Fool's Gold

I.

My name is Frank Maloney and I am a liar. This is not self-deprecation—it is a factual statement, the kind you'd find in a police report, which is to say the kind that is technically true and completely useless to anyone trying to figure out what the hell is going on.

I met Patricia Regan at the Pan Pacific Nightclub on Wilshire Boulevard on a Tuesday in March 1947. She was sitting at the bar in a dress the colour of midnight and drinking a martini the way a person who knows exactly what they want approaches anything in life: one unit, stirred, no garnish, no apologies.

I had been out of the war for two years and into the lying for six months. The war had given me a discharge that was mostly honest and a left knee that refused to bend without a story. The lying was my own invention—a natural talent, I always thought, the kind of thing some people are born with a good singing voice and I was born with a good mouth.

"Rough night?" I said, because this is what you say to a woman alone at a bar in Los Angeles in 1947, and if she says no, you say "me too" and if she says yes, you ask what for.

She looked at me the way a detective looks at a suspect—assessing, not trusting, but interested enough to keep the conversation going for another thirty seconds.

"Depends on who's asking," she said.

"Someone who's had worse."

That got a smile. Small, dangerous, the kind that appears on a woman's face when she decides you're either useful or amusing, and either one is worth exploring.

Her name was Patricia Regan. The Regans made steel—actual steel, not the bullshit financial instruments the brokers were trading on Wilshire. Her husband had died two years earlier of something the doctor called "cardiac" and everyone at the funeral called "too much champagne and not enough life." She was twenty-six, twenty-seven, who knew—age was a suggestion in LA. She lived in a house in Hancock Park that had more rooms than most churches and a daughter—six years old, named Catherine, who was currently being raised by a series of nannies whose names Patricia could never be bothered to remember.

She was everything I should have avoided. She was exactly the kind of woman I couldn't stay away from.

II.

The misunderstanding happened on a Thursday, which is to say it happened on a day that was indistinguishable from every other day until it wasn't.

Patricia was at the bar with a woman I had not seen before—dark hair, sharp features, the kind of friend who tells you what you need to hear, not what you want to hear. They were speaking in low voices, the kind of voices people use when they're discussing numbers.

"—after taxes, it's still nearly two million," the friend was saying. "But the estate tax is going to eat forty percent unless Alphonse's lawyer finds a loophole."

"Two million?" I nearly dropped my glass.

Patricia's husband hadn't left her two million. He had left her a house, a car, a daughter, and a life insurance policy that covered maybe a hundred thousand. Two million was—two million was—

I didn't let myself think about it. Thinking leads to planning, and planning leads to doing, and doing leads to things you can't undo. But my hands had already started planning before my brain could stop them.

Two million dollars. In 1947. That was not a scam. That was a retirement. That was Florida, that was a name that didn't sound like "Fast-Talk," that was never having to lie to a stranger at a bar again.

I started the work the way all good disasters start: carefully, slowly, with the kind of confidence that masks the fact that you have no idea what you're doing.

I courted Patricia the way you court any woman: I listened, I remembered things she told me, I showed up at the places she liked to be. I was charming without being obnoxious, interested without being desperate, and most importantly, I was quiet about money. A smart man knows that the first time you mention money to a wealthy woman, she either laughs or calls her lawyer. I was aiming for the laugh.

It came in three weeks. A dinner at a place on Sunset that had white tablecloths and a sommelier who looked at my shoes and saw nothing he liked. Patricia ordered wine I had never heard of, ate food I couldn't name, and told me about her husband in a way that was honest but not sentimental.

"He was a good man," she said. "He just didn't know how to stay alive."

"I'm not good at staying alive either," I said.

She looked at me. Really looked at me. And for a second—just a second—I thought she saw through me. Not the version of me I was presenting, which was a war hero turned businessman (technically true on both counts, if you stretch the definition of both words), but the real me. The one who sat in rented rooms on Sunset Boulevard and practised his stories in the mirror.

