Sam looked at his scar in the factory bathroom mirror. Then he turned on the tap and splashed water on his face. Then he dried it with a paper towel that came apart in his hands. He threw the pieces in the bin and walked out.

The factory had been closed for three months. Sam still came in sometimes, mostly because the alternative was going home to an empty house and his mother's television set, and he preferred the empty factory. At least in the factory he knew what everything was for. The machines had purposes even if they weren't running. The empty house had no purpose except to remind him that his father had left and not come back.

His phone rang at eleven in the morning. He was sitting on a forklift, eating a peanut butter sandwich, watching dust move through the light that came through the high windows.

"Sam?" It was Kyle. "How's it going?"

"Fine. You?"

"Good. I moved to Cleveland. Got a job at a warehouse." A pause. "I looked in the mirror this morning. I look good, Sam. Really good."

"Yeah. That's great."

"You should come see me sometime. The city's nice. People are nice. Nobody looks at you funny."

Sam looked at his hand holding the phone. His thumb had a callus from years of gripping the steering wheel of a forklift. He'd lost that job when the factory closed. He'd lost the callus when he stopped driving. He'd lost the hand—metaphorically—when he stopped having something to steer toward.

"Maybe," he said.

"You really should. Anyway. Take care, man."

"Take care."

He hung up and sat on the forklift for a while. The peanut butter sandwich sat on his lap, getting warm. He didn't eat it.

The bar was called the Rusty Nail. It was not rusty. It was not particularly nail-related. It was a bar in a town that had been rusted out of business and was now running on memory and minimum wage. Sam went there on Friday nights because it was the only thing open after nine that didn't require a car.

Lisa was pouring beer into a glass when he walked in. She had dark hair cut short and a face that was neither beautiful nor ugly. It was the kind of face that people looked at and then forgot within thirty seconds. Sam appreciated that about her. Not in a romantic way. In the way you appreciate a fire extinguisher—you don't think about it until you need it, and then it's the most important thing in the world.

"Hey, Sam," she said. "Usual?"

"Yeah."

She put the glass in front of him. He paid. She wiped the counter with a rag that had seen better decades.

"How's work?" she asked.

"I don't have work."

"Right. How's no work?"

"Same as before."

She looked at him. It was one of those looks that were more uncomfortable than any question. "You want to talk about it?"

"No."

"Okay." She went back to wiping the counter.

They sat in silence for ten minutes. Sam drank his beer. Lisa wiped the same spot on the counter four times.

"I got mine done," Lisa said, without looking up.

Sam set his glass down. "What?"

"My face. I got it done. A few years ago. Before I started working here."

"How does it feel?"

She put the rag down. She looked at him. Her face was—nothing special. Nothing remarkable. Exactly what it had always been.

"It feels like," she said, "when you've been holding your breath for a long time and someone tells you you can let it out. And you do. And then you realize you don't remember what it was like before."

She picked up the rag and went back to wiping.

"Was it worth it?" Sam asked.

She didn't answer. She just kept wiping.

Sam finished his beer and left. On the way home, he passed a gas station. The one on Route 9, with the flickering sign that said OPEN in letters that were missing half their bulbs. He stopped for coffee.

The woman at the pump was dressed in a nice coat and flat shoes. She was entering her credit card number into the terminal with the kind of careful concentration that people use when they're trying to appear normal in public.

Sam walked up to the window to buy his coffee. The woman turned, and for a moment, Sam thought he was looking at a stranger. Then he realized he wasn't.

It was Lisa.

Her face was different. Not drastically. Not like a photograph of someone else. It was her face, but the skin was tighter, the angles cleaner, the imperfections smoothed away the way a sculptor removes clay. She looked like Lisa had always looked, if Lisa had been designed rather than born.

She saw him looking. Her expression didn't change. It was the same expression she'd had at the bar—neutral, slightly tired, the kind of face that doesn't demand anything from anyone.

"Hey, Sam," she said.

"Hey."

She swiped her card. The machine beeped. She got into her car and drove away.

Sam stood at the pump with his coffee in his hand and watched her taillights disappear down Route 9. The coffee was warm. The air was cold. The sign above him buzzed and flickered and stayed on.

He got back in his truck and drove home.

The transformation center was on Main Street, between a closed bank and a laundromat that only accepted quarters. It was a small building with a large sign and a window display featuring before-and-after photographs of people who looked almost exactly the same as they had before, only slightly better. Like the difference between a photograph and a slightly improved version of that photograph.

Sam parked across the street and sat in his truck. He watched the door. People came and went. A woman in her forties walked out looking like a slightly younger version of herself. A teenager walked in looking anxious and walked out looking less anxious. A man in a work uniform walked in, came out an hour later, and got into a pickup truck that looked exactly the same as the one he'd driven in.

Sam started the truck and drove home.

He sat in his kitchen and watched his mother watch her television. The news was on. Some politician was talking about a new initiative to help small towns. Something about job creation. Something about rebuilding. The words were generic and hollow, the way they always were.

Sam went to his room and stood in front of the mirror on the back of his door. He was twenty-two years old. He had a scar on his left cheek from a forklift accident that had happened two years ago, before the factory closed, before his father stopped calling, before his life became a series of days that looked exactly the same as the ones before them.

He looked at the scar. He looked at his eyes. He looked at his mouth.

He thought about the woman at the pump. Lisa, or someone who had been Lisa. He thought about Kyle in Cleveland, calling to say he looked good. He thought about the faces in the transformation center window—before and after, almost identical, slightly better.

He thought about nothing. He thought about everything. He thought about neither.

He turned away from the mirror and walked to the window. Through the glass, he could see the streetlights coming on along Main Street, one by one, casting pale yellow pools onto the empty road. The transformation center's sign was lit up, bright and clean, visible from blocks away.

Sam stood at the window for a long time. The house was quiet. His mother's television murmured in the other room, a constant low sound like ocean waves in a room that had never seen the ocean.

He opened the window. Cool air came in. He closed it.

He sat on the edge of his bed and looked at his hands. They were rough hands. Callused from nothing, because he hadn't had anything to grip for a long time. He flexed his fingers. He made a fist. He opened his hand.

He stood up. He walked to the door. He stood in the hallway, listening to the television. He walked to the front door. He put his hand on the knob.

Outside, the streetlights continued their slow progression down Main Street. One by one. One by one. One by one.

Sam opened the front door. He stepped outside. He closed the door behind him.

The night air was cold. The street was empty. The transformation center's sign was still on, still bright, still visible.

He started walking.

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