The email arrived at 3:17 PM on a Tuesday. My microwave clock has been stuck at 3:17 for eleven days. Twelve paragraphs of polite language: Arthur Levine, you are no longer employed. Budget reductions. Restructuring. We wish you well.

I read it seventeen times. Each reading a ritual of denial. I called Mike O'Connell. He writes a culture column for the New York Post. Come drinking, he said. I'm buying. It's in the contract. The friendship contract neither of us signed but both observed.

I passed the piano in the corner. Nina and I bought it ten years ago. Walked past without looking. Six months since I opened the lid.

You look like someone who just got fired by an email, Mike said at a bar on Bleecker Street. Accurate. Walk, he said. Explore the city. Be a tourist in your own city.

Central Park: a man making sounds with his mouth that sounded like a full orchestra. Bass, strings, percussion, all at once. Technically impossible. Emotionally undeniable. I put three dollars in his case. What piece was that? He pointed at the sky. The ground. Me. Everything and nothing and you.

SoHo: Second Silence gallery. The Value of Silence exhibition. Last room: a single wooden chair. Sign: Please sit. Then think about why you are sitting here. I sat for forty minutes.

Greenwich Village: Chloe Park. My student twelve years ago. Now in the New York Philharmonic. Teach me Chopin, she said. The first one you taught me. I don't remember it, I said. You do.

I went home. Opened the piano. Played the first half. My fingers remembered it. Not my mind. My fingers. My hands knew where to go even though my brain had no idea. Every note correct. Because a nervous girl holding a violin had sat in a room with me and taught her something her hands would never forget.

That night, I wrote on a wall in Greenwich Village behind a Chinese restaurant: If nothing means anything, why does everything feel like something when I play? I didn't sign it. The question was enough.

The next morning, a community music center in East Harlem asked if I'd teach children's piano for free. I hadn't posted anything. I didn't know how they'd found me. Maybe Mike. Maybe the universe. I didn't reply. Not yet.

I went to the piano and opened the lid. I played one note. Then another. Then a chord. Not Chopin. Not anything I knew. Just notes, one after another.

The clock was still stuck at 3:17. But the piano was not.

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