"You're honest about it," she said. "That's more than most."

III.

Virginia appeared on a Monday morning, which is to say she appeared on a day that looked exactly like every other day and was not.

I was at the Regan house on a favour—Patricia had asked me to deal with a "problem." A man had been bothering Virginia, the family's live-in tutor. A man with connections I didn't want to identify. Patricia wanted me to have a "conversation" with him. This was, in the idiom of my trade, a job.

I arrived at the Regan house at ten and found Virginia in the sunroom, teaching six-year-old Catherine to play Fur Elise on a piano that cost more than my father's entire lifetime earnings. Virginia was thirty-three, which is to say she was the kind of woman who had learned how to carry herself in a world that preferred women half her age. She had dark hair the colour of strong coffee and eyes that had seen things and chose not to discuss them.

She looked up when I entered the room.

The look on her face was not surprise. It was recognition, followed by grief, followed by something I couldn't name. It was the look of a person who has carried a suitcase for fifteen years and suddenly realizes the thing inside it is not heavier than it was when she packed it.

"Frank," she said.

"Virginia."

She put down her sheet music. Her hands were shaking. Only her hands. The rest of her was perfectly still—the kind of control that comes from fifteen years of living with the person you love and never telling them.

"You're alive," she said.

"I'm—yes. I mean, obviously. I'm right here."

"I thought you were dead."

"Everybody thought a lot of things in 1941."

She walked past me into the hallway. I followed her, because that's what you do when a woman you loved fifteen years ago walks into a hallway and you're standing in it.

"Frank," she said, stopping at the bottom of the stairs. She did not turn around. "The day you went to jail, I sat on a bench outside the prison every day for six months. Two hours. I never went in. I couldn't. But I sat there. Every day."

I didn't know what to say. In my trade, you hear a lot of things—pleas, threats, bribes, confessions. But you don't hear things like that. You don't hear about a woman sitting on a bench outside a prison for six months, not because she believed in you but because letting go felt like dying.

"V—" I started.

"Don't," she said. "Don't say anything. Just—know that I sat there. And that I still do. Some days I sit on a different bench. But I still sit."

IV.

The man who was bothering Virginia turned out to be named Salvatore Moretti, and he was the kind of man whose shadow had connections to the kind of man whose shadow had connections to the kind of man who owned half the politicians in Los Angeles. Patricia knew this. She had known it before she hired me. She had hired me because I was the only person in her employ who was already afraid of Moretti.

The conversation went exactly the way these things go: I told Moretti that Virginia was under my protection, he laughed, I pointed out that laughing was a free activity but consequences were not, and he stopped laughing.

I went home that night with a bullet wound in my right shoulder and the kind of clarity that pain provides to people who have been living without it for a long time.

I woke up in a hospital bed three hours later. Virginia was sitting in the chair beside me, reading a book I couldn't see. The police were in the corridor, which is to say they were outside Patricia's door, taking statements. Patricia had reported Moretti. She had also, apparently, reported every dirty thing I had ever done in this city, which was a list that ran forty-seven pages long and was currently being read by a very serious man with a very serious badge.

I asked Virginia for a pen. She gave me one. I asked for paper. She gave me that too.

I wrote: "Virginia—by the time you read this I'll be in booking. Pat reported Moretti (good) and me (inevitable). I'm not sorry about Moretti. I am sorry about you. I spent fifteen years thinking I was the kind of man who didn't deserve to be loved. Turns out I was right, but not for the reason I thought. It wasn't because I was a criminal. It was because I was a coward. I didn't go to the prison gate because I was afraid you'd see me and I wouldn't be able to bear it. I'm writing this because it's the first honest thing I've written in years. I loved you. I love you. These are the same thing and also different. I'll figure out which at trial. Yours, Frank."

I signed it. Virginia read it. She did not cry. Virginia had stopped crying in 1941.

But her hand, resting on the edge of my bedsheet, was shaking.

And in the corridor, the serious man with the serious badge was still reading my name.

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