Five Thousand

I.

The gas station was on East 149th Street, the kind of place where the fluorescent light above the pumps buzzed like a trapped insect and the soda in the cooler cost twelve cents more than it should because the owner had to drive to a different city to get better wholesale prices.

Kate bought a lottery ticket because the machine was next to the gas pump and because she had just been yelled at by her manager at Kroger for a customer who took forty-seven minutes to count out change in dimes. It was not a dramatic decision. It was the kind of decision you make when you are tired and the machine is right there and two dollars is less than a cup of coffee at the place on Euclid.

Powerball. Five thousand million. The number on the screen was so large it looked like a mistake.

Kate texted Nina: "OMG if I won 50 million I'd quit Kroger tomorrow jk ill never win but imagine"

She hit send. She pumped her gas. She got in her car—a 2009 Corolla with a duct-tape repair on the passenger door—and drove home to her apartment in Glenville, where her cat Biscuit was waiting by an empty food bowl and the heat was set to sixty-two because her landlord said the boiler was "under maintenance" for the third month in a row.

She did not think about the lottery again until Friday, when Mike texted her: "Hey. Nina told me you won the lottery. Can I see it?"

Kate texted back: "Nina's joking. I didn't win. I said if I won. Jk."

Mike: "oh lol"

He didn't seem disappointed. He seemed like a person who had imagined something and was now adjusting his imagination downward, the way you adjust a TV picture when the signal is bad—small flicks of the dial until the image resolves into something acceptable.

II.

The thing about Mike was that he was not a bad person. He was not a good person either. He was a person who worked at AutoZone, who had dated Kate for six weeks through an app, who thought she was nice and easy and didn't require much. He was, in the vocabulary of modern dating, low maintenance. This was meant as a compliment. It was. It was also not enough.

When the lottery rumor spread—because it did, because in Cleveland, a rumor about someone winning the lottery spreads faster than a fire in a wooden building—Mike did something that seemed, in isolation, harmless. He told his work friends. "My girl Kate. She played the Powerball. 50 million. She says it's a joke but I seen the text."

His work friends laughed. Mike laughed. The next day, a new guy at AutoZone asked Kate if she was really going to quit and move to Mexico. Kate said no. The new guy said "fair enough" and went back to arranging windshield wipers on the shelf.

But by the second week, the story had grown. Kate hadn't just played—Kate had won. Had just been too modest to say. Had bought a new car (she hadn't). Had put a down payment on a house (she hadn't). Had told Mike to quit his job and they'd travel (she hadn't).

Kate found out about the growth of the story when Nina called her, breathless: "Kate, people at the gallery are asking me if you're really moving to Tuscany. Tuscany. Who moves to Tuscany from a gallery in Ohio?"

"I'm not moving to Tuscany," Kate said.

"Nobody thinks you are. But like—half of Cleveland thinks you did."

The drawing was on a Tuesday. Kate was working the night shift at Kroger. She scanned items. She heard the beep. She bagged. A woman in front of her was buying cat food and a magazine and a bottle of wine. Kate scanned them. The woman counted out her change in dimes. Kate thought: this is my life.

The Powerball drawing was on her phone. She watched it on the Kroger break room TV, standing next to a microwave that made popcorn smell like butter and regret.

12. 23. 34. 41. 56. Powerball: 7.

Her numbers: 03. 11. 22. 33. 44. Powerball: 9.

She did not win. She had never win. This was not surprising.

Mike texted her at 11 PM: "So. No 50 million?"

Kate: "No."

Mike: "cool"

He didn't text again. He went to work the next day and told his friends: "Turns out it was a joke. She was joking."

He said it in a voice that was neutral but whose neutralness was itself a performance. He had told a story and the story had turned out to be false and now he was performing the role of a man who was not embarrassed by false stories.

III.

Dave's car died on I-77 at mile marker 82, which is to say it died between Cleveland and Akron at a place where the highway curves and the billboards advertise things Kate drove past every day without reading: personal injury lawyers, casinos, places that buy gold.

