The Ghost of Sunset Boulevard

I

Mama Rosetti's parlour smelled of gardenias and old money, which is to say it smelled like a woman who has spent her entire life arranging the evidence of her own power. She was fifty-eight, small and sharp as a scalpel, sitting behind a desk that cost more than my monthly rent. On the wall behind her was a painting of a man who looked like my father but wasn't, and I understood for the first time why criminals always put ancestor paintings on their walls. They are trying to tell their victims that this violence has lineage, that it means something, that it is part of a tradition.

Mickey Donnelly is going to talk to the Feds," she said. It was not a question. She was stating a fact, the way a weatherman states that rain is coming.

"He is a studio head," I said. "He talks to everyone."

"Not like this. Not about the union. Not about the distribution deals. He has a file, Ray, and he is going to give it to a federal prosecutor and then he is going to win the Senate race and then he is going to clean house, and the Syndicate does not survive a clean house."

She slid a photograph across the desk. It showed a man in a brown suit standing in front of a building on Wilshire. He was bald, portly, smiling the sort of smile that makes you want to put something through a wall. Mickey Donnelly. King of Hollywood. King of the West Coast distribution network. King of something I did not want to think about.

"I need you to make him disappear," Mama said. "Before the election. Forty-eight hours."

"I don't disappear people."

"This is not a disappearance. This is a car accident. You make it look like a car accident, and it will be. No gunshots, no mess, no newspaper stories about a studio head murdered in his bed." She paused. "Unless you would prefer I send the LAPD the file about the Cleveland job."

I had forgotten about Cleveland. Not because it was difficult to forget—because it was difficult to remember without feeling the cold water of Lake Erie filling my lungs. I was twenty-two. I was a Marine. I was scared and drunk and I pulled a trigger and a man died and nobody ever asked me why.

"Forty-eight hours," I said.

I went home to Dolly. She was in the kitchen, folding laundry, her back to me, the way it had been for three years. The apartment smelled of lemon polish and the faint chemical sweetness of the hair straightener she used every evening, because she still believed that beauty was a currency worth investing in, even though the economy had crashed four years ago and she was the only one who knew it.

"Working late?" she asked.

"Something like that."

I stood in the doorway and watched her fold one of my shirts into a square and place it in the drawer. I counted the kicks. Three weeks now, and she did not know. I had found the ultrasound photo in my glove compartment two months ago and kept it there because looking at it made me feel something I had not felt since Iwo Jima: a sensation so foreign that my first instinct was to check for a weapon.

II

Detective Cross had been following the accident pattern for three weeks before she came to the Rose. She sat at the bar and ordered a beer she did not drink and asked me questions in the clipped, efficient voice of a woman who has learned that politeness gets you nowhere in a man's world.

"Five people," she said. "Connected to Donnelly. All died in accidents over the past six months. Car crash, drowning, fall from a rooftop, gas explosion, and a heart attack that happened to coincide with each of them receiving a box of Chocolates from an unknown sender." She looked at me. "You know something."

"I know Arthur Pendelton once told me that a man who repeats a mistake is not foolish, he is committed."

She wrote something in her notebook. "Where is he now?"

"I don't know."

She visited Dolly the next day. Dolly told her that I had been working late and smelled like hotel soap and that she had found a gun in my glove compartment three weeks ago and I told her it was for protection and she believed me because she wanted to believe me and women who want to believe the men they love are the most dangerous people in the room.

Cross came to my apartment that night. She did not knock. She used the key I had given her six months ago, when we crossed the line that neither of us should have crossed and neither of us has mentioned since. She stood in the doorway and looked at the apartment, at the empty whiskey bottles on the counter, at the unmade bed, at the gun in the drawer.

"Pack a bag," she said.

"Pack a bag for what?"

"For running."

I laughed. It was a dry sound, like paper tearing. "Cross, I don't run. I walk. There is a difference."

III

I found Donnelly at a restaurant on Sunset, sitting alone at a corner table, eating a steak and talking on a cell phone. I was sitting in my car across the street, watching him through the windshield that had a crack running diagonally across it like a map of a country that does not exist.

"I'm ready to talk," Donnelly was saying. "Everything. All of it. The union, the distribution, the payments to the judges. I want immunity and I want it today."

I sat in the car for a long time after he hung up and left the restaurant. Forty-eight hours. That was all I had been given. Forty-eight hours to turn a man into a car accident. And here he was, turning himself into a federal witness.

I went to Mama's parlour at midnight. She was waiting. She did not look surprised.

"I quit," I said.

She smiled. It was not a kind smile. "Ray, you don't quit. You don't quit because quitting means admitting that you were never part of anything in the first place. You are a ghost, Ray. Ghosts don't have careers. They don't have choices. They haunt, or they dissipate, and there is nothing in between."

I went home and Dolly was packing a suitcase. She had found the ultrasound photo in my glove compartment. She was holding it in her hand, turning it over and over, not understanding what she was looking at but understanding everything else.

"I know you have been lying to me," she said.

"I know."

"What are you?"

I sat on the edge of the bed and took her hand and placed the ultrasound photo on my palm, next to my calluses, next to the scar from a knife fight in '46 that I never explained to her. "I'm the guy who's going to make this right," I said. "Even if I don't know what right looks like yet."

She cried. I cried. We did not know what happened next. Nobody in that room knew what happened next. The future is a room with no windows, and we were all just people standing in it, waiting for a door to open.

IV

I walked into LAPD headquarters at seven in the morning and asked to see Detective Cross. She was in her office, which is to say a desk in a hallway, because detectives do not get offices and women do not get detectives.

I told her everything. The Syndicate. Mama Rosetti. Donnelly. The five deaths. The baby. She listened without taking notes, which is the most professional thing anyone has ever done for me, because taking notes creates a record and a record creates a chain of evidence and a chain of evidence means that the system has claimed you and you are no longer your own story.

"Did you kill those five people?" she asked when I finished.

"Yes."

"Then I can't help you." She stood up and walked to the window and looked out at the parking lot where the morning sun was hitting the hood of a parked police car and making it glow like a jewel. "But I can give you a phone number. A federal prosecutor in San Francisco. If you are alive and talking, he will listen."

I called Dolly from a phone booth on Sunset Boulevard. She answered on the second ring. I told her to go to her sister's in San Diego. I told her I would meet her when it was over. She asked when "over" was. I did not answer that one.

I hung up, lit a cigarette, and walked into a Los Angeles dawn that was not beautiful but was real, and for the first time in three years, I did not smell a hotel room on my skin.

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