The Fade-Out

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## Act I

Frank Rinaldo had been a soldier once. He had fought on the beaches of Okinawa and walked through ruins that would have broken a lesser man. When he came home in 1946, he brought back a collection of medals and a collection of problems that no medal could fix.

The problems showed up in different ways. Sometimes they showed up as nightmares—Japanese soldiers who looked like his Uncle Tony, explosions that sounded like his wife Mary laughing, the smell of blood that followed him to bed even after Mary had stopped asking about it. Sometimes they showed up as rage—he would sit at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee and stare at it until the coffee went cold and then he would throw the cup against the wall and Mary would pick up the pieces and say nothing.

Most often, the problems showed up as pride. A sharp, brittle pride that made Frank see insult where none was intended and retaliation where none was deserved. He was a man who had survived war only to lose peace, and he could not forgive the world for the peace he could not forgive himself for surviving.

So when Tony Marino walked into his apartment above the butcher shop on Fifteenth Street and said, half-joking, "Rinaldo, you gotta get yourself a real doctor. I heard about this guy Klein over at the VA—he's the real deal," Frank heard something different from what Tony meant.

He heard: you're not good enough.

"I am a real doctor," Frank said. His voice was flat.

"Yeah, I know. I'm just saying—Klein's better."

Frank looked at him. Tony was a big man—fifty years old, five foot eleven, two hundred pounds of dockworker muscle wrapped in a worn suit. He had a face like a brick and eyes like a golden retriever. He was not being sarcastic. He was not being insulting. He was making conversation the way dockworkers make conversation: with jokes and opinions about things they don't really know.

But Frank heard insult.

"Klein can keep his patients," Frank said. "I have my own."

Tony blinked. "I didn't mean to—"

"You did." Frank turned his back and started cleaning his instruments. The conversation was over. It had been over the moment Tony opened his mouth.

Tony left. He always left. That was what Tony did—he came in, he said the wrong thing, he left. And Frank was left alone with his medals and his problems and his pride, which was the sharpest thing in the room.

## Act II

Frank didn't treat Tony again for three weeks. He told himself it didn't matter—Tony was just one patient among dozens, and if Tony wanted to see Klein, Klein could have him. Let the VA take care of him.

But the truth was that Frank couldn't stop thinking about it. Every time he passed the VA hospital on his way home from the bar, he would look at the building and imagine Klein inside—clean, efficient, respected, the kind of doctor Frank had tried to be before the war had made him something else.

Frank started drinking more. Not heavily—he could still function, still see patients, still collect his money from the black-market drug trade that had been his real livelihood since coming home. But he drank more than he used to. Gin, mostly. Cheap gin that tasted like turpentine and burned on the way down like the memories he was trying to wash away.

On a Thursday in November, he injected Tony with a batch of adrenaline from a black-market supplier he had been using for six months. The supplier was reliable—or had been, until this batch turned out to be contaminated. Tony's condition worsened within hours. Frank tried to stabilize him but the contaminated adrenaline had done too much damage. Tony needed a real hospital. Frank had given him a black-market clinic.

Tony survived but he was angry. "I told you," he said, his voice weak but sharp. "I told you Klein could handle this."

Frank said nothing. He cleaned his instruments in silence. He thought about saying something—anything—but the words were caught in his throat like fish bones.

The lump appeared on Frank's back two weeks later. He noticed it in the mirror while shaving—a small, hard bump just below his shoulder blade. He pressed it with his fingers and felt resistance. A cyst, probably. He had treated hundreds of them. He knew how to drain them.

He tried to drain it himself with a sterilized needle. The needle went in too shallow. The cyst didn't drain. It grew instead—grew faster than Frank expected, darker than Frank expected, more painful than Frank expected.

He told himself it was nothing. He told himself the same things he told his patients. He told himself so many things that eventually he started believing them.

On a night in December, the lump had grown to the size of a grapefruit. It was dark and hot and pulsed with a pain that made Frank's vision blur. He tried to drive to a hospital in Jersey but the pain was too much. He pulled over on a street in downtown Los Angeles and the steering wheel became the last thing he felt consciously before the world went dark.

## Act III

He woke to the sound of rain on a windshield and the smell of wet leather and someone shaking his shoulder.