She was driving home from the night shift, running on coffee and the kind of fatigue that had become her default state. She saw the car on the shoulder—a grey Honda with a dented bumper and a license plate that had fallen off on the driver's side—and she slowed down.

A man was standing outside the car, hands on his hips, looking at the engine the way a person looks at a problem that has already decided it cannot be solved.

Kate pulled over. She got out. The highway was loud. A truck passed and the wind from it made her shiver, even though it was October and the heat in her apartment was still "under maintenance."

"Need help?" she said.

The man turned. He was thirty-three, thirty-four, wearing a hoodie that had been washed so many times the fabric was thin. His face was the kind of face that had stopped trying to impress people and had found, in that not-trying, a kind of honesty that was harder to find than prettiness.

"You sure?" he said. "It's probably the radiator. Those things cost—"

"I know," Kate said. "I work at Kroger. I know what things cost."

His name was Dave. She knew this because he told her. She knew it before that, actually—knew it the way you know a piece of furniture in a room you've lived in for years without looking at it. Dave Kowalski. Her college roommate at Cuyahoga Community College, two years ago, when she was nineteen and still believed that community college was a stepping stone and not a destination. Dave had been in the room next to hers. They had shared a bathroom. He had left notes on her door: "Kate—did you use all the hot water again? - D."

They had not spoken in two years. She knew this because she had seen, on a social media site she almost never used, that Dave was writing a dissertation on "the ethics of boredom in post-industrial American fiction" and that he was three years behind schedule and that his girlfriend had left him for a man who worked in finance in Chicago.

"I can call a tow truck," Kate said.

Dave nodded. "That would be—yeah. That would be good."

The tow truck cost eight hundred dollars. Kate paid for it. Dave said "I'll pay you back" and Kate said "no" and Dave said "okay" and neither of them said what they were both thinking: that eight hundred dollars was a lot of money and not paying it back was a kind of gift and gifts between people who didn't talk to each other were complicated.

IV.

The Wawa was open. In Ohio, Wawa does not exist—this was a 7-Eleven that had the kind of fluorescent lighting that made everything look slightly ill. Same thing, functionally.

Kate and Dave sat on plastic stools at a small table near the window. Two coffees. The cheapest kind. They were the kind of coffee that tastes like hot water that has had opinions about beans.

"Your cat's okay?" Dave said.

"Biscuit's fine. He's on the counter. Probably eating something he shouldn't."

"Is it a boy cat or a girl cat?"

"It's a he."

"Right. He."

They drank their coffee. The 7-Eleven was empty except for a man in a trucker hat who was heating up a frozen dinner in the microwave and a woman who was counting change at the counter with the methodical precision of someone who knew that every penny mattered.

"Your thesis," Kate said. "How's that going?"

"Okay."

"Your— is it going?"

" Kate, I'm three years behind. I haven't published anything. My advisor says I should consider a different career path. My girlfriend— ex-girlfriend— says I'm wasting my life."

"Is she right?"

Dave looked at her. Not at her face—at her. The way you look at someone when the question is not about them but about the space between you.

"I don't know," he said. "I don't know if any of this is wasting. Or if it's just—slow. Slow doesn't feel like wasting. But it feels close."

Kate nodded. She had felt this. The slow. The feeling that your life was moving but not in any direction you could name. That you were standing in a gas station parking lot at 11 PM on a Tuesday, drinking coffee with a man you used to share a bathroom with, and this was, in some universe, the important thing.

"Dave," she said.

"Yeah?"

"Do you still buy lottery tickets?"

He thought about it. The kind of thinking that takes three seconds and contains three years.

"No," he said. "I stopped."

"Good."

"Yeah. Good."

The highway outside was dark. A truck passed, its lights cutting across the 7-Eleven windows in bars of yellow that lasted one second and then were gone.

Kate finished her coffee. Dave finished his. Neither of them moved to leave.

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OTMES Objective Codes:
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