Rust and Bone

My life is falling apart. That is not dramatic. That is not the kind of thing you say in a movie with a sad violin playing underneath. It is the kind of thing you say when you are sitting on the steps of your trailer at a mobile home park near I-94 in post-industrial Detroit, eating a cold beer that tastes like metal because the park's water supply has been under a boil advisory for eleven months, and you are thirty-five years old and unemployed and divorced and the TV inside has only one channel and it is showing a baseball game from 1984.

I lost my job at the automaking plant. They closed the line. Then they closed the building. Then they closed the parking lot and paved it and put in a storage facility for equipment that no longer existed. I was a line worker for fourteen years. Fourteen years of showing up at six in the morning, punching a clock, standing at station 47, tightening the same bolt on the same door hinge, going home with your hands smelling like machine oil and your back hurting in the same place every single day.

My wife left me for a guy who actually has a job. His name is Dale. He works at a UPS depot in Livonia. He is not interesting. He is not exciting. He has a job. That was apparently enough.

One day, at a junkyard near my trailer, I find a weird metal ring. It looks like some automotive logo, but I have never seen it before. It is about the size of a quarter, made of a metal that feels heavier than it should, with a dark stone set in the top. I pick it up off a pile of scrap because why not. I put it on as a joke.

And suddenly, I am in a fancy restaurant.

I am wearing a suit. A real suit, not the work clothes I wear every day. The tablecloth is white and the bread is warm and everyone at the table next to me is laughing at something that sounds funny but I cannot hear because the room is spinning. I have no idea why I am there.

I blink. I am back in the junkyard. The ring is on my finger. I think: weird dream. Maybe the beer was bad.

But it happens again. And again. Each time, I am transported to an absurd scenario for a few minutes before returning to normal. The ring is the mechanism, I think. Or maybe it is not the ring. Maybe the ring is just the trigger, like pulling a pin on a grenade, and what explodes is whatever is already inside me.

The first transport: I wake up at the factory. Everyone is acting normal. The foreman is giving a speech about productivity, standing in front of the line with a clipboard and a smile that does not reach his eyes. But when I look closer, I realize everyone is standing in exactly the same position they were yesterday. Same words. Same gestures. Same smile. The foreman says the same sentence he said yesterday: We are a family here at Detroit Precision. The same sentence. Same inflection. Same pause before family. It is a loop. The ring's power is showing me the scripted nature of routine life, the way a recording plays the same track over and over until the needle wears a groove into the vinyl and the music sounds wrong.

The second transport: I am suddenly sitting in a corner office wearing a thousand-dollar suit that fits perfectly, which is strange because I cannot buy a thousand-dollar suit that fits because I cannot buy a thousand-dollar anything that fits. Papers everywhere. A woman enters with coffee: Mr. Rivers, the board meeting is in ten minutes. I have no idea what a board meeting is. I sit there for five minutes sweating while people come in and expect me to make decisions. I make something up. I say a word I heard the foreman use once: synergy. They applaud. They actually applaud. I sit there in the thousand-dollar suit and accept applause for saying a word I do not understand, and I realize that this is exactly what my entire adult life has been.

The third transport: my divorce hearing. But this time, I can see everyone's internal monologue as giant floating subtitles above their heads. It is the most bizarre thing I have ever experienced, and the most accurate. My ex-wife says I just want what is best for the kids and the subtitle above her head says I want the house and I am tired of his depressing attitude about nothing. The lawyer says my client is a devoted father and the subtitle says I bill four hours for every one hour of actual work. The judge says this case is difficult and the subtitle says I have three more of these today and I would rather be fishing. The subtitles are accurate to within three percent. I am measuring this professionally, the way I used to measure door hinges on the assembly line. Three percent. That is within tolerance.

The fourth transport is the worst. It is the ring's homeworld, or at least what the ring considers home. A dimension made entirely of discarded things. Broken toasters and single shoes and phones with cracked screens and tires with no matches. At the center of it all is a massive structure made of rusted metal and broken plastic, like a cathedral built from everything nobody wanted anymore. I realize: this is where things come when they are no longer useful. And I am starting to feel like I belong here.

I started laughing after the fourth transport. Not a polite laugh. Not a laugh you use at a dinner party. A real laugh, the kind that comes from your belly and makes your ribs hurt. I was sitting on the steps of my trailer, wearing work clothes that had been work clothes for too long, laughing so hard I could not breathe, and Nina came over and sat beside me and waited for me to stop.

Nina Vasquez is the single mom next door. She lends me tools and sometimes cooks me dinner. She is the most grounded person I know. While I am losing my mind to absurdity, she is dealing with real problems: rent, her daughter's school, a car that will not start because the alternator is shot and she cannot afford a new one. She does not have the luxury of transported into dimensions made of discarded things. She has the luxury of living in a world that is already discarded.

"You've been acting weird," she says.

"I know."

"Is it the ring?"

"How did you know about the ring?"

"I see you wearing it sometimes when you don't realize I'm looking. Your finger glows when you fall asleep."

I look at my finger. It is slightly yellow. Probably just rust from the junkyard.

"I don't know what it does," I say.

"Neither do I," Nina says. "But it's not killing you. So what's the worst that could happen?"

"I could lose my mind?"

Nina takes a sip of my beer. She makes a face. The park water really does make everything taste like metal. "That's not the worst," she says. "The worst is losing your mind and not having anything funny to say about it."

I laugh. It is the first time I have laughed in months. The laugh comes from somewhere deep, from a place that had been closed up for a long time and had forgotten it could open.

I have learned to predict the ring's transports. Certain triggers -- specific sounds, smells, or thoughts -- cause me to shift into an absurd scenario. I have started carrying a notebook to document them.

My notebook reads: Day 47: Went to CEO office. Made a decision called synergy. They liked it. Day 48: Divorce courtroom. Subtitles were accurate to within three percent. Day 49: Haven't shifted. Either the ring is tired, or I am too boring even for absurdity.

Nina reads the notebook. "This is the funniest thing I have ever read," she says. "You should publish it."

I shrug. "Who'd read a book about a guy in Detroit who gets transported to weird places?"

"Someone who's also stuck in Detroit," Nina says.

The final image is this: Nina and I sitting on my trailer steps, watching the sunset over I-94. Traffic is backed up. Horns are honking. Somewhere, a factory whistle blows, although there is nothing left to blow for. The sky is orange and purple and grey, the way it always is over Detroit, because the city has so much rust in the air that it tints everything.

My finger glows faintly. The ring is warm. I am not shifting. For now, this is enough.

I am still unemployed. I am still divorced. I am still living in a trailer that smells like old pizza and stale beer. But I am laughing. And what is left, while painful, is honest. The ring is stripping away my illusions. What remains is not much. But it is real. And in a city made of rust and bone, real is something.

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