"Rinaldo," a voice said. "Frank. You with us?"

It was Tony. Of course it was Tony.

"You passed out," Tony said. "On Fifteenth Street. Right in front of the butcher shop. I was coming from the bar—saw your car pulled over, came out to check—"

Frank couldn't speak. His back was on fire. His vision was a tunnel of gray. He could feel Tony's hands on his shoulders, strong hands, dockworker hands, pulling him up.

"Stay with me," Tony said. "I'm taking you to Klein. Don't argue with me. I didn't argue with you when you refused to treat me. I'm not arguing now."

Tony dragged him to his truck. Frank's body was heavy—too heavy for a man who weighed one hundred sixty pounds soaking wet. But Tony was big, and Tony was angry, and anger is a powerful fuel.

They arrived at the VA hospital at 2:00 AM. Tony carried Frank into the emergency room, which was empty except for a sleeping nurse and a man named Klein who was reading a medical journal at his desk.

Klein looked up. He saw Frank—pale, sweating, his back distorted by a massive infection. He looked at Tony.

"What happened?"

"He passed out on Fifteenth Street," Tony said. "His back's infected. He wouldn't come to see you. So I brought him."

Klein put down his journal. He looked at Frank with an expression that Frank couldn't read—something between pity and anger and something else that Frank didn't want to identify.

"Get him on table four," Klein said to the nurse. Then to Tony: "Thank you."

Tony nodded. He stood in the corner of the emergency room and watched Klein work—clean, efficient, the way a man who has spent his life saving other people's lives works.

Frank was sedated before he could process what was happening. The last thing he felt before the darkness took him was Tony's hand on his shoulder—steady, warm, present.

## Act IV

Frank woke three days later in a VA hospital room. The ceiling was white and the walls were white and the light was white and the world was white and Frank thought about Okinawa and the ruins and how everything had been gray and brown and bloody and this—this was cleaner than anything he had seen in years.

Klein was sitting in a chair by the window, reading. He looked up when Frank moved.

"You're awake," Klein said.

"Yeah." Frank's voice was a rasp.

"You had a severe staphylococcal infection. Necrotizing fasciitis, if we're being specific. It had spread to your bloodstream. You were septic."

"I know what I had."

"Do you? Because from where I'm sitting, you had three days. Maybe four if we're generous. MRSA in the bloodstream kills people fast."

Frank closed his eyes. He could feel the infection on his back—a raw, tender reminder that would leave a scar the size of his palm.

"I know," Frank said again.

Tony Marino was dead when he woke up the second time.

Klein told him this on the fourth day. He said it matter-of-factly, the way a doctor tells a patient that his blood pressure is elevated or his white cell count is low.

"Tony died on Tuesday," Klein said. "Cardiac arrest. Dockyard accident—they were moving cargo at the pier and a crate fell on his chest. They rushed him to the ER but it was too late."

Frank felt something inside him crack. Not dramatically. Not with a sound. Just a quiet, almost imperceptible fracture—like a crack in ice that you don't notice until you fall through.

"He died," Frank said.

"Yeah."

"Because of a crate."

"Yeah."

Frank lay back against the pillow and stared at the ceiling. He thought about Tony dragging him to this hospital. He thought about Tony, the man he had refused to treat, the man whose life he had endangered with contaminated adrenaline, the man who had saved his life anyway.

And now Tony was dead—killed by a falling crate on a pier in downtown Los Angeles, a death so meaningless it made his own death by MRSA seem almost dignified by comparison.

Frank closed his eyes. He could see Tony's face—broad, weathered, friendly eyes that had never known how to be cruel.

"I'm sorry," Frank said. He wasn't sure who he was talking to. Klein, probably. Or Tony, from wherever Tony was now. Or himself.

Klein stood up. "I have rounds," he said. "Rest. You've got a long recovery ahead of you."

Frank nodded. He lay there and listened to Klein's footsteps fade down the hallway and then he lay there and listened to the rain fall on the hospital roof and he thought about Tony and he thought about pride and he thought about how pride is the one thing in this world that is completely useless when you need it most.

The fade-out was coming. He could feel it. Not death—not this time. Something worse. The slow, quiet realization that he had spent his life being right when he should have been kind, and that the two things are mutually exclusive in a man like him.

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