The Old Mare

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Earl looked at Bess. Bess looked at the fence. The fence looked like it needed painting but hadn't been painted since Earl's father was alive, which was thirty years ago or maybe forty, Earl had stopped keeping track.

Bess made a sound. It was not a whinny. It was not a snort. It was something in between, like a cough that couldn't decide what it wanted to be.

Earl finished his coffee. The coffee was cold. It always was by the time he got to it. He set the mug on the bumper of the truck and opened the door.

"How much longer," he said. It was not directed at Bess. It was directed at the sky, at the truck, at whatever was listening.

Bess ate a mouthful of hay. She dropped half of it. The other half disappeared into her mouth with the slow deliberation of something that had been doing this for twenty years and had no reason to hurry.

Earl walked to the feed store. He needed to decide whether to buy more hay or sell the mare and stop buying anything at all. The math was simple. Bess ate about fifteen pounds of hay a day. At three dollars a bale, that was about four dollars a day, one hundred and twenty dollars a month. Earl's monthly income was three hundred and eighty dollars from disability and forty dollars from the odd job he'd done for a guy down the road who needed his fence fixed. Forty dollars was not enough for a horse. It wasn't even enough for a dog.

The feed store man, a guy named Dale who had known Earl since they were both fat and stupid, looked at him over the counter.

"Hay's up again," Dale said.

"I heard."

"You thinking about the horse?"

"I'm thinking about a lot of things."

Dale nodded. He didn't push. Earl appreciated that. Dale rang up the hay—two bales, six dollars—and Earl paid in crumpled bills from his wallet. He loaded the bales into the truck bed and tied them down with rope that was frayed in three places.

Dr. Patel examined Bess on Thursday. The clinic was in the next town over, a white building with a sign that said Patel Veterinary Services in letters that were peeling at the edges. Earl had been here twelve times in the last three years. Dr. Patel knew his name, his horse, and his problem, which was that he drank too much and didn't eat enough and thought about dying more than he let on.

"Bess is fine," Dr. Patel said, running his hands along the mare's ribs, checking her teeth, listening to her heart with a stethoscope that had seen better days. "She's old. Her teeth are worn down. She moves slow. But she's fine."

"How long?" Earl asked.

"Two years. Maybe three if you keep feeding her."

Earl nodded. He paid the examination fee—twenty dollars—and walked back to the truck. He got in and sat there for a minute, hands on the wheel, looking at the peeling sign through the windshield.

Two years. Three years. That was what Bess had. That was all.

He drove home in silence. The radio was broken. He didn't fix it. He didn't try.

That evening, Earl sat on the porch of the trailer and opened a beer. He watched Bess eat. He thought about selling her. He thought about not selling her. The thoughts came and went like clouds. Neither one felt strong enough to hold onto.

He went inside. He opened the refrigerator. Inside were half a bottle of whiskey, a carton of milk that might have been expired, a jar of pickles, and a small envelope he'd found in his pocket when he was changing clothes. He opened the envelope. It was a letter from his son. He'd received it six months ago. He'd read it once. He put it on the counter and didn't read it again.

He closed the refrigerator. He didn't take out the whiskey. He didn't take out anything. He stood in the kitchen for a while, looking at the things he had, and then he went back to the porch and sat down.

The next morning, Earl sat on the porch with a cup of coffee that was hot this time. Bess was at the fence, eating hay. The wind was blowing from the west, carrying the smell of dry grass and distant rain. A hawk circled overhead. The trailer creaked in the wind. A dog barked somewhere down the road.

Earl drank his coffee. Bess ate her hay. The hawk circled. The trailer creaked. The dog barked.

Nothing happened. Nothing extraordinary. Nothing that would make anyone stop and stare or call the news or write a story about it.

Just a man. A horse. A morning.

That was it. That was the whole thing.

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