The Man Who Couldn't Hit a Target

I

Rays gave me the envelope at a gas station off I-77, the kind of place where the fluorescent lights buzz like angry wasps and the coffee machine has a drip pattern that suggests it has not been cleaned since the Bush administration. He was thirty-nine, wore gold chains that looked real from five feet and fake from three, and owed me eight thousand dollars in back wages from a security job at a strip mall that went bankrupt in 2019.

"This is Hesterman," he said, sliding the photograph across the counter. A middle-aged man in a polo shirt, standing in front of a Huddle House with a to-go bag in his hand. He looked like every middle-aged man in a polo shirt in a three-county radius. He looked like a man who had a mortgage and a pickup truck and a wife who complained about his snoring.

"What do I do?" I asked.

"You tell him what happens to people who talk to the Feds," Rays said. He leaned in close. His breath smelled like onion chips and bad decisions. "Make him understand."

I nodded. I thought he meant: have a conversation. Rays meant something else. I found out what he meant three days later, when he handed me a .380 from a pawn shop in Wheeling and two thousand dollars in crumpled bills and told me to scare Hesterman straight.

I drove my 2004 Ford F-150 to Hesterman's neighborhood. It is a row of identical brick houses on a street that ends in a cul-de-sac, the kind of place where people go to disappear without actually moving. I parked across the street and watched. Hesterman came out of the Huddle House at 6:47 PM with a to-go bag and got into a silver Honda. I got out of the truck. My prosthetic leg hurt. It always hurts when it rains, and it had been drizzling since noon.

I walked toward Hesterman's house. The gun was in my jacket pocket, heavy and stupid, the way a gun feels when you have never held one before. I got within fifty feet of him. He was unlocking his front door, the to-go bag in one hand, keys in the other. He looked at me. He had the expression of a man who sees a neighbor he does not recognize and is deciding whether to be polite or alarmed.

I opened my mouth to speak. Nothing came out. I turned around and walked back to my truck. My leg hurt. I drove home. I did not call Rays.

II

Hesterman was found dead three days later, inside the Huddle House, shot through the chest with a .380. The gun used was a .380, matching the one Rays gave me. But I did not fire it. Someone else did. They used the gun Rays gave me. The gun was registered to a stolen report filed under my name, because in 2019 I gave my ID to a guy at a bar in Huntington who said he needed it for a background check and I said sure and he never gave me the ID back.

Rays called me at 3 AM. "You were supposed to do something! Now they are going to trace it back to me and you are going to get me locked up!"

I sat on my couch in the basement room above the laundromat and listened to him scream into the phone. The laundromat was quiet at 3 AM. The washing machines had stopped. The fluorescent light above the dryer flickered on and off on a schedule that had nothing to do with electricity and everything to do with the building's aging wiring.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked.

"Find him," Rays said. "Find Hesterman and make him shut up."

"I already tried."

"You tried? You tried and what happened?"

"I went to his house. He looked at me. I left."

There was a silence on the other end of the phone. It was the silence of a man who has hired someone to do a job and discovered that the person he hired is not the kind of person who does jobs. "You are the worst," Rays said. "The worst I have ever dealt with. Do not contact me again."

He hung up. I sat on the couch and watched the flickering light and thought about how Hesterman was probably dead by now, shot in a Huddle House with my gun, and I was the prime suspect in a murder I did not commit for a job I did not understand, and the only thing I could think about was that my prosthetic leg hurt and I needed to call the maintenance number for my replacement foot.

III

Rays's trailer was empty. I drove to the trailer park off I-77 and found a neighbor who said he had not been seen in a week. The neighbor's dog was barking. The dog had been barking since I arrived and would continue barking until I left and probably after I left. Dogs in this part of the country seem to have a perpetual grievance.

I went to the pawn shop in Wheeling. The clerk was a young woman with chipped nail polish and the expression of someone who has decided that her job is temporary even though it has been five years. She looked at the description of the gun, the make and model, the serial number Rays had given me.

"That was bought with a stolen credit card," she said.

"Whose card?"

She looked at me over the top of her glasses. "Mark Hesterman's."

I sat in my truck and thought about this for a long time. Hesterman had bought the gun that was used to kill himself. Or someone used Hesterman's stolen credit card to buy the gun that was used to kill him. The distinction felt important but I could not determine which interpretation was more likely: that Hesterman bought a gun and then was killed with it, or that someone stole Hesterman's credit card, bought a gun, killed someone else, and made it look like Hesterman bought the murder weapon.

I called Hesterman's phone number from my cell phone. It rang. I hung up.

I drove to his house. It was dark. I knocked. No answer. I opened the front door. It was unlocked. Inside, Hesterman was dead at his kitchen table. There was a suicide note on the table next to his cold Huddle House food. There was a file on environmental violations, pages of numbers and dates and chemical formulas that someone had spent months compiling. There was a five hundred dollar reward offer from an anonymous source printed on a piece of paper taped to the refrigerator.

I sat on the couch and watched the television. The local news was reporting Hesterman's death as a murder. The anchor mentioned that the murder weapon was a .380 purchased in the tri-county area. I ate a bag of chips I found in the pantry. They were stale.

IV

Deputy Brant came to my apartment on a Thursday morning. She is fifty-two, has been on the job for twenty years, and looks at people the way a mechanic looks at an engine that will not start: with a mixture of professional curiosity and personal resignation.

She showed me a photograph of the gun. "Do you recognize this?"

"No."

She looked at me for a long time. She knew I was lying. She also knew that if she arrested me, there was nothing to hold me on. I had been at Hesterman's house, yes, but I had not killed him. Or I had. Or someone else had. The distinction mattered to people who wrote police reports. It did not matter to people who ate cold beans from a can at 2 AM in a basement room above a laundromat.

"Why were you at Hesterman's house?" she asked.

"I was looking for Rays."

"Who is Rays?"

"A guy who owed me money."

She wrote something in her notebook. She left. I locked the door behind her. I sat on the couch and ate cold beans from a can and watched the rain hit the window. My prosthetic leg ached. My phone rang. It was my daughter. She wanted money for textbooks. I told her I would send some. I did not send any. The phone rang again. I let it go to voicemail. The beans were cold. The leg hurt. The rain kept falling. Outside, a car drove by on the street, its tires hissing on the wet asphalt, and then it was gone, and nothing had changed, and nothing ever would.

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