eating eggs he wasn't touching. Danny had seen Frank like this a hundred times. He had been Frank. Tonight he didn't look away.
He walked Frank to his car. "Hey Frank. I'm building stuff in that game. You ever play?"
Frank looked at him. Really looked at him. "My dad used to play that thing. Before the cancer. I was gonna... ask you about it."
Danny nodded. "Tuesdays and Thursdays, right? I'll show you."
He got in his car. The engine made a sound like it hadn't been started in a while. It started anyway. He drove home. He opened the app. He started building a garage.
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